1 00:00:05,990 --> 00:00:03,590 and this episode is skeptical 2 00:00:08,450 --> 00:00:06,000 show about what happens when you really 3 00:00:11,930 --> 00:00:08,460 ask for answers 4 00:00:18,170 --> 00:00:13,669 bring it 5 00:00:24,950 --> 00:00:22,910 I need it now not later no 6 00:00:27,290 --> 00:00:24,960 and a show about how you sometimes get 7 00:00:29,870 --> 00:00:27,300 those answers in places you wouldn't 8 00:00:31,669 --> 00:00:29,880 normally expect 9 00:00:33,650 --> 00:00:31,679 because there's there's people now who 10 00:00:35,090 --> 00:00:33,660 are claiming that it's a it's a false 11 00:00:36,650 --> 00:00:35,100 thing and don't go in the white light 12 00:00:38,930 --> 00:00:36,660 and you're gonna get trapped the 13 00:00:41,510 --> 00:00:38,940 interesting thing to me is that I have 14 00:00:43,610 --> 00:00:41,520 no doubt that the basic premise of what 15 00:00:45,889 --> 00:00:43,620 you're saying is true is that there are 16 00:00:48,830 --> 00:00:45,899 some non-human intelligence with 17 00:00:52,010 --> 00:00:48,840 advanced technology that can 18 00:00:55,310 --> 00:00:52,020 Implement means of deception in a way 19 00:00:57,650 --> 00:00:55,320 that he interferes with or has the 20 00:00:59,810 --> 00:00:57,660 appearance of interfering with 21 00:01:01,790 --> 00:00:59,820 what people would understand to be a 22 00:01:04,310 --> 00:01:01,800 near-death experience or reincarnation 23 00:01:06,230 --> 00:01:04,320 experience they're faking it I I think 24 00:01:08,810 --> 00:01:06,240 they're faking it that is my ultimate 25 00:01:10,910 --> 00:01:08,820 conclusion but that is an important 26 00:01:12,789 --> 00:01:10,920 shift that no one in the nde community 27 00:01:16,429 --> 00:01:12,799 is really looking at 28 00:01:19,070 --> 00:01:16,439 wow I don't know all I know is what I 29 00:01:21,710 --> 00:01:19,080 experience is a realization that went 30 00:01:23,690 --> 00:01:21,720 beyond my normal consciousness of what's 31 00:01:26,630 --> 00:01:23,700 in the personality of this Identity or 32 00:01:28,789 --> 00:01:26,640 any other lifetime it's it's in Eternal 33 00:01:30,890 --> 00:01:28,799 now beingness that is so deep that it's 34 00:01:32,570 --> 00:01:30,900 beyond question of 35 00:01:34,310 --> 00:01:32,580 it's it's a dreaming 36 00:01:37,190 --> 00:01:34,320 that's how that's how I understand it 37 00:01:40,310 --> 00:01:37,200 but this is a this is a dreaming this 38 00:01:43,910 --> 00:01:40,320 here now reality is the dreaming yeah 39 00:01:44,870 --> 00:01:43,920 yeah probably everything you know but 40 00:01:46,789 --> 00:01:44,880 yeah 41 00:01:49,149 --> 00:01:46,799 I don't consider myself enlightened I 42 00:01:52,130 --> 00:01:49,159 still have a long way to go 43 00:01:55,090 --> 00:01:52,140 that is the closest to making sense to 44 00:01:58,690 --> 00:01:55,100 me it's a co-created dreaming reality 45 00:02:01,730 --> 00:01:58,700 for the purpose of our own personal 46 00:02:03,889 --> 00:02:01,740 growth of our soul in some way I mean 47 00:02:06,469 --> 00:02:03,899 that's the only way I can 48 00:02:09,350 --> 00:02:06,479 wrap my arms around it in a way that 49 00:02:13,490 --> 00:02:09,360 both feels supported by 50 00:02:18,229 --> 00:02:13,500 a total opening to the data and uh kind 51 00:02:20,330 --> 00:02:18,239 of my personal intuitive sense of it 52 00:02:22,490 --> 00:02:20,340 that first clip was from the movie The 53 00:02:24,830 --> 00:02:22,500 Gray it's a great scene and the second 54 00:02:29,030 --> 00:02:24,840 was from today's guest 55 00:02:30,290 --> 00:02:29,040 Eve lorgan who I was reluctant to in 56 00:02:32,750 --> 00:02:30,300 this interview you'll see that I keep 57 00:02:34,550 --> 00:02:32,760 trying to pull back pull back because I 58 00:02:37,610 --> 00:02:34,560 didn't want to hit you with the whole my 59 00:02:39,290 --> 00:02:37,620 lab abduction stuff underground basis 60 00:02:43,369 --> 00:02:39,300 stuff because so many people think it's 61 00:02:45,229 --> 00:02:43,379 crazy I would of course suggest that the 62 00:02:47,210 --> 00:02:45,239 natural flow of following the data here 63 00:02:49,130 --> 00:02:47,220 is just kind of plainly leads in that 64 00:02:51,650 --> 00:02:49,140 directions I mean we live in a 65 00:02:54,710 --> 00:02:51,660 post-disclosure world where these things 66 00:02:56,869 --> 00:02:54,720 flying around are acknowledged and we 67 00:02:59,330 --> 00:02:56,879 can only assume that there is some form 68 00:03:01,369 --> 00:02:59,340 of non-human intelligence that is 69 00:03:04,309 --> 00:03:01,379 piloting those crafts that's the most 70 00:03:07,610 --> 00:03:04,319 parsimonious conclusion the part that 71 00:03:09,770 --> 00:03:07,620 throws people is that evidence dovetails 72 00:03:12,530 --> 00:03:09,780 directly with the idea that that 73 00:03:15,410 --> 00:03:12,540 non-human intelligence in some form is 74 00:03:18,170 --> 00:03:15,420 interfering with interacting with people 75 00:03:20,390 --> 00:03:18,180 here on our planet so given that all 76 00:03:22,970 --> 00:03:20,400 that is is not that hard for people to 77 00:03:25,309 --> 00:03:22,980 get to it's kind of surprising that 78 00:03:27,470 --> 00:03:25,319 people really pull up on the mylab thing 79 00:03:29,690 --> 00:03:27,480 because if you look at it from its 80 00:03:31,850 --> 00:03:29,700 simplest perspective and you've got to 81 00:03:35,210 --> 00:03:31,860 credit Melinda Leslie who will come up 82 00:03:38,089 --> 00:03:35,220 now or in future episodes as being one 83 00:03:40,190 --> 00:03:38,099 of the important voices in this if you 84 00:03:42,589 --> 00:03:40,200 take the mylab thing from the simplest 85 00:03:43,970 --> 00:03:42,599 form of hey there's non-human 86 00:03:46,670 --> 00:03:43,980 intelligence that seemed to be 87 00:03:49,250 --> 00:03:46,680 interacting with the humans down here 88 00:03:51,050 --> 00:03:49,260 well that's an intelligence issue of 89 00:03:53,750 --> 00:03:51,060 course that's an intelligence issue of 90 00:03:55,610 --> 00:03:53,760 course we need to know we need to know 91 00:03:57,890 --> 00:03:55,620 what was the interaction like what was 92 00:03:59,390 --> 00:03:57,900 their technology like what did they let 93 00:04:01,490 --> 00:03:59,400 you fly the ship which a lot of people 94 00:04:03,649 --> 00:04:01,500 say now what do they know what do they 95 00:04:06,830 --> 00:04:03,659 want those are intelligence questions 96 00:04:09,770 --> 00:04:06,840 those are questions we would expect our 97 00:04:11,570 --> 00:04:09,780 intelligence agencies to be asking so of 98 00:04:15,170 --> 00:04:11,580 course they're asking those it's just 99 00:04:17,330 --> 00:04:15,180 really hard to swallow my lab that's why 100 00:04:20,569 --> 00:04:17,340 I kept pulling back in this interview 101 00:04:24,050 --> 00:04:20,579 and if you go if you go read Evie's 102 00:04:27,230 --> 00:04:24,060 stuff it goes ooh two or three steps 103 00:04:31,010 --> 00:04:27,240 beyond that but I'm down with it I'm 104 00:04:35,150 --> 00:04:31,020 down with some form of all of it in a 105 00:04:37,249 --> 00:04:35,160 skeptico kind of way hope you enjoy it 106 00:04:39,409 --> 00:04:37,259 welcome to skeptico where we explore 107 00:04:42,950 --> 00:04:39,419 controversial science and spirituality 108 00:04:45,590 --> 00:04:42,960 today we welcome Eve Logan to skeptico 109 00:04:47,930 --> 00:04:45,600 Eve has a master's degree in counseling 110 00:04:50,450 --> 00:04:47,940 and psychology and is a trained 111 00:04:53,870 --> 00:04:50,460 hypnotherapist she's the author of two 112 00:04:57,469 --> 00:04:53,880 books The Dark Side of cupid and the 113 00:05:00,650 --> 00:04:57,479 love bite she's an expert both as a 114 00:05:03,170 --> 00:05:00,660 researcher and a therapist in anomalous 115 00:05:05,990 --> 00:05:03,180 trauma particularly as it relates to 116 00:05:07,730 --> 00:05:06,000 relationships Eve welcome to skeptico 117 00:05:09,830 --> 00:05:07,740 thanks so much for joining me 118 00:05:12,290 --> 00:05:09,840 thank you it's a pleasure to be on your 119 00:05:13,730 --> 00:05:12,300 show today and we'll just go with where 120 00:05:16,430 --> 00:05:13,740 you'd like to take it because I know 121 00:05:18,409 --> 00:05:16,440 you've had some fantastic guests that I 122 00:05:20,390 --> 00:05:18,419 actually have known in my life when you 123 00:05:23,870 --> 00:05:20,400 when you showed me the list so I thought 124 00:05:25,850 --> 00:05:23,880 oh boy I better be my best self today 125 00:05:27,890 --> 00:05:25,860 well good you know I'm glad you're 126 00:05:29,810 --> 00:05:27,900 you're bringing your game because I'm I 127 00:05:32,749 --> 00:05:29,820 am too you know we've had a really good 128 00:05:34,670 --> 00:05:32,759 exchange I really appreciate how much 129 00:05:37,430 --> 00:05:34,680 you've shared with me and you've kind of 130 00:05:39,770 --> 00:05:37,440 pointed me in different directions as 131 00:05:42,290 --> 00:05:39,780 from the way I originally contacted you 132 00:05:44,810 --> 00:05:42,300 and it's been great and I've listened to 133 00:05:48,170 --> 00:05:44,820 a lot of your interviews I did read both 134 00:05:49,550 --> 00:05:48,180 your books not thoroughly especially on 135 00:05:52,490 --> 00:05:49,560 the love bite wasn't able to get through 136 00:05:54,290 --> 00:05:52,500 with that all the way but I you know I'm 137 00:05:56,930 --> 00:05:54,300 I feel like I have a pretty good 138 00:06:00,710 --> 00:05:56,940 grounding and all that and you know so 139 00:06:02,090 --> 00:06:00,720 what I want to do is I wanted to 140 00:06:04,730 --> 00:06:02,100 well 141 00:06:08,810 --> 00:06:04,740 I I'm torn on how to approach this 142 00:06:10,490 --> 00:06:08,820 because you are super bright you do such 143 00:06:12,350 --> 00:06:10,500 a great job you're such a good presenter 144 00:06:15,290 --> 00:06:12,360 and people who listen to your other 145 00:06:17,629 --> 00:06:15,300 interviews uh you know you're highly 146 00:06:22,070 --> 00:06:17,639 intelligent you're well trained and then 147 00:06:24,890 --> 00:06:22,080 you're in this very fringy fringy out 148 00:06:27,050 --> 00:06:24,900 there kind of thing which 149 00:06:29,749 --> 00:06:27,060 even for people who are fringy it's 150 00:06:31,909 --> 00:06:29,759 fringy and you are not fringy you know 151 00:06:34,550 --> 00:06:31,919 what I mean you come across as very so 152 00:06:37,670 --> 00:06:34,560 that's a good thing oh yeah 153 00:06:41,029 --> 00:06:37,680 so what I kind of wanted to do though is 154 00:06:44,029 --> 00:06:41,039 I wanted to creep up on some of this 155 00:06:47,689 --> 00:06:44,039 stuff a little bit with you 156 00:06:50,510 --> 00:06:47,699 in a way that maybe won't totally freak 157 00:06:52,790 --> 00:06:50,520 people out right from the beginning and 158 00:06:55,969 --> 00:06:52,800 will give us a way to maybe 159 00:07:00,110 --> 00:06:55,979 even if we get fringy to kind of point 160 00:07:02,450 --> 00:07:00,120 out how wacky the non-fringy explanation 161 00:07:04,909 --> 00:07:02,460 for this stuff is because I think 162 00:07:08,210 --> 00:07:04,919 there's really a point to be made there 163 00:07:12,110 --> 00:07:08,220 so you know one of the ways I thought 164 00:07:14,210 --> 00:07:12,120 about it is if you were going to the 165 00:07:16,309 --> 00:07:14,220 American Psychological Association and 166 00:07:21,170 --> 00:07:16,319 we're asked to come and do a 167 00:07:23,510 --> 00:07:21,180 presentation just on anomalous trauma as 168 00:07:25,189 --> 00:07:23,520 it relates to relationships you know 169 00:07:28,129 --> 00:07:25,199 just if you were going to kind of 170 00:07:30,589 --> 00:07:28,139 sanitize it down to that level 171 00:07:31,670 --> 00:07:30,599 what would you talk about and because I 172 00:07:33,589 --> 00:07:31,680 think it just comes right out of your 173 00:07:36,110 --> 00:07:33,599 book does that make sense no actually 174 00:07:38,689 --> 00:07:36,120 I'm glad you asked that question because 175 00:07:40,850 --> 00:07:38,699 so much more has come to light in the 176 00:07:43,670 --> 00:07:40,860 counseling circles especially 177 00:07:45,170 --> 00:07:43,680 relationship counseling with respect to 178 00:07:48,230 --> 00:07:45,180 what they used to call in the old days 179 00:07:50,270 --> 00:07:48,240 was like codependency and addictions and 180 00:07:53,450 --> 00:07:50,280 family systems of Alcoholics and 181 00:07:55,909 --> 00:07:53,460 co-alcoholics and abusers and in the old 182 00:07:58,129 --> 00:07:55,919 days I mean I got my masters in 92 so 183 00:08:00,469 --> 00:07:58,139 that was quite a while ago that even 184 00:08:03,529 --> 00:08:00,479 then it was a popular term that they 185 00:08:05,870 --> 00:08:03,539 threw around codependency but I had no 186 00:08:08,450 --> 00:08:05,880 idea the depth of what it really means 187 00:08:13,070 --> 00:08:08,460 with respect to what now they're calling 188 00:08:16,550 --> 00:08:13,080 complex trauma or complex PTSD and how 189 00:08:17,450 --> 00:08:16,560 that manifests in relationship styles of 190 00:08:19,909 --> 00:08:17,460 relating 191 00:08:22,189 --> 00:08:19,919 that have to do a lot with not only 192 00:08:25,909 --> 00:08:22,199 certain personality disorders which is 193 00:08:28,790 --> 00:08:25,919 kind of a psychobabble term but how our 194 00:08:31,490 --> 00:08:28,800 early attachment Styles when we're you 195 00:08:34,969 --> 00:08:31,500 know young babies and children affect 196 00:08:37,909 --> 00:08:34,979 how we relate later in life so I think 197 00:08:40,070 --> 00:08:37,919 our vulnerability to having let's say 198 00:08:42,949 --> 00:08:40,080 dysfunctional relationships that don't 199 00:08:45,829 --> 00:08:42,959 work that have a lot of bizarre and 200 00:08:48,829 --> 00:08:45,839 conflicting characteristics could be 201 00:08:51,710 --> 00:08:48,839 because of unrecovered complex trauma 202 00:08:54,530 --> 00:08:51,720 that we really didn't get to the root of 203 00:08:56,630 --> 00:08:54,540 let's say people now call it Shadow work 204 00:08:59,150 --> 00:08:56,640 well we got to do our inner child Shadow 205 00:09:01,550 --> 00:08:59,160 work and work out those traumas you had 206 00:09:03,050 --> 00:09:01,560 when you were a kid and old marriage 207 00:09:05,090 --> 00:09:03,060 woes or whatever 208 00:09:07,850 --> 00:09:05,100 but it's actually much more difficult 209 00:09:11,150 --> 00:09:07,860 than one would think because with 210 00:09:13,850 --> 00:09:11,160 complex trauma it means that it is 211 00:09:17,210 --> 00:09:13,860 something that usually starts from birth 212 00:09:19,910 --> 00:09:17,220 till you know teenage hood or whatever 213 00:09:22,009 --> 00:09:19,920 so that means your brain has developed a 214 00:09:24,769 --> 00:09:22,019 certain style of relating with the 215 00:09:27,470 --> 00:09:24,779 nervous system that affects how you 216 00:09:29,690 --> 00:09:27,480 respond to you know what you think are 217 00:09:32,329 --> 00:09:29,700 threats or triggers 218 00:09:36,530 --> 00:09:32,339 so long story short I think a lot of the 219 00:09:37,730 --> 00:09:36,540 codependency issues are the narcissistic 220 00:09:40,610 --> 00:09:37,740 abuse like everything's all about 221 00:09:43,730 --> 00:09:40,620 narcissists and narcissistic abuse and 222 00:09:45,769 --> 00:09:43,740 that is has some Merit in terms of what 223 00:09:48,350 --> 00:09:45,779 people notice in relationships and 224 00:09:51,829 --> 00:09:48,360 especially people who've been abused in 225 00:09:54,650 --> 00:09:51,839 narcissistic abuse relationships so what 226 00:09:57,410 --> 00:09:54,660 I found is that with my work that I came 227 00:09:59,389 --> 00:09:57,420 from another angle I came from wanting 228 00:10:01,090 --> 00:09:59,399 to study what was happening with people 229 00:10:04,190 --> 00:10:01,100 who claim to have 230 00:10:07,310 --> 00:10:04,200 multiple alien visitation abduction 231 00:10:09,650 --> 00:10:07,320 experiences in their family lines and 232 00:10:11,870 --> 00:10:09,660 then relationships that they had in 233 00:10:14,870 --> 00:10:11,880 their families as well as with their 234 00:10:17,930 --> 00:10:14,880 romantic and Marriage Partners or those 235 00:10:19,670 --> 00:10:17,940 that seem to be set up by these beings 236 00:10:21,230 --> 00:10:19,680 that were interacting with them on these 237 00:10:24,290 --> 00:10:21,240 other levels 238 00:10:26,389 --> 00:10:24,300 if I can interject like I'm gonna pull 239 00:10:28,370 --> 00:10:26,399 the reins a little bit on the alien 240 00:10:29,449 --> 00:10:28,380 contact not because I mean I go there 241 00:10:31,910 --> 00:10:29,459 all the time and as a matter of fact 242 00:10:36,290 --> 00:10:31,920 that's how I I came to your doorstep is 243 00:10:37,850 --> 00:10:36,300 by interviewing people from my area of 244 00:10:39,829 --> 00:10:37,860 research like near-death experience 245 00:10:42,350 --> 00:10:39,839 research near-death experience science 246 00:10:44,930 --> 00:10:42,360 and some of those people are saying hey 247 00:10:47,210 --> 00:10:44,940 there's some kind of ET non non-human 248 00:10:49,790 --> 00:10:47,220 intelligence interference here thing so 249 00:10:51,769 --> 00:10:49,800 I'm with you on that I'm not like afraid 250 00:10:53,750 --> 00:10:51,779 to go there but what I want to draw 251 00:10:55,370 --> 00:10:53,760 people's attention to and I wanted to 252 00:10:58,250 --> 00:10:55,380 draw you out on this because you do it 253 00:11:02,210 --> 00:10:58,260 in in the book The Dark Side of cupid I 254 00:11:04,430 --> 00:11:02,220 think in a really cool and very grounded 255 00:11:07,850 --> 00:11:04,440 way at the beginning and that's this 256 00:11:10,009 --> 00:11:07,860 thing of anomalous trauma and anomalous 257 00:11:13,430 --> 00:11:10,019 experiences so I've had these kind of 258 00:11:15,590 --> 00:11:13,440 conversations with people who go to the 259 00:11:18,230 --> 00:11:15,600 American Psychological Association and 260 00:11:20,030 --> 00:11:18,240 they're kind of struggling with hey I'm 261 00:11:22,550 --> 00:11:20,040 trying to get these guys to talk about 262 00:11:25,490 --> 00:11:22,560 like spiritually transformative 263 00:11:28,009 --> 00:11:25,500 experiences which all these people are 264 00:11:30,050 --> 00:11:28,019 having we can't deny but psychology 265 00:11:32,269 --> 00:11:30,060 wants to pretend well no that doesn't 266 00:11:34,370 --> 00:11:32,279 really let's look the other way and then 267 00:11:36,470 --> 00:11:34,380 when you get into near-death experiences 268 00:11:39,130 --> 00:11:36,480 or you get into premonitions 269 00:11:42,290 --> 00:11:39,140 precognition all this stuff 270 00:11:45,350 --> 00:11:42,300 psychology is reluctantly over the last 271 00:11:48,769 --> 00:11:45,360 20 years had to say well I can't 272 00:11:50,509 --> 00:11:48,779 completely look away from that and then 273 00:11:52,490 --> 00:11:50,519 what you're bringing to the table which 274 00:11:54,170 --> 00:11:52,500 I thought was just fascinating and I 275 00:11:57,110 --> 00:11:54,180 hadn't thought about before but I can 276 00:11:59,870 --> 00:11:57,120 see you at the APA giving this 277 00:12:04,130 --> 00:11:59,880 presentation and saying what do you do 278 00:12:06,350 --> 00:12:04,140 with the relationship when the start of 279 00:12:09,230 --> 00:12:06,360 the relationship comes with 280 00:12:12,350 --> 00:12:09,240 I could telepathically hear what he was 281 00:12:14,090 --> 00:12:12,360 saying I had a premonition I had a dream 282 00:12:16,910 --> 00:12:14,100 that he was going to show up that she 283 00:12:19,310 --> 00:12:16,920 was going to show up we all have this I 284 00:12:22,430 --> 00:12:19,320 I remember when I the first time I saw 285 00:12:24,829 --> 00:12:22,440 my wife over 30 years ago 286 00:12:26,449 --> 00:12:24,839 I there was something about it there's 287 00:12:29,449 --> 00:12:26,459 something about the first time I laid 288 00:12:31,730 --> 00:12:29,459 eyes on her and I I don't know but I 289 00:12:33,889 --> 00:12:31,740 think this is common to so many people 290 00:12:36,130 --> 00:12:33,899 when they talk about this there is an 291 00:12:38,870 --> 00:12:36,140 anomalous aspect a lot of times 292 00:12:41,170 --> 00:12:38,880 associated with relationships sometimes 293 00:12:44,329 --> 00:12:41,180 it's good sometimes it's not good but 294 00:12:46,850 --> 00:12:44,339 this has not really been even touched on 295 00:12:48,290 --> 00:12:46,860 from a psychological standpoint and and 296 00:12:50,810 --> 00:12:48,300 you are going there in a number of 297 00:12:53,629 --> 00:12:50,820 respects in this book beyond their or I 298 00:12:55,970 --> 00:12:53,639 say as a precursor or a part of the oh 299 00:12:58,970 --> 00:12:55,980 the ET thing that we'll get into 300 00:13:02,150 --> 00:12:58,980 yeah I think I mean a lot of it is that 301 00:13:04,670 --> 00:13:02,160 we actually as many humans we don't have 302 00:13:07,670 --> 00:13:04,680 just five senses we have much more 303 00:13:09,530 --> 00:13:07,680 and there's many people who have more 304 00:13:12,410 --> 00:13:09,540 heightened perception in different ways 305 00:13:14,690 --> 00:13:12,420 so they could pre-cog for example before 306 00:13:16,910 --> 00:13:14,700 something happens or being able to 307 00:13:19,610 --> 00:13:16,920 intuitively communicate with someone 308 00:13:21,889 --> 00:13:19,620 sometimes telepathically or sometimes 309 00:13:23,810 --> 00:13:21,899 just sentiently knowing what they're 310 00:13:26,329 --> 00:13:23,820 feeling and knowing when you're going to 311 00:13:28,190 --> 00:13:26,339 see them next so I've met many people 312 00:13:32,090 --> 00:13:28,200 who have those abilities that are 313 00:13:33,829 --> 00:13:32,100 natural and so when they explain having 314 00:13:36,530 --> 00:13:33,839 something that they think is uh 315 00:13:38,329 --> 00:13:36,540 orchestrated by an entity it's often 316 00:13:41,269 --> 00:13:38,339 because they have a perception that's 317 00:13:43,610 --> 00:13:41,279 above and beyond the norm or the 318 00:13:45,889 --> 00:13:43,620 relationship is definitely beyond the 319 00:13:48,470 --> 00:13:45,899 norm of even let's say you know a 320 00:13:51,230 --> 00:13:48,480 bizarre something bizarre with a 321 00:13:53,150 --> 00:13:51,240 narcissist for example so there was 322 00:13:55,430 --> 00:13:53,160 enough witness testimonies in my work 323 00:13:58,610 --> 00:13:55,440 that indicated there's much more going 324 00:14:00,769 --> 00:13:58,620 on that we didn't even think was in our 325 00:14:03,470 --> 00:14:00,779 reality and we need to take a look at it 326 00:14:06,110 --> 00:14:03,480 so that we can really regain our own 327 00:14:09,410 --> 00:14:06,120 sense of power and control in our lives 328 00:14:11,030 --> 00:14:09,420 and learn how to mitigate the negative 329 00:14:12,290 --> 00:14:11,040 effects of that so we don't fall 330 00:14:14,949 --> 00:14:12,300 vulnerable 331 00:14:17,509 --> 00:14:14,959 so a lot of my work was really how to 332 00:14:20,030 --> 00:14:17,519 strengthen ourselves so that we are not 333 00:14:21,769 --> 00:14:20,040 vulnerable to these influences and that 334 00:14:25,310 --> 00:14:21,779 know when they're happening or before 335 00:14:27,170 --> 00:14:25,320 they happen and know what to do so that 336 00:14:28,610 --> 00:14:27,180 it doesn't become a problem and it 337 00:14:31,069 --> 00:14:28,620 doesn't really hit you over the head 338 00:14:32,569 --> 00:14:31,079 like a horrible love Obsession for years 339 00:14:34,129 --> 00:14:32,579 and years and years and you know 340 00:14:36,230 --> 00:14:34,139 believing it's your twin flame and then 341 00:14:40,310 --> 00:14:36,240 have all these strange things happen 342 00:14:42,590 --> 00:14:40,320 so I run across that and um I know that 343 00:14:44,870 --> 00:14:42,600 there are paranormal influences that are 344 00:14:47,090 --> 00:14:44,880 beyond the norm that do happen and that 345 00:14:49,970 --> 00:14:47,100 they've even photographed things and so 346 00:14:53,210 --> 00:14:49,980 we know they happen it's just for the 347 00:14:56,090 --> 00:14:53,220 standard five senses person who believes 348 00:14:59,389 --> 00:14:56,100 in only the I don't know the Western 349 00:15:01,850 --> 00:14:59,399 scientific model or even the these 350 00:15:04,910 --> 00:15:01,860 psychological model of what they think 351 00:15:07,430 --> 00:15:04,920 is the psych or what they think is a 352 00:15:10,250 --> 00:15:07,440 human is limited to what we're really 353 00:15:13,069 --> 00:15:10,260 experiencing now and I think that 354 00:15:16,550 --> 00:15:13,079 limitation of what we think science is 355 00:15:19,670 --> 00:15:16,560 or humans are keeps us as a race more 356 00:15:21,949 --> 00:15:19,680 powerless than we have to be and that we 357 00:15:25,189 --> 00:15:21,959 could actually overcome much more and be 358 00:15:27,410 --> 00:15:25,199 much more if we start going Beyond those 359 00:15:30,350 --> 00:15:27,420 five senses and start exploring more 360 00:15:33,829 --> 00:15:30,360 deeply who we are and this kind of gets 361 00:15:36,530 --> 00:15:33,839 into the the question that one of my 362 00:15:38,870 --> 00:15:36,540 colleagues Dr corado Malanga of Italy 363 00:15:41,449 --> 00:15:38,880 who is actually a PhD in organic 364 00:15:44,090 --> 00:15:41,459 chemistry he's a professor and he did 365 00:15:46,250 --> 00:15:44,100 research with alien abductions in Italy 366 00:15:48,650 --> 00:15:46,260 along with the UFO phenomena and how 367 00:15:50,930 --> 00:15:48,660 that kind of connected and really you 368 00:15:53,389 --> 00:15:50,940 know his bottom line was we have to know 369 00:15:55,910 --> 00:15:53,399 who we are as humans in order to fully 370 00:15:58,430 --> 00:15:55,920 understand what these other beings are 371 00:16:00,350 --> 00:15:58,440 and what they're really doing and once 372 00:16:03,050 --> 00:16:00,360 we know who we are we could really 373 00:16:06,050 --> 00:16:03,060 connect more deeply with that which is 374 00:16:09,110 --> 00:16:06,060 really our eternal spirit then we have 375 00:16:11,689 --> 00:16:09,120 much more understanding and Power in our 376 00:16:13,670 --> 00:16:11,699 lives to really live the way we want to 377 00:16:16,550 --> 00:16:13,680 live and not have to worry about having 378 00:16:19,189 --> 00:16:16,560 these bizarre things happen to us 379 00:16:21,769 --> 00:16:19,199 Okay so 380 00:16:23,930 --> 00:16:21,779 this is going to be an interesting kind 381 00:16:26,689 --> 00:16:23,940 of uh tug of war but it's a true 382 00:16:29,509 --> 00:16:26,699 dialogue and I I really love the fact 383 00:16:31,850 --> 00:16:29,519 that it's so deep your work is so deep 384 00:16:34,430 --> 00:16:31,860 and the other thing I should say is that 385 00:16:37,329 --> 00:16:34,440 you were coming at this from a people 386 00:16:40,790 --> 00:16:37,339 helper perspective that's what you do 387 00:16:44,269 --> 00:16:40,800 and as your book's evidence there are a 388 00:16:46,069 --> 00:16:44,279 lot of people that are suffering greatly 389 00:16:49,189 --> 00:16:46,079 they're unable to get on with their 390 00:16:52,249 --> 00:16:49,199 lives in so many ways due to anomalous 391 00:16:54,050 --> 00:16:52,259 trauma and you know like because the 392 00:16:55,730 --> 00:16:54,060 reason I kind of pull up and kind of 393 00:16:57,889 --> 00:16:55,740 jump all over the place is like every 394 00:17:00,350 --> 00:16:57,899 word we would have to parse when we say 395 00:17:02,810 --> 00:17:00,360 these entities now we're implying 396 00:17:05,270 --> 00:17:02,820 non-human intelligence are we also 397 00:17:07,549 --> 00:17:05,280 talking about uh spirit beings are we 398 00:17:09,350 --> 00:17:07,559 talking about kind of satanic malevolent 399 00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:09,360 what does satanic even mean do we have 400 00:17:13,730 --> 00:17:11,040 to couch it in some kind of biblical 401 00:17:15,770 --> 00:17:13,740 perspective or does it go beyond that 402 00:17:18,049 --> 00:17:15,780 I wrote a book a few years ago why evil 403 00:17:21,110 --> 00:17:18,059 matters that's was the the point of the 404 00:17:23,150 --> 00:17:21,120 book was that we don't process evil at 405 00:17:25,549 --> 00:17:23,160 all really in our society we're either 406 00:17:27,110 --> 00:17:25,559 secular and go it doesn't exist or 407 00:17:28,730 --> 00:17:27,120 somebody's going to pull out their Bible 408 00:17:30,590 --> 00:17:28,740 and say no I'll tell you what it is it's 409 00:17:32,090 --> 00:17:30,600 right here and it's confined to this 410 00:17:33,470 --> 00:17:32,100 little book here and neither one of 411 00:17:35,930 --> 00:17:33,480 those makes sense we wound up with the 412 00:17:38,930 --> 00:17:35,940 kind of schizophrenic idea of what evil 413 00:17:41,750 --> 00:17:38,940 is so I'm down with so much what you're 414 00:17:43,430 --> 00:17:41,760 saying I agree that from a people helper 415 00:17:44,450 --> 00:17:43,440 perspective which is where you're coming 416 00:17:48,590 --> 00:17:44,460 at it 417 00:17:51,650 --> 00:17:48,600 you are obligated to go where these 418 00:17:53,390 --> 00:17:51,660 people are and enter into their world 419 00:17:55,190 --> 00:17:53,400 which is also you have your own 420 00:17:58,610 --> 00:17:55,200 experience with this and then work 421 00:18:01,250 --> 00:17:58,620 through that you know I'm not coming at 422 00:18:03,650 --> 00:18:01,260 it from this perspective right I mean I 423 00:18:05,810 --> 00:18:03,660 just spoke to you know the guy I 424 00:18:08,810 --> 00:18:05,820 interviewed just last week well a 425 00:18:10,430 --> 00:18:08,820 terrific guy he had a near-death 426 00:18:13,730 --> 00:18:10,440 experience he was dead for an hour 427 00:18:17,390 --> 00:18:13,740 Rigamortis had set in and 428 00:18:19,789 --> 00:18:17,400 the the EMT in the ambulance cuts the 429 00:18:22,430 --> 00:18:19,799 body bag open because there's this light 430 00:18:24,110 --> 00:18:22,440 that comes in and the voice shines and a 431 00:18:25,909 --> 00:18:24,120 voice talks to then you can see the 432 00:18:28,070 --> 00:18:25,919 voice this guy can't see it says this 433 00:18:30,409 --> 00:18:28,080 guy isn't dead puts the paddles on him 434 00:18:33,529 --> 00:18:30,419 Vinny is resuscitated has this 435 00:18:35,810 --> 00:18:33,539 incredible near-death experience right 436 00:18:37,250 --> 00:18:35,820 and Vinnie comes through and so what the 437 00:18:39,230 --> 00:18:37,260 whole thing with Vinnie was very 438 00:18:40,669 --> 00:18:39,240 interesting but one of the things I get 439 00:18:41,930 --> 00:18:40,679 from the near-death experience and I 440 00:18:43,250 --> 00:18:41,940 talked to I've talked to a bunch of 441 00:18:45,470 --> 00:18:43,260 people is that 442 00:18:46,909 --> 00:18:45,480 near-death experience is definitely 443 00:18:51,350 --> 00:18:46,919 evidence 444 00:18:55,010 --> 00:18:51,360 Consciousness survives bodily death 445 00:18:58,370 --> 00:18:55,020 I believe that it's evidence of a moral 446 00:19:02,029 --> 00:18:58,380 hierarchy uh God if you will 447 00:19:04,010 --> 00:19:02,039 but it's not evidence of Jesus it's but 448 00:19:06,110 --> 00:19:04,020 a lot some people come back and that's 449 00:19:10,610 --> 00:19:06,120 what they see is Jesus right that's 450 00:19:12,950 --> 00:19:10,620 their experience so my point is 451 00:19:16,150 --> 00:19:12,960 you're a people helper you have to go 452 00:19:19,250 --> 00:19:16,160 where people are I'm this kind of 453 00:19:21,890 --> 00:19:19,260 researcher inquiry to perpetuate doubt 454 00:19:23,470 --> 00:19:21,900 guy I'm looking at a lot of these cases 455 00:19:26,450 --> 00:19:23,480 and going 456 00:19:27,830 --> 00:19:26,460 you know we're probably in sync on some 457 00:19:30,230 --> 00:19:27,840 of this stuff but some of the other 458 00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:30,240 stuff it's just 459 00:19:34,310 --> 00:19:32,640 it's kind of confusing the whole 460 00:19:36,110 --> 00:19:34,320 situation and that's where I was going 461 00:19:37,909 --> 00:19:36,120 initially I'm sorry to go on and on but 462 00:19:39,529 --> 00:19:37,919 I want us to be on the same 463 00:19:41,330 --> 00:19:39,539 footing so you know where I'm coming 464 00:19:42,770 --> 00:19:41,340 from because at this point I know a lot 465 00:19:45,490 --> 00:19:42,780 more about where you're coming from than 466 00:19:49,070 --> 00:19:45,500 you know where I'm coming from but like 467 00:19:52,190 --> 00:19:49,080 relationships are complicated right so 468 00:19:54,350 --> 00:19:52,200 you're in field where hey man take all 469 00:19:58,370 --> 00:19:54,360 the anomalous stuff out of it it's 470 00:19:59,690 --> 00:19:58,380 complicated on a just basic level of you 471 00:20:02,330 --> 00:19:59,700 know how do we get along who's going to 472 00:20:03,590 --> 00:20:02,340 change a diaper uh did you bring your 473 00:20:05,450 --> 00:20:03,600 check home you know we got to pay the 474 00:20:08,630 --> 00:20:05,460 rent kind of thing it's complicated on 475 00:20:10,370 --> 00:20:08,640 an emotional level of love and this and 476 00:20:13,010 --> 00:20:10,380 the deepest part of me and you're so hot 477 00:20:15,650 --> 00:20:13,020 baby and it's complicated on this 478 00:20:17,270 --> 00:20:15,660 spiritual level of you know yeah it's 479 00:20:19,850 --> 00:20:17,280 compensated on a deep psychology level 480 00:20:21,590 --> 00:20:19,860 of uh you know you do that just like my 481 00:20:24,470 --> 00:20:21,600 freaking mother you know I you're 482 00:20:26,930 --> 00:20:24,480 driving me nuts kind of thing so there's 483 00:20:29,750 --> 00:20:26,940 so much to tease out before we even get 484 00:20:31,789 --> 00:20:29,760 into the anomalous stuff yeah I'm so 485 00:20:33,529 --> 00:20:31,799 glad that you're there bringing in the 486 00:20:34,970 --> 00:20:33,539 first layer of anomalous stuff is like 487 00:20:37,370 --> 00:20:34,980 you said there's this extended 488 00:20:39,770 --> 00:20:37,380 Consciousness realm we are all psychic 489 00:20:42,890 --> 00:20:39,780 telepathic all the rest of this and now 490 00:20:44,890 --> 00:20:42,900 you're gonna layer on top of that that 491 00:20:48,890 --> 00:20:44,900 potentially there's 492 00:20:52,190 --> 00:20:48,900 Advanced non-human intelligence or 493 00:20:54,830 --> 00:20:52,200 demonic stuff or whatever that is 494 00:20:57,529 --> 00:20:54,840 actually trying to manipulate that 495 00:20:59,510 --> 00:20:57,539 process so 496 00:21:01,610 --> 00:20:59,520 you you get where I'm coming from I'm a 497 00:21:07,789 --> 00:21:01,620 little bit 498 00:21:09,169 --> 00:21:07,799 the way with some of your stuff for all 499 00:21:11,690 --> 00:21:09,179 the reasons that I think we need to 500 00:21:14,150 --> 00:21:11,700 tease a lot of stuff out before we jump 501 00:21:16,070 --> 00:21:14,160 all the way to the end what are your 502 00:21:17,510 --> 00:21:16,080 thoughts on that I'm sure you've you've 503 00:21:19,010 --> 00:21:17,520 thought a lot about this you've worked 504 00:21:21,110 --> 00:21:19,020 through a lot of this that's you have 20 505 00:21:24,529 --> 00:21:21,120 how many years of experience doing this 506 00:21:26,570 --> 00:21:24,539 right now I mean I I think I wasn't well 507 00:21:28,730 --> 00:21:26,580 what drew me to be interested was that 508 00:21:32,870 --> 00:21:28,740 my own experiences that had to do with 509 00:21:35,570 --> 00:21:32,880 uh UFO sightings and what I thought were 510 00:21:38,029 --> 00:21:35,580 ET encounters and paranormal experiences 511 00:21:39,950 --> 00:21:38,039 and that kind of thing so in my own 512 00:21:42,470 --> 00:21:39,960 family I mean I was drawn because my my 513 00:21:45,169 --> 00:21:42,480 father worked for Lockheed and he had 514 00:21:47,330 --> 00:21:45,179 like books that were aerial phenomena 515 00:21:48,890 --> 00:21:47,340 and then some of the early UFO books and 516 00:21:51,409 --> 00:21:48,900 I became interested because I had 517 00:21:53,029 --> 00:21:51,419 sightings and experiences that I thought 518 00:21:54,710 --> 00:21:53,039 were benevolent but I didn't really 519 00:21:57,409 --> 00:21:54,720 remember there's always this Amnesia 520 00:21:59,810 --> 00:21:57,419 thing so there was an incongruence with 521 00:22:01,549 --> 00:21:59,820 the excitement about these positive 522 00:22:03,950 --> 00:22:01,559 space brothers and UFOs and then the 523 00:22:05,510 --> 00:22:03,960 this horrible fear behind the real 524 00:22:07,789 --> 00:22:05,520 experience itself 525 00:22:09,649 --> 00:22:07,799 so what really I mean I was a scientist 526 00:22:12,230 --> 00:22:09,659 before I became a therapist I was a 527 00:22:14,090 --> 00:22:12,240 biochemist and then changed my my field 528 00:22:15,830 --> 00:22:14,100 of study because I didn't really want to 529 00:22:18,590 --> 00:22:15,840 go there anymore I wanted to learn more 530 00:22:20,750 --> 00:22:18,600 about humans and psychology and work 531 00:22:23,149 --> 00:22:20,760 with my own family of origin issues 532 00:22:24,529 --> 00:22:23,159 which I thought could contribute to my 533 00:22:27,409 --> 00:22:24,539 understanding of all the other stuff 534 00:22:30,169 --> 00:22:27,419 which it did but I don't think it 535 00:22:31,909 --> 00:22:30,179 explains everything that happens some 536 00:22:34,909 --> 00:22:31,919 people seem to have these unusual 537 00:22:37,789 --> 00:22:34,919 experiences without having had early 538 00:22:39,470 --> 00:22:37,799 family trauma to to blame it on as being 539 00:22:40,730 --> 00:22:39,480 let's say a vulnerable victim being at 540 00:22:44,029 --> 00:22:40,740 the wrong place at the wrong time 541 00:22:45,649 --> 00:22:44,039 because of something and so they're 542 00:22:48,110 --> 00:22:45,659 normal people who were just kind of 543 00:22:51,110 --> 00:22:48,120 plucked up and taken and and had these 544 00:22:54,350 --> 00:22:51,120 unusual experiences so 545 00:22:57,649 --> 00:22:54,360 what can I say but my understanding of 546 00:22:59,930 --> 00:22:57,659 human psychology and Trauma helped me 547 00:23:01,970 --> 00:22:59,940 understand how to help people so that 548 00:23:03,950 --> 00:23:01,980 they could actually get to the root of 549 00:23:07,330 --> 00:23:03,960 their experiences and actually remember 550 00:23:10,190 --> 00:23:07,340 or recover from the trauma so somebody 551 00:23:13,850 --> 00:23:10,200 understands complex trauma or complex 552 00:23:15,770 --> 00:23:13,860 PTSD and starts working with um working 553 00:23:19,370 --> 00:23:15,780 with their nervous system to rebalance 554 00:23:21,649 --> 00:23:19,380 it and emotionally regulate and get your 555 00:23:23,510 --> 00:23:21,659 true human needs met which by the way 556 00:23:26,870 --> 00:23:23,520 many people don't even get the real 557 00:23:29,990 --> 00:23:26,880 needs met and um not even from the 558 00:23:32,390 --> 00:23:30,000 Maslow's hierarchy of needs but even 559 00:23:34,430 --> 00:23:32,400 even less than that so you're talking 560 00:23:36,230 --> 00:23:34,440 about a lot of people if if they really 561 00:23:37,789 --> 00:23:36,240 got their needs met they would be at a 562 00:23:40,370 --> 00:23:37,799 place where they could actually process 563 00:23:42,950 --> 00:23:40,380 and understand and remember and be able 564 00:23:44,690 --> 00:23:42,960 to deal with these things but it's it's 565 00:23:46,789 --> 00:23:44,700 almost like 566 00:23:49,789 --> 00:23:46,799 you know once you get in a vulnerable 567 00:23:51,289 --> 00:23:49,799 state you're more easy prey I think for 568 00:23:52,909 --> 00:23:51,299 some of these things that are happening 569 00:23:55,130 --> 00:23:52,919 and that they are 570 00:23:57,830 --> 00:23:55,140 and there's a lot of trauma related to 571 00:23:59,450 --> 00:23:57,840 the alien abduction experience as well 572 00:24:02,450 --> 00:23:59,460 as the my labs which we really didn't 573 00:24:05,090 --> 00:24:02,460 talk about yet but that was something 574 00:24:06,529 --> 00:24:05,100 that I discovered kind of coexisted with 575 00:24:08,690 --> 00:24:06,539 many of the people having the 576 00:24:11,930 --> 00:24:08,700 experiences there was there was a human 577 00:24:14,149 --> 00:24:11,940 element working in conjunction with or 578 00:24:17,029 --> 00:24:14,159 because of the alien abduction 579 00:24:19,610 --> 00:24:17,039 experiences which indicated that well it 580 00:24:21,169 --> 00:24:19,620 must be real why are they interested in 581 00:24:22,730 --> 00:24:21,179 following up and finding out what 582 00:24:24,230 --> 00:24:22,740 happened to these people because there 583 00:24:26,450 --> 00:24:24,240 really is an issue 584 00:24:28,250 --> 00:24:26,460 so that kind of opened up a whole can of 585 00:24:30,770 --> 00:24:28,260 worms and a 586 00:24:33,710 --> 00:24:30,780 a research that kind of came with a lot 587 00:24:34,490 --> 00:24:33,720 of smoke and mirrors and X-File kind of 588 00:24:37,610 --> 00:24:34,500 stuff 589 00:24:39,830 --> 00:24:37,620 instead of human psychology and I think 590 00:24:42,350 --> 00:24:39,840 it's unfortunate that many people who've 591 00:24:43,909 --> 00:24:42,360 had these unusual experiences they can't 592 00:24:46,730 --> 00:24:43,919 they don't feel comfortable just going 593 00:24:48,529 --> 00:24:46,740 to a regular psychologist sometimes they 594 00:24:50,990 --> 00:24:48,539 want to go to a specialist in 595 00:24:52,789 --> 00:24:51,000 hypnotherapy or somebody who's in the 596 00:24:55,250 --> 00:24:52,799 field who's had experiences and then 597 00:24:57,409 --> 00:24:55,260 they start taking consultations based on 598 00:24:59,990 --> 00:24:57,419 their experiences because they don't 599 00:25:01,789 --> 00:25:00,000 feel that they would be you know justly 600 00:25:03,770 --> 00:25:01,799 perceived and they would just be thrown 601 00:25:05,810 --> 00:25:03,780 on medication or something 602 00:25:07,850 --> 00:25:05,820 so that's unfortunate because I know 603 00:25:10,430 --> 00:25:07,860 that that does happen 604 00:25:12,169 --> 00:25:10,440 right so again you know we'll just keep 605 00:25:14,630 --> 00:25:12,179 going down this thing and see how it 606 00:25:17,630 --> 00:25:14,640 goes so it might be interesting for me 607 00:25:21,230 --> 00:25:17,640 to throw out kind of how I directly kind 608 00:25:24,350 --> 00:25:21,240 of came to you so I interviewed this guy 609 00:25:27,350 --> 00:25:24,360 a couple months ago Dr Jason giorgiani 610 00:25:30,710 --> 00:25:27,360 he's a philosopher and 611 00:25:33,529 --> 00:25:30,720 was kind of a very go-to guy in the 612 00:25:36,110 --> 00:25:33,539 field of parapsychology but the point is 613 00:25:38,390 --> 00:25:36,120 he starts pushing this idea that the 614 00:25:39,730 --> 00:25:38,400 near-death experience and The 615 00:25:42,169 --> 00:25:39,740 Reincarnation 616 00:25:45,590 --> 00:25:42,179 experience and the science associated 617 00:25:47,750 --> 00:25:45,600 with that is subject to interference in 618 00:25:51,350 --> 00:25:47,760 this extended Consciousness realm right 619 00:25:52,970 --> 00:25:51,360 so I had Jason on and I was I wanted to 620 00:25:56,269 --> 00:25:52,980 push him on that a little bit and I said 621 00:25:58,610 --> 00:25:56,279 well you know my read of the science 622 00:26:01,250 --> 00:25:58,620 can't really line up with that in a 623 00:26:06,049 --> 00:26:01,260 couple of important ways one the work in 624 00:26:10,549 --> 00:26:06,059 reincarnation science is among the most 625 00:26:13,549 --> 00:26:10,559 well disciplined and thorough work done 626 00:26:15,649 --> 00:26:13,559 by Ian Stevenson and all those people at 627 00:26:17,090 --> 00:26:15,659 University of Virginia a lot of people 628 00:26:19,310 --> 00:26:17,100 have looked at that peer-reviewed work 629 00:26:22,250 --> 00:26:19,320 and said that's very solid that is not 630 00:26:25,130 --> 00:26:22,260 consistent with like Ted's account of 631 00:26:26,690 --> 00:26:25,140 all reincarnation are subject to alien 632 00:26:28,549 --> 00:26:26,700 kind of thing it just doesn't fit with 633 00:26:30,529 --> 00:26:28,559 it and the same with the near-death 634 00:26:32,149 --> 00:26:30,539 experience science I mean where the 635 00:26:34,850 --> 00:26:32,159 near-death experience science really 636 00:26:37,850 --> 00:26:34,860 takes us in a way that would directly 637 00:26:41,210 --> 00:26:37,860 contradict this idea of the aliens are 638 00:26:44,029 --> 00:26:41,220 running the show there is the stuff that 639 00:26:46,549 --> 00:26:44,039 is the cross-cultural cross time look at 640 00:26:49,730 --> 00:26:46,559 near-death experience so you look at Dr 641 00:26:52,250 --> 00:26:49,740 Gregory shushan trained at Oxford 642 00:26:55,370 --> 00:26:52,260 College of London now publishes peer 643 00:26:57,169 --> 00:26:55,380 review papers of you know 600 700 years 644 00:26:59,510 --> 00:26:57,179 ago all these 645 00:27:02,630 --> 00:26:59,520 near-death experience accounts across 646 00:27:05,990 --> 00:27:02,640 culture across time and they all lead to 647 00:27:08,750 --> 00:27:06,000 beliefs in an afterlife belief that's 648 00:27:10,970 --> 00:27:08,760 relatively consistent with modern day 649 00:27:13,070 --> 00:27:10,980 near-death experience plus you have the 650 00:27:15,409 --> 00:27:13,080 current near-death experience science 651 00:27:17,870 --> 00:27:15,419 which would contradict a lot of what's 652 00:27:20,450 --> 00:27:17,880 going on but what does come through 653 00:27:24,049 --> 00:27:20,460 I think is the exactly what you're 654 00:27:26,810 --> 00:27:24,059 talking about is the potential for there 655 00:27:30,470 --> 00:27:26,820 being some technological component to 656 00:27:32,630 --> 00:27:30,480 both of those things that is possibly 657 00:27:37,610 --> 00:27:32,640 being interfered with I mean we can't 658 00:27:39,409 --> 00:27:37,620 turn away from that data but when I read 659 00:27:42,169 --> 00:27:39,419 some of that stuff and people are like I 660 00:27:44,630 --> 00:27:42,179 got it all handled and Jesus told me and 661 00:27:47,090 --> 00:27:44,640 reincarnation isn't real and near-death 662 00:27:50,690 --> 00:27:47,100 experience that doesn't hold up to to 663 00:27:53,810 --> 00:27:50,700 scrutiny either so I'm kind of 664 00:27:56,990 --> 00:27:53,820 struggling with all the great 665 00:27:59,450 --> 00:27:57,000 information you guys are bringing in and 666 00:28:02,510 --> 00:27:59,460 then sorting it out in a way that is 667 00:28:04,970 --> 00:28:02,520 consistent with this other body of 668 00:28:08,210 --> 00:28:04,980 science that just doesn't seem to to 669 00:28:09,649 --> 00:28:08,220 work its way into this work either so I 670 00:28:13,010 --> 00:28:09,659 know I'm laying a lot on the table here 671 00:28:15,169 --> 00:28:13,020 is any of that I wish I heard of this 672 00:28:17,510 --> 00:28:15,179 guy because it because I know I've had 673 00:28:20,330 --> 00:28:17,520 clients who have had experiences where 674 00:28:23,570 --> 00:28:20,340 they were recycled in an unnatural way 675 00:28:25,370 --> 00:28:23,580 in incarnated in bodies where they 676 00:28:28,010 --> 00:28:25,380 remembered I mean this actually happens 677 00:28:30,830 --> 00:28:28,020 a lot with the my labs and the people in 678 00:28:33,830 --> 00:28:30,840 the secret space program where it's as 679 00:28:36,710 --> 00:28:33,840 if they made a bargain in another life 680 00:28:38,930 --> 00:28:36,720 sometimes it's in a Nazi era where they 681 00:28:41,330 --> 00:28:38,940 were high up in the SS and were in the 682 00:28:43,850 --> 00:28:41,340 occult level making Oaths to these 683 00:28:46,610 --> 00:28:43,860 entities or something and then or 684 00:28:48,470 --> 00:28:46,620 entrapped to work for them and basically 685 00:28:50,630 --> 00:28:48,480 promising even beyond the grave that 686 00:28:53,630 --> 00:28:50,640 they'll work for them and then finding 687 00:28:56,450 --> 00:28:53,640 that after they died their soul was 688 00:28:58,370 --> 00:28:56,460 taken and then held like in a test tube 689 00:29:01,250 --> 00:28:58,380 or something and then recycled into a 690 00:29:04,070 --> 00:29:01,260 body and then they had recall of what 691 00:29:05,029 --> 00:29:04,080 they were you know in the Nazi era you 692 00:29:07,070 --> 00:29:05,039 know 693 00:29:08,690 --> 00:29:07,080 that that way and then they were my labs 694 00:29:09,769 --> 00:29:08,700 this time around and when one of these 695 00:29:11,930 --> 00:29:09,779 programs 696 00:29:13,310 --> 00:29:11,940 so I've had some who remembered like 697 00:29:15,590 --> 00:29:13,320 where they were murdered and then their 698 00:29:17,269 --> 00:29:15,600 soul was captured in like a lower astral 699 00:29:19,909 --> 00:29:17,279 realm and then recycled into another 700 00:29:20,990 --> 00:29:19,919 body that was put into directly into a 701 00:29:23,269 --> 00:29:21,000 project 702 00:29:25,789 --> 00:29:23,279 so it so the natural maybe the natural 703 00:29:27,950 --> 00:29:25,799 reincarnation system would be you know 704 00:29:30,350 --> 00:29:27,960 you go up to a higher realm and then you 705 00:29:32,930 --> 00:29:30,360 work with higher beings that maybe you 706 00:29:35,450 --> 00:29:32,940 make a decision to come back 707 00:29:36,889 --> 00:29:35,460 for some reason but in some of these 708 00:29:38,510 --> 00:29:36,899 other experiences it's like they don't 709 00:29:41,149 --> 00:29:38,520 go up to the higher Realms they actually 710 00:29:42,289 --> 00:29:41,159 get recycled from a lower astral and 711 00:29:45,470 --> 00:29:42,299 then they'll they actually have more 712 00:29:48,830 --> 00:29:45,480 recall of the life before and then 713 00:29:50,930 --> 00:29:48,840 they'll remember like in the 1940s or 714 00:29:53,870 --> 00:29:50,940 something that's really strange 715 00:29:55,970 --> 00:29:53,880 but that's not real common but I've had 716 00:29:57,889 --> 00:29:55,980 it happen enough times where I'm 717 00:29:59,990 --> 00:29:57,899 thinking something has happened where 718 00:30:02,330 --> 00:30:00,000 they they're able to well that that's 719 00:30:05,450 --> 00:30:02,340 the weird stuff capture the soul and 720 00:30:08,870 --> 00:30:05,460 transfer the soul a type of transfer of 721 00:30:11,389 --> 00:30:08,880 Soul Consciousness technology so yeah 722 00:30:14,210 --> 00:30:11,399 I'm just not I'm not convinced that we 723 00:30:19,909 --> 00:30:14,220 can rely on those 724 00:30:21,289 --> 00:30:19,919 kind of uh accounts directly I I but I 725 00:30:22,850 --> 00:30:21,299 think I I want to make sure you 726 00:30:25,909 --> 00:30:22,860 understand where I'm coming from because 727 00:30:28,029 --> 00:30:25,919 we run into the exact same thing exact 728 00:30:31,789 --> 00:30:28,039 same thing with near-death experience 729 00:30:35,630 --> 00:30:31,799 accounts right where there was an 730 00:30:37,789 --> 00:30:35,640 overall pattern there that is to a 731 00:30:40,010 --> 00:30:37,799 certain extent verify verifiable by 732 00:30:41,810 --> 00:30:40,020 science you know so the near-death 733 00:30:43,850 --> 00:30:41,820 experience the history is these people 734 00:30:45,169 --> 00:30:43,860 start having near-death experiences and 735 00:30:47,029 --> 00:30:45,179 the scientists get involved and said 736 00:30:48,590 --> 00:30:47,039 wait a minute these things are all over 737 00:30:50,450 --> 00:30:48,600 the board this guy had a near-death 738 00:30:52,250 --> 00:30:50,460 experience jumping off the Golden Gate 739 00:30:54,169 --> 00:30:52,260 Bridge this person had it when they were 740 00:30:57,350 --> 00:30:54,179 in a plane crash this person what we 741 00:30:59,389 --> 00:30:57,360 need to do is study this scientifically 742 00:31:00,950 --> 00:30:59,399 medically so then they started bringing 743 00:31:03,169 --> 00:31:00,960 the near-death experience into the 744 00:31:06,289 --> 00:31:03,179 cardiac arrest Ward and they go okay now 745 00:31:08,750 --> 00:31:06,299 we got it we can basically control for 746 00:31:10,610 --> 00:31:08,760 the physiology we know what happens when 747 00:31:12,289 --> 00:31:10,620 your heart stops we know that the blood 748 00:31:14,930 --> 00:31:12,299 flow to your brain stops we know you 749 00:31:16,970 --> 00:31:14,940 can't have conscious memories let alone 750 00:31:19,610 --> 00:31:16,980 the most profound experience of your 751 00:31:22,190 --> 00:31:19,620 life there's no way to explain that from 752 00:31:23,630 --> 00:31:22,200 our current neurological model so when 753 00:31:26,269 --> 00:31:23,640 we do that we bring it into the hospital 754 00:31:28,370 --> 00:31:26,279 and now we get the same things happening 755 00:31:31,850 --> 00:31:28,380 in terms of near-death experience we can 756 00:31:34,010 --> 00:31:31,860 go aha we we do have reason to believe 757 00:31:37,850 --> 00:31:34,020 the Consciousness survives bodily death 758 00:31:39,950 --> 00:31:37,860 but the accounts no we can't really 759 00:31:41,090 --> 00:31:39,960 process these accounts like I told you I 760 00:31:43,850 --> 00:31:41,100 mean I got 761 00:31:46,250 --> 00:31:43,860 I got a guy who comes back and says hey 762 00:31:48,049 --> 00:31:46,260 I saw Jesus and I said well you know 763 00:31:50,510 --> 00:31:48,059 Christ Consciousness I get it you know 764 00:31:51,950 --> 00:31:50,520 it's a tulpa kind of thing maybe we 765 00:31:54,590 --> 00:31:51,960 don't know what it is but you know 766 00:31:55,909 --> 00:31:54,600 whatever he's like no it was Jesus and a 767 00:31:58,370 --> 00:31:55,919 matter of fact he goes around to 768 00:32:01,430 --> 00:31:58,380 churches and he kind of says if you 769 00:32:03,590 --> 00:32:01,440 didn't see Jesus then you know your nde 770 00:32:05,330 --> 00:32:03,600 is probably satanic and all the rest of 771 00:32:07,669 --> 00:32:05,340 this nonsense 772 00:32:11,090 --> 00:32:07,679 alls I can say from a science standpoint 773 00:32:13,430 --> 00:32:11,100 is the near-death experience science as 774 00:32:17,630 --> 00:32:13,440 a whole does not agree with Ian 775 00:32:19,549 --> 00:32:17,640 McCormick's wacky christian-centric idea 776 00:32:21,590 --> 00:32:19,559 of near-death experiences most 777 00:32:25,310 --> 00:32:21,600 near-death experiences like 80 90 778 00:32:28,909 --> 00:32:25,320 percent say yes God yes love yes 779 00:32:30,830 --> 00:32:28,919 universal truth but no to uh to religion 780 00:32:33,470 --> 00:32:30,840 and stuff like that I don't even know if 781 00:32:35,570 --> 00:32:33,480 how how much would How firm we'd want to 782 00:32:39,070 --> 00:32:35,580 be on that but the one thing that comes 783 00:32:41,450 --> 00:32:39,080 through Evie is do not rely on 784 00:32:44,149 --> 00:32:41,460 individual accounts that's like the 785 00:32:46,669 --> 00:32:44,159 conversation I just had with Vinnie who 786 00:32:48,710 --> 00:32:46,679 is terrific but at the end I said and 787 00:32:52,310 --> 00:32:48,720 then he was super open super great guy 788 00:32:53,810 --> 00:32:52,320 and it lives the lives this the spirit 789 00:32:55,430 --> 00:32:53,820 of uh 790 00:32:56,750 --> 00:32:55,440 someone who's been spiritually 791 00:32:58,970 --> 00:32:56,760 transformed by their near-death 792 00:33:02,269 --> 00:32:58,980 experience but his thing is ultimately 793 00:33:04,190 --> 00:33:02,279 goes yeah I get it these lessons that I 794 00:33:07,310 --> 00:33:04,200 learned in my near-death experience were 795 00:33:10,430 --> 00:33:07,320 Vinnie's lessons for Vinnie to learn not 796 00:33:13,070 --> 00:33:10,440 to go out and proselytize and 797 00:33:14,810 --> 00:33:13,080 you know bang Bibles on people and all 798 00:33:16,730 --> 00:33:14,820 the rest of this stuff that's not how 799 00:33:19,549 --> 00:33:16,740 God doesn't work that way you know I 800 00:33:21,950 --> 00:33:19,559 mean God is moving all of us along our 801 00:33:24,950 --> 00:33:21,960 own path in 802 00:33:26,450 --> 00:33:24,960 in our own way kind of thing so 803 00:33:28,549 --> 00:33:26,460 do you understand I mean some of the 804 00:33:31,250 --> 00:33:28,559 accounts in the book no 805 00:33:33,409 --> 00:33:31,260 Ted's account no the Christian centered 806 00:33:35,690 --> 00:33:33,419 stuff all the Christian centered stuff 807 00:33:38,690 --> 00:33:35,700 just the Jesus stuff is completely 808 00:33:40,430 --> 00:33:38,700 inconsistent from a logical basis with 809 00:33:42,669 --> 00:33:40,440 anything else we know about near-death 810 00:33:45,110 --> 00:33:42,679 experience anything else we know about 811 00:33:47,350 --> 00:33:45,120 continuation of Consciousness near-death 812 00:33:50,570 --> 00:33:47,360 experience it just doesn't fit and yet 813 00:33:53,149 --> 00:33:50,580 why are we trying to jam that in there 814 00:33:54,889 --> 00:33:53,159 yeah I'm just curious about how little 815 00:33:57,590 --> 00:33:54,899 research there is and I think in the 816 00:34:00,769 --> 00:33:57,600 Asian and the Taoist 817 00:34:02,690 --> 00:34:00,779 um perspective of what happens at death 818 00:34:04,370 --> 00:34:02,700 and the dissolution of the five elements 819 00:34:06,529 --> 00:34:04,380 and what happens with our Consciousness 820 00:34:08,930 --> 00:34:06,539 and what goes to the higher Realms and 821 00:34:12,470 --> 00:34:08,940 what goes back to Earth and how they 822 00:34:15,409 --> 00:34:12,480 perceive an nde or when a soul comes 823 00:34:18,589 --> 00:34:15,419 back or when a soul is transferred like 824 00:34:20,510 --> 00:34:18,599 there must be you know ways that they do 825 00:34:21,889 --> 00:34:20,520 this in different ways like in Oriental 826 00:34:24,169 --> 00:34:21,899 medicine I studied Oriental medicine 827 00:34:27,290 --> 00:34:24,179 before I got my other degree because I 828 00:34:29,270 --> 00:34:27,300 was I knew there was more to this and 829 00:34:31,970 --> 00:34:29,280 and one of the reasons why was to try to 830 00:34:34,609 --> 00:34:31,980 figure out what do we not know in our 831 00:34:36,950 --> 00:34:34,619 Western model of thinking that these 832 00:34:38,750 --> 00:34:36,960 other beings must know how they're 833 00:34:40,490 --> 00:34:38,760 affecting us and how can we apply 834 00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:40,500 understanding things in a different way 835 00:34:45,349 --> 00:34:42,960 so that we can work with this in a 836 00:34:47,329 --> 00:34:45,359 different way and so incorporating let's 837 00:34:50,649 --> 00:34:47,339 say a Taoist model of the five elements 838 00:34:52,550 --> 00:34:50,659 for example and how that might change 839 00:34:53,750 --> 00:34:52,560 you know how they affect our 840 00:34:55,669 --> 00:34:53,760 consciousness 841 00:34:58,790 --> 00:34:55,679 and how are you familiar with the 842 00:35:00,589 --> 00:34:58,800 Tibetan Book of the Dead yes because I 843 00:35:02,089 --> 00:35:00,599 was a Tibetan Buddhist for many years as 844 00:35:04,550 --> 00:35:02,099 a matter of fact and learned you know 845 00:35:07,490 --> 00:35:04,560 dream yoga and um did many meditation 846 00:35:09,410 --> 00:35:07,500 Retreats and you know so I think there 847 00:35:11,870 --> 00:35:09,420 must be other ways to understand this 848 00:35:14,089 --> 00:35:11,880 and even like the whole rainbow body 849 00:35:16,609 --> 00:35:14,099 thing that there must be something that 850 00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:16,619 happens scientifically if there's enough 851 00:35:20,870 --> 00:35:18,960 of these cases where you know the the 852 00:35:22,550 --> 00:35:20,880 body literally disappears except for the 853 00:35:24,589 --> 00:35:22,560 hair and nails and they and they 854 00:35:27,230 --> 00:35:24,599 transform and transmute into light 855 00:35:29,150 --> 00:35:27,240 there's something going on there that we 856 00:35:31,490 --> 00:35:29,160 have yet to have I think scientific 857 00:35:33,470 --> 00:35:31,500 evidence in the western world that knows 858 00:35:36,410 --> 00:35:33,480 what's going on there 859 00:35:38,329 --> 00:35:36,420 so so let me ask you because you 860 00:35:41,870 --> 00:35:38,339 probably know more about this than I do 861 00:35:43,670 --> 00:35:41,880 and I I'd love to to learn and expand on 862 00:35:44,990 --> 00:35:43,680 this stuff so you take the Tibetan Book 863 00:35:47,930 --> 00:35:45,000 of the Dead 864 00:35:51,470 --> 00:35:47,940 which is very uh uh precise and is 865 00:35:53,450 --> 00:35:51,480 really just one book among a larger kind 866 00:35:56,030 --> 00:35:53,460 of Canon they have about what's 867 00:35:58,490 --> 00:35:56,040 happening at this near death EX at this 868 00:36:01,190 --> 00:35:58,500 near-death time this after death time 869 00:36:04,310 --> 00:36:01,200 and this between lives time and then 870 00:36:07,190 --> 00:36:04,320 this free Incarnation time so how is 871 00:36:10,550 --> 00:36:07,200 that how how are you squaring that with 872 00:36:13,190 --> 00:36:10,560 what you're hearing from people who are 873 00:36:15,230 --> 00:36:13,200 having these kinds of experiences 874 00:36:16,370 --> 00:36:15,240 well I think people have experiences 875 00:36:19,010 --> 00:36:16,380 based on 876 00:36:20,690 --> 00:36:19,020 their level of perception and and I 877 00:36:23,030 --> 00:36:20,700 think actually even a practicing 878 00:36:24,890 --> 00:36:23,040 Buddhist who who does a meditation 879 00:36:27,050 --> 00:36:24,900 practice or let's say lucid dreaming and 880 00:36:29,510 --> 00:36:27,060 dream yoga would have a better ability 881 00:36:31,910 --> 00:36:29,520 to have a better purity of perception 882 00:36:33,410 --> 00:36:31,920 let's say within an experience and be 883 00:36:36,589 --> 00:36:33,420 able to assess it from a different 884 00:36:39,109 --> 00:36:36,599 standpoint if you can be free of quote 885 00:36:41,109 --> 00:36:39,119 attachment and greed and fear and desire 886 00:36:43,750 --> 00:36:41,119 and be in this like witnessing 887 00:36:46,670 --> 00:36:43,760 Consciousness to observe what happens 888 00:36:48,650 --> 00:36:46,680 and so this is actually a place where 889 00:36:50,569 --> 00:36:48,660 where I'm going in my research with 890 00:36:53,870 --> 00:36:50,579 people who do DreamWork and Lucid 891 00:36:57,470 --> 00:36:53,880 DreamWork in order to observe how this 892 00:36:59,710 --> 00:36:57,480 happens in within Lucidity and then how 893 00:37:03,230 --> 00:36:59,720 to prevent it from happening and how to 894 00:37:05,329 --> 00:37:03,240 directly access what we call spiritual 895 00:37:07,790 --> 00:37:05,339 truth communication and archetypal 896 00:37:08,810 --> 00:37:07,800 language and symbols that happen in a in 897 00:37:11,930 --> 00:37:08,820 a dream 898 00:37:14,450 --> 00:37:11,940 and then working with that to find out 899 00:37:17,589 --> 00:37:14,460 how we can connect with our higher power 900 00:37:21,410 --> 00:37:17,599 of Truth so that we understand 901 00:37:22,790 --> 00:37:21,420 what's interacting with us from its how 902 00:37:24,410 --> 00:37:22,800 it's being communicated through the 903 00:37:27,050 --> 00:37:24,420 direct truth of what our spirit is 904 00:37:29,329 --> 00:37:27,060 telling us in Lucidity and I know it's 905 00:37:31,609 --> 00:37:29,339 kind of like a whole jumble of words but 906 00:37:34,490 --> 00:37:31,619 in order to assess correctly we really 907 00:37:37,010 --> 00:37:34,500 need to know let's say in the body and 908 00:37:39,170 --> 00:37:37,020 out of the body and in different states 909 00:37:41,569 --> 00:37:39,180 of Consciousness what we're really 910 00:37:43,609 --> 00:37:41,579 perceiving and what we're assuming who 911 00:37:46,550 --> 00:37:43,619 our identity even is 912 00:37:49,010 --> 00:37:46,560 so this gets back to like really having 913 00:37:51,349 --> 00:37:49,020 to recover our own traumas and getting 914 00:37:53,450 --> 00:37:51,359 really really clear on nothing but our 915 00:37:56,390 --> 00:37:53,460 our awareness of beingness that goes 916 00:37:59,210 --> 00:37:56,400 beyond even our personality 917 00:38:01,849 --> 00:37:59,220 and so we can do this and I think there 918 00:38:04,250 --> 00:38:01,859 are some people who do but it's not an 919 00:38:06,170 --> 00:38:04,260 easy place it's not something easy to do 920 00:38:08,089 --> 00:38:06,180 while you're still in trauma and not 921 00:38:10,490 --> 00:38:08,099 getting your human needs met to even 922 00:38:13,190 --> 00:38:10,500 let's say meditate or pay your bills or 923 00:38:14,810 --> 00:38:13,200 be free of abuse you know but I think 924 00:38:17,930 --> 00:38:14,820 there's different ways to perceive this 925 00:38:20,390 --> 00:38:17,940 more correctly if we can have Lucidity 926 00:38:22,150 --> 00:38:20,400 and calmness in different states of 927 00:38:25,849 --> 00:38:22,160 consciousness 928 00:38:30,170 --> 00:38:25,859 while there's there's a ton there I've 929 00:38:32,690 --> 00:38:30,180 done a couple of shows on dream yoga and 930 00:38:34,310 --> 00:38:32,700 as a practice exactly what you're saying 931 00:38:35,750 --> 00:38:34,320 one of the gentlemen I interviewed was 932 00:38:39,230 --> 00:38:35,760 was just terrific he was on the 933 00:38:41,210 --> 00:38:39,240 mentorship of his Buddhist Elder kind of 934 00:38:43,370 --> 00:38:41,220 guy and what I remember I thought was 935 00:38:45,530 --> 00:38:43,380 really interesting he was doing dream 936 00:38:47,510 --> 00:38:45,540 yoga and he was somewhat successful at 937 00:38:50,390 --> 00:38:47,520 reaching these other states and as 938 00:38:52,250 --> 00:38:50,400 you're saying being detached enough to 939 00:38:53,210 --> 00:38:52,260 kind of observe and then the guy goes 940 00:38:55,550 --> 00:38:53,220 okay 941 00:38:58,250 --> 00:38:55,560 so now what you have to do is you have 942 00:39:01,089 --> 00:38:58,260 to go into the hell space I don't know 943 00:39:03,950 --> 00:39:01,099 it's like that's what he said he said 944 00:39:05,210 --> 00:39:03,960 but eventually he you know he built up 945 00:39:10,150 --> 00:39:05,220 the 946 00:39:14,750 --> 00:39:10,160 doing that but what I really took away 947 00:39:17,510 --> 00:39:14,760 was that this is these are are practices 948 00:39:19,250 --> 00:39:17,520 that have been carried out for a long 949 00:39:21,230 --> 00:39:19,260 period of time they have a lot of 950 00:39:23,569 --> 00:39:21,240 expertise on it in exactly the way that 951 00:39:25,370 --> 00:39:23,579 you're talking about and can lead people 952 00:39:26,650 --> 00:39:25,380 through it in a way that does seem 953 00:39:29,030 --> 00:39:26,660 pretty 954 00:39:31,430 --> 00:39:29,040 quasi-scientific in a way like hey just 955 00:39:33,230 --> 00:39:31,440 tell me what you observed you know uh 956 00:39:36,710 --> 00:39:33,240 kind of like 957 00:39:38,690 --> 00:39:36,720 a good hypnotherapist does with uh Alien 958 00:39:40,430 --> 00:39:38,700 abductee I could only go from my 959 00:39:42,890 --> 00:39:40,440 personal experience where I had a direct 960 00:39:45,230 --> 00:39:42,900 realization which is different from an 961 00:39:47,030 --> 00:39:45,240 experience a direct realization of 962 00:39:49,609 --> 00:39:47,040 Eternal beingness that is beyond the 963 00:39:51,770 --> 00:39:49,619 fragment of Personality identity that we 964 00:39:54,290 --> 00:39:51,780 have in these human bodies or even out 965 00:39:56,390 --> 00:39:54,300 of the body in this so 966 00:39:59,750 --> 00:39:56,400 and I knew that it was related to Christ 967 00:40:02,870 --> 00:39:59,760 Jesus but it was more like a 968 00:40:04,849 --> 00:40:02,880 a memory realization and so that 969 00:40:06,950 --> 00:40:04,859 actually kept me on a trail of trying to 970 00:40:09,290 --> 00:40:06,960 discover what was that about and 971 00:40:12,109 --> 00:40:09,300 actually led me to Buddhism more than 972 00:40:13,730 --> 00:40:12,119 anything else in dream yoga and trying 973 00:40:15,650 --> 00:40:13,740 to understand things from that 974 00:40:18,010 --> 00:40:15,660 perspective knowing that there is an 975 00:40:21,470 --> 00:40:18,020 eternal beingness that is our true 976 00:40:23,569 --> 00:40:21,480 identity and our true home and that this 977 00:40:27,170 --> 00:40:23,579 is a dreaming so we are actually 978 00:40:30,349 --> 00:40:27,180 dreaming this body here like code 979 00:40:32,810 --> 00:40:30,359 dreaming it so if we can get Lucid in 980 00:40:35,270 --> 00:40:32,820 our dreaming here and our dreamings and 981 00:40:38,810 --> 00:40:35,280 our quote sleep dreams we can have a 982 00:40:40,370 --> 00:40:38,820 clearer way of perceiving what our real 983 00:40:43,310 --> 00:40:40,380 nature is 984 00:40:45,650 --> 00:40:43,320 that's above and beyond personality 985 00:40:49,250 --> 00:40:45,660 so that's but I knew that deep inside 986 00:40:51,829 --> 00:40:49,260 based on my experience but even with I 987 00:40:53,930 --> 00:40:51,839 think Buddhist in practice I think it 988 00:40:56,990 --> 00:40:53,940 has a lot of value when they tell you 989 00:40:58,970 --> 00:40:57,000 that not to identify too strongly with 990 00:41:01,550 --> 00:40:58,980 the thoughts that are coming in or with 991 00:41:03,710 --> 00:41:01,560 what you're fearing or Desiring and 992 00:41:06,109 --> 00:41:03,720 trying to stay kind of clear and calm 993 00:41:07,849 --> 00:41:06,119 and then just observe the arising of 994 00:41:11,150 --> 00:41:07,859 what what's happening in the experience 995 00:41:13,250 --> 00:41:11,160 and that I think that has great value so 996 00:41:14,930 --> 00:41:13,260 that you you start to see what's coming 997 00:41:16,970 --> 00:41:14,940 from your own mind what actually coming 998 00:41:19,490 --> 00:41:16,980 from outside your mind like other people 999 00:41:22,670 --> 00:41:19,500 like telepathy is real okay 1000 00:41:24,770 --> 00:41:22,680 but one thing that I did not learn from 1001 00:41:28,670 --> 00:41:24,780 Tibetan Buddhism or or Advanced 1002 00:41:30,589 --> 00:41:28,680 practices was the depth of complex 1003 00:41:32,750 --> 00:41:30,599 trauma that happens let's say in 1004 00:41:36,230 --> 00:41:32,760 relationships in your family of origin 1005 00:41:39,349 --> 00:41:36,240 that affect your ability to relate in a 1006 00:41:41,930 --> 00:41:39,359 way where you can actually 1007 00:41:43,970 --> 00:41:41,940 give and receive love in a way where you 1008 00:41:46,550 --> 00:41:43,980 feel loved and you feel like you really 1009 00:41:48,050 --> 00:41:46,560 have your true human needs met so in 1010 00:41:50,390 --> 00:41:48,060 other words relationships and 1011 00:41:54,609 --> 00:41:50,400 relationship dynamics that are related 1012 00:41:58,190 --> 00:41:54,619 to actually our early attachment 1013 00:42:00,710 --> 00:41:58,200 Styles as we're raised is much more 1014 00:42:02,270 --> 00:42:00,720 important in in terms of just being able 1015 00:42:04,190 --> 00:42:02,280 to get on with your life and having a 1016 00:42:07,130 --> 00:42:04,200 balanced life so you can be like a real 1017 00:42:09,109 --> 00:42:07,140 Advanced Yogi and meditator and then 1018 00:42:11,510 --> 00:42:09,119 sometimes that just makes you more 1019 00:42:13,370 --> 00:42:11,520 dissociated but it but when you have to 1020 00:42:16,550 --> 00:42:13,380 go back to the real relationship stuff 1021 00:42:19,069 --> 00:42:16,560 or going deep into the origins of 1022 00:42:22,130 --> 00:42:19,079 complex trauma and the identities that 1023 00:42:25,069 --> 00:42:22,140 we created as a result or a response to 1024 00:42:26,990 --> 00:42:25,079 that trauma we have to go beyond that to 1025 00:42:29,329 --> 00:42:27,000 our Eternal nature that went before our 1026 00:42:32,089 --> 00:42:29,339 personality was even developed even from 1027 00:42:34,190 --> 00:42:32,099 zero years old to six years old so this 1028 00:42:37,370 --> 00:42:34,200 is where you have to go as deep as a 1029 00:42:39,349 --> 00:42:37,380 yogi to go to your Eternal nature that 1030 00:42:41,750 --> 00:42:39,359 came into this body to begin with and 1031 00:42:44,390 --> 00:42:41,760 then then you could transform all that 1032 00:42:47,270 --> 00:42:44,400 crap and all that complex trauma so you 1033 00:42:49,670 --> 00:42:47,280 could function from a much more uh I 1034 00:42:52,130 --> 00:42:49,680 don't know enlightened place and not 1035 00:42:54,710 --> 00:42:52,140 react to the usual 1036 00:42:56,450 --> 00:42:54,720 triggers and won't have the same kinds 1037 00:42:58,970 --> 00:42:56,460 of relationship patterns that you had 1038 00:43:00,829 --> 00:42:58,980 before because what tends to happen is 1039 00:43:02,690 --> 00:43:00,839 that even though people have gotten 1040 00:43:05,150 --> 00:43:02,700 educated they did all this trauma work 1041 00:43:06,829 --> 00:43:05,160 they still like they're like well I'm a 1042 00:43:09,530 --> 00:43:06,839 narc magnet you know they keep running 1043 00:43:11,990 --> 00:43:09,540 into like these narcissists or well 1044 00:43:13,730 --> 00:43:12,000 they'll run into you know these bad 1045 00:43:15,589 --> 00:43:13,740 relationships and they don't know why 1046 00:43:17,390 --> 00:43:15,599 like why does this keep happening and I 1047 00:43:19,670 --> 00:43:17,400 know on a cognitive level 1048 00:43:21,589 --> 00:43:19,680 this this is not right this doesn't feel 1049 00:43:23,690 --> 00:43:21,599 right but why does it keep happening and 1050 00:43:26,089 --> 00:43:23,700 then kind of have to go through what's 1051 00:43:28,910 --> 00:43:26,099 all that about and having to get to the 1052 00:43:30,770 --> 00:43:28,920 deep root of you know why these things 1053 00:43:32,630 --> 00:43:30,780 happen and it I think it kind of goes 1054 00:43:34,849 --> 00:43:32,640 into a little bit of Karma and a little 1055 00:43:37,730 --> 00:43:34,859 bit of understanding the spiritual 1056 00:43:40,490 --> 00:43:37,740 forces behind what's really interacting 1057 00:43:43,069 --> 00:43:40,500 in our lives and directing events and 1058 00:43:45,650 --> 00:43:43,079 timelines so that's where I've had to go 1059 00:43:48,410 --> 00:43:45,660 in order to try to understand like why 1060 00:43:50,930 --> 00:43:48,420 you know do these quote love bite things 1061 00:43:52,790 --> 00:43:50,940 keep happening to people who have had 1062 00:43:54,410 --> 00:43:52,800 abductions or they they happen to be 1063 00:43:56,630 --> 00:43:54,420 plucked out for this experimental 1064 00:43:58,910 --> 00:43:56,640 project by these alien beings and then 1065 00:44:00,349 --> 00:43:58,920 they keep having these certain patterns 1066 00:44:03,829 --> 00:44:00,359 and relationships over and over again 1067 00:44:05,990 --> 00:44:03,839 maybe until they learn something new or 1068 00:44:07,849 --> 00:44:06,000 they bypass it in a certain way and then 1069 00:44:10,309 --> 00:44:07,859 that that thing doesn't happen anymore 1070 00:44:11,809 --> 00:44:10,319 and then they're off on another project 1071 00:44:14,290 --> 00:44:11,819 or something 1072 00:44:16,670 --> 00:44:14,300 yeah 1073 00:44:19,250 --> 00:44:16,680 well there's a lot deeper things and 1074 00:44:21,530 --> 00:44:19,260 there's so much to to really get into 1075 00:44:23,150 --> 00:44:21,540 it's it's impossible really and I hope 1076 00:44:25,730 --> 00:44:23,160 I'm not going to frustrate you or 1077 00:44:27,770 --> 00:44:25,740 frustrate listeners as I try and parse 1078 00:44:28,790 --> 00:44:27,780 through this but we'll just do the best 1079 00:44:31,250 --> 00:44:28,800 we can 1080 00:44:34,609 --> 00:44:31,260 so take what you were just saying there 1081 00:44:37,550 --> 00:44:34,619 which really gets into your main thing 1082 00:44:41,089 --> 00:44:37,560 which is the interference 1083 00:44:43,670 --> 00:44:41,099 in a from an anomalous perspective in 1084 00:44:45,410 --> 00:44:43,680 relationships but I am going to want to 1085 00:44:48,250 --> 00:44:45,420 tease it out a little bit because even 1086 00:44:51,170 --> 00:44:48,260 if we just say is it possible that 1087 00:44:54,109 --> 00:44:51,180 malevolent entities as we would 1088 00:44:57,890 --> 00:44:54,119 typically understand them to be demons 1089 00:44:59,750 --> 00:44:57,900 dark Forces whatever black magic uh 1090 00:45:02,450 --> 00:44:59,760 whatever are interfering with 1091 00:45:04,370 --> 00:45:02,460 relationships in exactly the way that 1092 00:45:06,829 --> 00:45:04,380 you're talking about there's a ton of 1093 00:45:08,930 --> 00:45:06,839 people that go heck yes I know that 1094 00:45:11,210 --> 00:45:08,940 directly I've talked to some of them and 1095 00:45:13,670 --> 00:45:11,220 they said people cast spells and these 1096 00:45:15,829 --> 00:45:13,680 other things so whether somebody wants 1097 00:45:19,130 --> 00:45:15,839 to go there or not 1098 00:45:21,770 --> 00:45:19,140 you can again look across culture and 1099 00:45:23,930 --> 00:45:21,780 across time and these things pop up over 1100 00:45:26,270 --> 00:45:23,940 and over and over again that you would 1101 00:45:28,430 --> 00:45:26,280 have to be pretty hard-headed 1102 00:45:30,470 --> 00:45:28,440 close-minded materialist to just take 1103 00:45:33,710 --> 00:45:30,480 all of that and just throw it uh throw 1104 00:45:36,470 --> 00:45:33,720 it to the side so that's one class of 1105 00:45:38,690 --> 00:45:36,480 this anomalous interference in 1106 00:45:42,050 --> 00:45:38,700 relationships and I want you to speak to 1107 00:45:45,530 --> 00:45:42,060 that and speak to why we would even 1108 00:45:46,550 --> 00:45:45,540 suspect that that is happening for all 1109 00:45:50,270 --> 00:45:46,560 the reasons that we're just talking 1110 00:45:51,910 --> 00:45:50,280 about a minute ago and then is the 1111 00:45:54,829 --> 00:45:51,920 ET non-human intelligence thing 1112 00:45:56,690 --> 00:45:54,839 different because it feels to me like 1113 00:45:57,410 --> 00:45:56,700 it's different and yet we kind of I 1114 00:45:59,329 --> 00:45:57,420 think 1115 00:46:00,470 --> 00:45:59,339 blend them together in a way that isn't 1116 00:46:02,809 --> 00:46:00,480 super helpful because there's a 1117 00:46:04,309 --> 00:46:02,819 technology component there there's a 1118 00:46:07,430 --> 00:46:04,319 different agenda 1119 00:46:10,130 --> 00:46:07,440 component there is that a can we 1120 00:46:11,270 --> 00:46:10,140 bifurcate that way or do they bleed over 1121 00:46:12,890 --> 00:46:11,280 too much in ways that we don't 1122 00:46:15,410 --> 00:46:12,900 understand 1123 00:46:17,569 --> 00:46:15,420 no I think you've said all of that 1124 00:46:19,730 --> 00:46:17,579 actually is true there are definitely 1125 00:46:22,670 --> 00:46:19,740 what they call attached entities and 1126 00:46:24,829 --> 00:46:22,680 demonic overlays and sometimes full-on 1127 00:46:27,290 --> 00:46:24,839 possession and um I've had clients 1128 00:46:28,970 --> 00:46:27,300 report those things to me where it would 1129 00:46:31,550 --> 00:46:28,980 happen like the classic one would be 1130 00:46:34,970 --> 00:46:31,560 like a reptilian lizard snake-like being 1131 00:46:37,490 --> 00:46:34,980 went overshadow the lover that they're 1132 00:46:39,290 --> 00:46:37,500 having sex with and then all of a sudden 1133 00:46:41,150 --> 00:46:39,300 they'll see them like shape-shift while 1134 00:46:43,250 --> 00:46:41,160 they're having sex because it's the 1135 00:46:45,349 --> 00:46:43,260 entity that's actually feeding on the 1136 00:46:47,329 --> 00:46:45,359 Sexual Energy so a lot of times 1137 00:46:49,130 --> 00:46:47,339 clairvoyantly you just like actually you 1138 00:46:52,609 --> 00:46:49,140 literally see it like in your third eye 1139 00:46:54,890 --> 00:46:52,619 for people who are some some even normal 1140 00:46:58,250 --> 00:46:54,900 non-psychics can see it because it's 1141 00:47:01,130 --> 00:46:58,260 it's so amazing when that happens so 1142 00:47:03,349 --> 00:47:01,140 people see things like shape-shifty so 1143 00:47:05,630 --> 00:47:03,359 that definitely happens and 1144 00:47:07,910 --> 00:47:05,640 the I don't know I mean 1145 00:47:09,530 --> 00:47:07,920 a lot of people are naturally psychic 1146 00:47:11,329 --> 00:47:09,540 and so they perceive these things or 1147 00:47:14,450 --> 00:47:11,339 Paranormal Activity like when somebody 1148 00:47:16,309 --> 00:47:14,460 comes over like after they if there's in 1149 00:47:18,470 --> 00:47:16,319 my book like let's say you start dating 1150 00:47:19,849 --> 00:47:18,480 someone and you have this interesting 1151 00:47:21,890 --> 00:47:19,859 attraction and you have a lot of these 1152 00:47:24,530 --> 00:47:21,900 weird synchronicities that happen that 1153 00:47:26,510 --> 00:47:24,540 sometimes it's mixed up with uh now it's 1154 00:47:29,030 --> 00:47:26,520 mixed up with technology like texting 1155 00:47:31,010 --> 00:47:29,040 and Ai and all that kind of I think 1156 00:47:32,930 --> 00:47:31,020 there's a connection there but let's say 1157 00:47:35,809 --> 00:47:32,940 after dating them and then this entity 1158 00:47:38,809 --> 00:47:35,819 keeps visiting you that's like a demonic 1159 00:47:40,910 --> 00:47:38,819 uh strange entity that's connected to 1160 00:47:43,670 --> 00:47:40,920 the the partner you were dating in is 1161 00:47:46,190 --> 00:47:43,680 like a demon and so then you have to do 1162 00:47:47,990 --> 00:47:46,200 like a a clearing and a prayer and a 1163 00:47:49,550 --> 00:47:48,000 whatever to clear yourself from the 1164 00:47:52,250 --> 00:47:49,560 entity you actually got from somebody 1165 00:47:54,230 --> 00:47:52,260 you dated and that sometimes you could 1166 00:47:55,849 --> 00:47:54,240 see it like overshadowing like literally 1167 00:47:58,190 --> 00:47:55,859 it's like a shadow that comes over them 1168 00:48:00,109 --> 00:47:58,200 or their their eyes will change or 1169 00:48:02,270 --> 00:48:00,119 they'll have a sudden personality shift 1170 00:48:04,190 --> 00:48:02,280 where you know you know something 1171 00:48:06,109 --> 00:48:04,200 unnatural just happened and then it 1172 00:48:08,329 --> 00:48:06,119 could happen when you're you're 1173 00:48:10,670 --> 00:48:08,339 stop or your cell phone battery becomes 1174 00:48:12,290 --> 00:48:10,680 dead and like with abductions for 1175 00:48:15,170 --> 00:48:12,300 example we would know something happened 1176 00:48:17,690 --> 00:48:15,180 if you know the same night you know your 1177 00:48:19,309 --> 00:48:17,700 cell phone battery like went dead and 1178 00:48:20,270 --> 00:48:19,319 you had to recharge it like over and 1179 00:48:21,710 --> 00:48:20,280 over and over again there was nothing 1180 00:48:23,750 --> 00:48:21,720 wrong with your phone and then three 1181 00:48:25,670 --> 00:48:23,760 light bulbs in the house burned out like 1182 00:48:27,349 --> 00:48:25,680 on the same night and then on the same 1183 00:48:28,609 --> 00:48:27,359 night like two people in the house had 1184 00:48:30,829 --> 00:48:28,619 the same dream that something really 1185 00:48:33,370 --> 00:48:30,839 weird happened and then at the same time 1186 00:48:35,690 --> 00:48:33,380 so you knew like something happened 1187 00:48:37,430 --> 00:48:35,700 because all these different things 1188 00:48:39,650 --> 00:48:37,440 happened at the same time so we would 1189 00:48:41,930 --> 00:48:39,660 start connecting the dots that you know 1190 00:48:44,390 --> 00:48:41,940 electrical malfunctions cell phone 1191 00:48:46,730 --> 00:48:44,400 batteries Technologies and weird 1192 00:48:48,829 --> 00:48:46,740 nightmares or missing time would happen 1193 00:48:50,329 --> 00:48:48,839 you know around the same time 1194 00:48:52,390 --> 00:48:50,339 so that we would know there's there's 1195 00:48:56,089 --> 00:48:52,400 something going on and it does affect 1196 00:48:57,349 --> 00:48:56,099 electrical equipment we know that it can 1197 00:49:00,170 --> 00:48:57,359 affect your health you could wake up 1198 00:49:01,670 --> 00:49:00,180 with body marks and stuff so 1199 00:49:03,710 --> 00:49:01,680 um so I believe you know these things 1200 00:49:07,069 --> 00:49:03,720 happen based on what people report to me 1201 00:49:08,630 --> 00:49:07,079 and then how it feels when when you're 1202 00:49:11,150 --> 00:49:08,640 around someone who's 1203 00:49:13,010 --> 00:49:11,160 who's hosted I mean it's hard not to if 1204 00:49:15,530 --> 00:49:13,020 you're an empathic person and you're 1205 00:49:17,569 --> 00:49:15,540 like around somebody who's got an entity 1206 00:49:19,910 --> 00:49:17,579 you could feel it sometimes you could 1207 00:49:22,550 --> 00:49:19,920 see it you know and and it seems like 1208 00:49:24,589 --> 00:49:22,560 many of the people who have had lifelong 1209 00:49:26,150 --> 00:49:24,599 abductions first one reason or another 1210 00:49:27,710 --> 00:49:26,160 I'm sure Mary Rodwell might have 1211 00:49:29,510 --> 00:49:27,720 mentioned this it's like they're all 1212 00:49:31,730 --> 00:49:29,520 basically psychic all these people are 1213 00:49:33,829 --> 00:49:31,740 just they're naturally psychic and 1214 00:49:36,050 --> 00:49:33,839 sometimes the reason why these military 1215 00:49:37,609 --> 00:49:36,060 groups take them is because they were 1216 00:49:39,109 --> 00:49:37,619 already psychic as children and then 1217 00:49:41,030 --> 00:49:39,119 they want to turn around and use them 1218 00:49:43,550 --> 00:49:41,040 and these other projects and use them as 1219 00:49:45,290 --> 00:49:43,560 remote viewers or psychic spies or or 1220 00:49:47,210 --> 00:49:45,300 whatever and they're doing these other 1221 00:49:49,849 --> 00:49:47,220 things clandestinely and they're hiding 1222 00:49:52,670 --> 00:49:49,859 under some like an alien abduction 1223 00:49:54,770 --> 00:49:52,680 so it's through the people who've had 1224 00:49:56,450 --> 00:49:54,780 more Clairvoyant perception that they're 1225 00:49:58,130 --> 00:49:56,460 able to see a little bit more of what's 1226 00:49:59,870 --> 00:49:58,140 going on they just can get a little bit 1227 00:50:01,609 --> 00:49:59,880 bigger picture 1228 00:50:04,370 --> 00:50:01,619 but I don't think that means that they 1229 00:50:07,370 --> 00:50:04,380 can't be deceived by the entities that 1230 00:50:09,829 --> 00:50:07,380 are masquerading and doing things 1231 00:50:11,870 --> 00:50:09,839 in fact one of the things that that I 1232 00:50:14,089 --> 00:50:11,880 believe is like the hugest thing that we 1233 00:50:17,030 --> 00:50:14,099 can do to empower ourselves as humans is 1234 00:50:19,670 --> 00:50:17,040 number one we need to be able to recover 1235 00:50:21,349 --> 00:50:19,680 and heal from complex trauma and truly 1236 00:50:23,569 --> 00:50:21,359 understand online a purely human 1237 00:50:25,010 --> 00:50:23,579 psychological level and the body and the 1238 00:50:27,470 --> 00:50:25,020 nervous system okay that's real simple 1239 00:50:30,410 --> 00:50:27,480 science and then if we could truly 1240 00:50:32,210 --> 00:50:30,420 recover and get what we truly need and 1241 00:50:35,630 --> 00:50:32,220 and you know go through recovery that 1242 00:50:37,849 --> 00:50:35,640 way that will help one level of not 1243 00:50:40,150 --> 00:50:37,859 being vulnerable but the other level is 1244 00:50:43,069 --> 00:50:40,160 spiritual deception which actually 1245 00:50:45,829 --> 00:50:43,079 blocks your ability to perceive clearly 1246 00:50:47,630 --> 00:50:45,839 what your eternal spirit and quote the 1247 00:50:51,109 --> 00:50:47,640 spirit of the all that is that is good 1248 00:50:52,670 --> 00:50:51,119 would be trying to tell you so what we 1249 00:50:54,890 --> 00:50:52,680 noticed what was happening this is part 1250 00:50:57,230 --> 00:50:54,900 of Dr Corrado malanga's research of 1251 00:50:59,569 --> 00:50:57,240 Italy who work with abductees and he 1252 00:51:02,870 --> 00:50:59,579 found that these entities that are let's 1253 00:51:04,309 --> 00:51:02,880 say not as benevolent they we have 1254 00:51:06,530 --> 00:51:04,319 something that they don't have therefore 1255 00:51:08,990 --> 00:51:06,540 they want it okay so it's kind of like 1256 00:51:10,670 --> 00:51:09,000 the eternal spirit battery they want so 1257 00:51:12,829 --> 00:51:10,680 they could live through us like 1258 00:51:15,770 --> 00:51:12,839 parasites and just kind of put in their 1259 00:51:17,569 --> 00:51:15,780 flash drive of Consciousness mind and 1260 00:51:20,210 --> 00:51:17,579 then live through us and have us do what 1261 00:51:23,510 --> 00:51:20,220 they want us to do and to believe and so 1262 00:51:26,210 --> 00:51:23,520 they could interfere in the ability to 1263 00:51:28,670 --> 00:51:26,220 perceive and communicate with our higher 1264 00:51:30,829 --> 00:51:28,680 self for example and then be able to 1265 00:51:33,049 --> 00:51:30,839 pretend they're our spirit guide or 1266 00:51:35,630 --> 00:51:33,059 there may be a past life memory or we we 1267 00:51:37,490 --> 00:51:35,640 are an alien in a past life or make us 1268 00:51:40,010 --> 00:51:37,500 think things and have downloads and 1269 00:51:43,069 --> 00:51:40,020 memories that really come from a 1270 00:51:45,250 --> 00:51:43,079 different place so this is where this is 1271 00:51:48,710 --> 00:51:45,260 where we have to be absolutely 1272 00:51:51,230 --> 00:51:48,720 uh serious and honest about wanting to 1273 00:51:54,230 --> 00:51:51,240 connect with the most high regardless of 1274 00:51:56,089 --> 00:51:54,240 what we were believing before and on the 1275 00:51:58,190 --> 00:51:56,099 only the truth no matter how hard it 1276 00:52:01,069 --> 00:51:58,200 hurts so that we can connect with the 1277 00:52:03,049 --> 00:52:01,079 most high and have that show us so we 1278 00:52:05,690 --> 00:52:03,059 can receive the truth and then be able 1279 00:52:08,329 --> 00:52:05,700 to perceive how that comes to us in our 1280 00:52:11,030 --> 00:52:08,339 unique way to show us what the truth is 1281 00:52:12,890 --> 00:52:11,040 about anything going on in our life and 1282 00:52:15,290 --> 00:52:12,900 then the spirit does come through in 1283 00:52:17,150 --> 00:52:15,300 many miraculous ways it doesn't matter I 1284 00:52:19,609 --> 00:52:17,160 don't think it doesn't matter your faith 1285 00:52:21,650 --> 00:52:19,619 and I think the more faith you have in 1286 00:52:23,630 --> 00:52:21,660 something good the more it can 1287 00:52:25,970 --> 00:52:23,640 communicate with you and actually show 1288 00:52:28,190 --> 00:52:25,980 you what's going on 1289 00:52:30,770 --> 00:52:28,200 and so that's that's the way to go you 1290 00:52:32,390 --> 00:52:30,780 have to be really honest and not want to 1291 00:52:34,430 --> 00:52:32,400 believe in something that feels good 1292 00:52:36,829 --> 00:52:34,440 because it makes you feel popular or 1293 00:52:39,109 --> 00:52:36,839 whatever the channeled messages are but 1294 00:52:41,390 --> 00:52:39,119 just be completely honest and open about 1295 00:52:43,609 --> 00:52:41,400 the absolute truth no matter what it is 1296 00:52:46,130 --> 00:52:43,619 so that you could receive it in from 1297 00:52:47,870 --> 00:52:46,140 your own internal natural resources to 1298 00:52:50,630 --> 00:52:47,880 the connection to your eternal spirit 1299 00:52:52,190 --> 00:52:50,640 and that's where where we need to go 1300 00:52:53,930 --> 00:52:52,200 with it that's when we find the truth 1301 00:52:57,049 --> 00:52:53,940 that's what I believe 1302 00:52:59,329 --> 00:52:57,059 I I love that I love so many things 1303 00:53:01,250 --> 00:52:59,339 about that I'm challenged though with 1304 00:53:03,049 --> 00:53:01,260 some of that in terms of 1305 00:53:05,390 --> 00:53:03,059 like when you jump in and say you know 1306 00:53:07,250 --> 00:53:05,400 they live through us it's some kind of 1307 00:53:09,890 --> 00:53:07,260 harvesting of energy and stuff like that 1308 00:53:11,990 --> 00:53:09,900 we don't know that I don't think we know 1309 00:53:13,730 --> 00:53:12,000 that and and I can understand that that 1310 00:53:15,530 --> 00:53:13,740 is your experience from you know working 1311 00:53:18,349 --> 00:53:15,540 with these people but 1312 00:53:21,770 --> 00:53:18,359 again I keep coming back to the tagline 1313 00:53:24,829 --> 00:53:21,780 or the ethos of skeptico is inquiry to 1314 00:53:28,250 --> 00:53:24,839 perpetuate doubt I think doubt is a 1315 00:53:32,210 --> 00:53:28,260 spiritual thing I think that greater 1316 00:53:35,870 --> 00:53:32,220 love light truth that we know is there 1317 00:53:38,809 --> 00:53:35,880 doesn't want us to be certain certainty 1318 00:53:41,030 --> 00:53:38,819 is for something else is for another 1319 00:53:43,130 --> 00:53:41,040 realm another realm of knowing when 1320 00:53:44,569 --> 00:53:43,140 everything is known in that other realm 1321 00:53:46,849 --> 00:53:44,579 that's what people tell us from that 1322 00:53:49,309 --> 00:53:46,859 other realm is I knew everything 1323 00:53:51,410 --> 00:53:49,319 you couldn't even ask a question and the 1324 00:53:54,049 --> 00:53:51,420 answer came into my head and then I was 1325 00:53:56,450 --> 00:53:54,059 put back down in this time space reality 1326 00:54:00,770 --> 00:53:56,460 and not so much of knowing everything 1327 00:54:04,370 --> 00:54:00,780 but where I was trying to go with that 1328 00:54:08,390 --> 00:54:04,380 and you did take us there is that if we 1329 00:54:11,210 --> 00:54:08,400 want to look at malevolent entities in 1330 00:54:14,089 --> 00:54:11,220 this extended Consciousness Realm we 1331 00:54:16,370 --> 00:54:14,099 have a lot of anthropological support 1332 00:54:18,890 --> 00:54:16,380 for that we can go look at all these 1333 00:54:20,329 --> 00:54:18,900 cultures where they'll tell you exactly 1334 00:54:23,329 --> 00:54:20,339 the kind of stories you're talking about 1335 00:54:25,849 --> 00:54:23,339 from the shamanic experience going over 1336 00:54:28,370 --> 00:54:25,859 in the shamanic dream and having 1337 00:54:30,710 --> 00:54:28,380 always it's always serpents or it's 1338 00:54:32,210 --> 00:54:30,720 crocodiles or it's whatever and they're 1339 00:54:35,030 --> 00:54:32,220 coming in and they're interfering 1340 00:54:37,490 --> 00:54:35,040 they'll have spells being cast on people 1341 00:54:39,470 --> 00:54:37,500 to break up lovers or to bring lovers 1342 00:54:41,450 --> 00:54:39,480 together all the stuff you're talking 1343 00:54:45,790 --> 00:54:41,460 about is there in the shamanic 1344 00:54:49,250 --> 00:54:45,800 Traditions with no ET overlay on it so 1345 00:54:52,670 --> 00:54:49,260 that makes me wonder should we be 1346 00:54:54,950 --> 00:54:52,680 considering that without E.T without 1347 00:54:57,170 --> 00:54:54,960 non-human intelligence and what does 1348 00:54:58,970 --> 00:54:57,180 that tell us about non-human 1349 00:55:00,470 --> 00:54:58,980 intelligence and the other thing because 1350 00:55:02,450 --> 00:55:00,480 I like to throw so many things on the 1351 00:55:04,790 --> 00:55:02,460 table all at once is 1352 00:55:07,430 --> 00:55:04,800 I don't think Mary Rodwell would come 1353 00:55:10,730 --> 00:55:07,440 down on the same side you guys do in 1354 00:55:14,089 --> 00:55:10,740 terms of these beings being all negative 1355 00:55:16,430 --> 00:55:14,099 she sees a lot more positive beings in 1356 00:55:18,829 --> 00:55:16,440 the non-human intelligence realm and 1357 00:55:22,490 --> 00:55:18,839 what she does is kind of say the my lab 1358 00:55:24,770 --> 00:55:22,500 stuff is she's kind of 1359 00:55:28,010 --> 00:55:24,780 she's if you will to me a little bit too 1360 00:55:31,250 --> 00:55:28,020 much segmenting all the negative stuff 1361 00:55:32,930 --> 00:55:31,260 oh that's all my lab which yeah I don't 1362 00:55:34,970 --> 00:55:32,940 think makes I don't think makes sense 1363 00:55:37,010 --> 00:55:34,980 but I don't think it makes sense to say 1364 00:55:39,710 --> 00:55:37,020 oh this is all dark you know this is 1365 00:55:42,069 --> 00:55:39,720 everything that E.T is doing is is all 1366 00:55:44,390 --> 00:55:42,079 dark it's a there's too much 1367 00:55:46,250 --> 00:55:44,400 genuine spiritual experiences that 1368 00:55:48,530 --> 00:55:46,260 people are having there there's some of 1369 00:55:51,170 --> 00:55:48,540 it there's healing which is hard to kind 1370 00:55:53,150 --> 00:55:51,180 of see in any other way as helping 1371 00:55:54,530 --> 00:55:53,160 people get on with their life there is a 1372 00:55:56,030 --> 00:55:54,540 lot of negative stuff which you're 1373 00:55:58,609 --> 00:55:56,040 pointing out and I don't want to lost 1374 00:56:00,950 --> 00:55:58,619 that over but I'm trying to kind of 1375 00:56:03,230 --> 00:56:00,960 paint a landscape that's more complex 1376 00:56:04,910 --> 00:56:03,240 that isn't so siled which is what I see 1377 00:56:06,950 --> 00:56:04,920 happening all over the place like the 1378 00:56:10,309 --> 00:56:06,960 hegelian dialectic they always get 1379 00:56:12,170 --> 00:56:10,319 there's always like a a polarization to 1380 00:56:14,450 --> 00:56:12,180 try to make it simple and you know it's 1381 00:56:16,130 --> 00:56:14,460 either this or that and I I kind of 1382 00:56:19,490 --> 00:56:16,140 understand that but one of the things 1383 00:56:21,650 --> 00:56:19,500 that was a problem with people that had 1384 00:56:22,970 --> 00:56:21,660 come to me or in the early days let's 1385 00:56:25,069 --> 00:56:22,980 say people who were in these super 1386 00:56:27,170 --> 00:56:25,079 soldier projects like the Montauk boys 1387 00:56:29,770 --> 00:56:27,180 and even some of the earlier secret 1388 00:56:32,450 --> 00:56:29,780 Space Project they called it special 1389 00:56:34,690 --> 00:56:32,460 unacknowledged access projects or 1390 00:56:37,910 --> 00:56:34,700 whatever right but many of them had 1391 00:56:40,309 --> 00:56:37,920 trauma and gosh so much trauma and 1392 00:56:43,010 --> 00:56:40,319 programming but uh 1393 00:56:45,530 --> 00:56:43,020 different beings having interacted with 1394 00:56:47,390 --> 00:56:45,540 them as well as human military in these 1395 00:56:49,370 --> 00:56:47,400 secret projects and then when they 1396 00:56:51,470 --> 00:56:49,380 discovered what was going on with them 1397 00:56:53,569 --> 00:56:51,480 they would search the ends of the Earth 1398 00:56:55,849 --> 00:56:53,579 you know going to Nepal and Tibet and 1399 00:56:58,069 --> 00:56:55,859 going to different yogis and gurus and 1400 00:57:00,109 --> 00:56:58,079 and you know begging for help and asking 1401 00:57:01,730 --> 00:57:00,119 for help and trying to do exorcisms and 1402 00:57:04,490 --> 00:57:01,740 it's like nobody could help them they're 1403 00:57:06,950 --> 00:57:04,500 like sorry I guess it's your karma and 1404 00:57:10,069 --> 00:57:06,960 and they were really a lot of people 1405 00:57:12,710 --> 00:57:10,079 were they were sunned and not understood 1406 00:57:14,270 --> 00:57:12,720 and it and it made me wonder like wait a 1407 00:57:16,730 --> 00:57:14,280 minute here if there's these people 1408 00:57:18,410 --> 00:57:16,740 claiming that they're friggin gurus and 1409 00:57:20,030 --> 00:57:18,420 they know all about Enlightenment and 1410 00:57:22,130 --> 00:57:20,040 they can't help one of these people in 1411 00:57:24,650 --> 00:57:22,140 one of these projects they don't their 1412 00:57:26,770 --> 00:57:24,660 religion is missing something 1413 00:57:29,750 --> 00:57:26,780 and this is what made me question 1414 00:57:32,569 --> 00:57:29,760 there's some kind of intelligence or a 1415 00:57:34,490 --> 00:57:32,579 force that's what I call it enabling the 1416 00:57:36,410 --> 00:57:34,500 Predator parasite programming within 1417 00:57:38,690 --> 00:57:36,420 religions and certain spiritual 1418 00:57:40,010 --> 00:57:38,700 narratives and traditions that are 1419 00:57:43,430 --> 00:57:40,020 missing something really really 1420 00:57:45,470 --> 00:57:43,440 important and and I know that one of the 1421 00:57:49,309 --> 00:57:45,480 simple things they're missing is they're 1422 00:57:52,250 --> 00:57:49,319 bypassing the the real importance of 1423 00:57:54,770 --> 00:57:52,260 recovering from complex trauma even from 1424 00:57:56,510 --> 00:57:54,780 just a simple psychological level but 1425 00:57:58,970 --> 00:57:56,520 somehow they're not dealing with the 1426 00:58:01,730 --> 00:57:58,980 attached entity business and they're not 1427 00:58:05,030 --> 00:58:01,740 able to truly deal with that effectively 1428 00:58:07,069 --> 00:58:05,040 even with their own faith because 1429 00:58:09,349 --> 00:58:07,079 there's something's been omitted in 1430 00:58:11,510 --> 00:58:09,359 terms of their thoroughness of 1431 00:58:13,490 --> 00:58:11,520 understanding of how things work 1432 00:58:16,010 --> 00:58:13,500 what about the whole samskara stuff 1433 00:58:18,829 --> 00:58:16,020 you're familiar with the yoga tradition 1434 00:58:22,730 --> 00:58:18,839 a lot I mean does it to me when you say 1435 00:58:25,490 --> 00:58:22,740 that it's like Evie that is exactly the 1436 00:58:28,010 --> 00:58:25,500 practice of the release of the samskara 1437 00:58:30,650 --> 00:58:28,020 you know is that you can create the the 1438 00:58:33,049 --> 00:58:30,660 example I always love is I first heard 1439 00:58:34,849 --> 00:58:33,059 from a Mickey singer the untethered Soul 1440 00:58:37,250 --> 00:58:34,859 which is a super popular book and a 1441 00:58:39,589 --> 00:58:37,260 western guy but he was like 1442 00:58:41,390 --> 00:58:39,599 this is like to me is like right out of 1443 00:58:44,150 --> 00:58:41,400 your practice and working with people is 1444 00:58:47,569 --> 00:58:44,160 I'm driving down the road and I see this 1445 00:58:50,750 --> 00:58:47,579 blue Corvette go by and there's my 1446 00:58:52,010 --> 00:58:50,760 girlfriend with this guy and they're 1447 00:58:53,690 --> 00:58:52,020 just having a good old time and they're 1448 00:58:57,349 --> 00:58:53,700 making out there all this stuff and I'm 1449 00:59:00,410 --> 00:58:57,359 like you know boom I just go off and 1450 00:59:03,049 --> 00:59:00,420 then later I come to understand that no 1451 00:59:05,809 --> 00:59:03,059 that wasn't my girlfriend it just looked 1452 00:59:09,170 --> 00:59:05,819 like my girlfriend but 1453 00:59:11,750 --> 00:59:09,180 every time I see a blue Corvette boom my 1454 00:59:14,870 --> 00:59:11,760 body just goes off and I have this flood 1455 00:59:16,910 --> 00:59:14,880 of emotions so from a yogic perspective 1456 00:59:19,190 --> 00:59:16,920 they'd say well you have a samskara 1457 00:59:21,470 --> 00:59:19,200 there is God's energy that's flowing 1458 00:59:23,990 --> 00:59:21,480 through you and you've blocked it in a 1459 00:59:26,750 --> 00:59:24,000 way and you've probably blocked it in a 1460 00:59:28,130 --> 00:59:26,760 million ways including stuff that you 1461 00:59:30,410 --> 00:59:28,140 came in with that you weren't even 1462 00:59:32,150 --> 00:59:30,420 responsible for but they would explain 1463 00:59:35,030 --> 00:59:32,160 that in a very direct way and they'd say 1464 00:59:36,829 --> 00:59:35,040 here's how you release those but get 1465 00:59:38,750 --> 00:59:36,839 ready because you got a million of them 1466 00:59:40,370 --> 00:59:38,760 to release so it's a you know you're not 1467 00:59:42,890 --> 00:59:40,380 going to get through them all but you're 1468 00:59:45,230 --> 00:59:42,900 going to to me that is a direct parallel 1469 00:59:47,210 --> 00:59:45,240 with exactly what you're saying and I I 1470 00:59:50,270 --> 00:59:47,220 think it makes a lot of sense is that 1471 00:59:54,170 --> 00:59:50,280 complex trauma and then how to release 1472 00:59:56,930 --> 00:59:54,180 that and that that is nurturing our 1473 01:00:00,049 --> 00:59:56,940 inner true spirituality and connection 1474 01:00:02,329 --> 01:00:00,059 with the source so I'm totally down with 1475 01:00:05,270 --> 01:00:02,339 that part of it what do you see is 1476 01:00:07,670 --> 01:00:05,280 lacking from and couldn't we find that 1477 01:00:09,349 --> 01:00:07,680 in the mystical Christian tradition in 1478 01:00:10,130 --> 01:00:09,359 the Buddhist tradition in the okay go 1479 01:00:12,109 --> 01:00:10,140 ahead 1480 01:00:14,870 --> 01:00:12,119 well yeah I mean I believe that there is 1481 01:00:16,789 --> 01:00:14,880 a a deeper tradition of those who really 1482 01:00:19,370 --> 01:00:16,799 I don't know you can call it people who 1483 01:00:24,710 --> 01:00:19,380 really have the Holy Spirit or or they 1484 01:00:27,289 --> 01:00:24,720 really have a deeper connection because 1485 01:00:29,289 --> 01:00:27,299 their perception opens up so that 1486 01:00:33,170 --> 01:00:29,299 they're not blinded by their own 1487 01:00:35,930 --> 01:00:33,180 preconceived notions or dogmatic ways of 1488 01:00:37,789 --> 01:00:35,940 perceiving it's like 1489 01:00:40,490 --> 01:00:37,799 you know like well the Taoist would call 1490 01:00:42,410 --> 01:00:40,500 it spontaneous wisdom and the Christians 1491 01:00:43,910 --> 01:00:42,420 would call it the Holy Spirit and it the 1492 01:00:45,890 --> 01:00:43,920 holy spirit's usually imbued with love 1493 01:00:48,530 --> 01:00:45,900 and and mercy but it could also give you 1494 01:00:50,329 --> 01:00:48,540 spontaneous wisdom of the direct 1495 01:00:53,450 --> 01:00:50,339 perception of what's going on with this 1496 01:00:55,430 --> 01:00:53,460 person and and knowing what it just 1497 01:00:57,109 --> 01:00:55,440 shows you what's going on and I think 1498 01:00:59,510 --> 01:00:57,119 the same thing happens with people who 1499 01:01:03,530 --> 01:00:59,520 are really connected and then it gives 1500 01:01:05,510 --> 01:01:03,540 them insight into how to proceed uh in 1501 01:01:07,970 --> 01:01:05,520 life and how to maybe help people if 1502 01:01:10,250 --> 01:01:07,980 they're open but that that's not always 1503 01:01:12,710 --> 01:01:10,260 easy like one of the difficulties that 1504 01:01:14,809 --> 01:01:12,720 I've run across with many people 1505 01:01:18,349 --> 01:01:14,819 um they had once they uncovered let's 1506 01:01:20,150 --> 01:01:18,359 say the dark underbelly of what you know 1507 01:01:22,609 --> 01:01:20,160 secret societies are the ones 1508 01:01:24,230 --> 01:01:22,619 controlling let's say the dark side of 1509 01:01:25,250 --> 01:01:24,240 the earth if they want to keep it secret 1510 01:01:27,289 --> 01:01:25,260 and they don't want you to know the 1511 01:01:29,569 --> 01:01:27,299 whole thing and then you bring up too 1512 01:01:32,210 --> 01:01:29,579 much attention or influence on a certain 1513 01:01:34,730 --> 01:01:32,220 aspect of the ufology for example then 1514 01:01:36,589 --> 01:01:34,740 you become a targeted individual and so 1515 01:01:39,589 --> 01:01:36,599 what happens with targeted vigils 1516 01:01:42,890 --> 01:01:39,599 sometimes it's technology sometimes it's 1517 01:01:45,230 --> 01:01:42,900 direct you can relate it to human you 1518 01:01:47,150 --> 01:01:45,240 know them doing stuff to your bank 1519 01:01:48,470 --> 01:01:47,160 account or they're gang stalking you and 1520 01:01:50,170 --> 01:01:48,480 there's a whole there's a whole thing 1521 01:01:52,789 --> 01:01:50,180 with that but there is a technology 1522 01:01:54,650 --> 01:01:52,799 that's related to very Advanced 1523 01:01:57,470 --> 01:01:54,660 Technologies that it could actually 1524 01:02:00,589 --> 01:01:57,480 explain a lot of some of the alien and 1525 01:02:03,109 --> 01:02:00,599 my lab stuff that people think are 1526 01:02:05,210 --> 01:02:03,119 coming from Aliens so that there are 1527 01:02:07,370 --> 01:02:05,220 technologies that could affect you on 1528 01:02:09,770 --> 01:02:07,380 very deep and even spiritual levels now 1529 01:02:12,010 --> 01:02:09,780 that's being employed to try to prevent 1530 01:02:15,650 --> 01:02:12,020 people from bringing to light 1531 01:02:18,589 --> 01:02:15,660 truth or you know different aspects so 1532 01:02:21,410 --> 01:02:18,599 that people could wake up to actually 1533 01:02:23,329 --> 01:02:21,420 have solutions to what the problems are 1534 01:02:26,030 --> 01:02:23,339 so that there are forces that are trying 1535 01:02:27,470 --> 01:02:26,040 to prevent people but and that's what I 1536 01:02:29,270 --> 01:02:27,480 run across is like people who are 1537 01:02:31,069 --> 01:02:29,280 actually being targeted and they're 1538 01:02:32,690 --> 01:02:31,079 trying to get out from under it and 1539 01:02:34,549 --> 01:02:32,700 working through all these quote 1540 01:02:36,650 --> 01:02:34,559 psychological ways of doing it but but 1541 01:02:38,150 --> 01:02:36,660 it ain't working because maybe there's 1542 01:02:40,549 --> 01:02:38,160 so there's something else that we don't 1543 01:02:43,549 --> 01:02:40,559 know and but we're finding out more all 1544 01:02:48,049 --> 01:02:43,559 the time and and I think that's good 1545 01:02:50,390 --> 01:02:48,059 so yeah and it's super important work 1546 01:02:53,690 --> 01:02:50,400 and you're bringing a lot forward that 1547 01:02:56,329 --> 01:02:53,700 we definitely need to get out there and 1548 01:02:59,270 --> 01:02:56,339 sort through and process and I know I've 1549 01:03:01,010 --> 01:02:59,280 kind of pushed back in a lot of ways but 1550 01:03:02,390 --> 01:03:01,020 I also want to at the same time as I 1551 01:03:05,450 --> 01:03:02,400 said in the beginning 1552 01:03:09,410 --> 01:03:05,460 kind of connect this with the Normie 1553 01:03:12,349 --> 01:03:09,420 World in a way that helps us see how 1554 01:03:15,289 --> 01:03:12,359 completely ridiculous that is at the 1555 01:03:18,049 --> 01:03:15,299 same time because you know we we have 1556 01:03:20,870 --> 01:03:18,059 disclosure now which is like an 1557 01:03:23,210 --> 01:03:20,880 unbelievable well it's a fake it's a 1558 01:03:26,210 --> 01:03:23,220 fake disclosure it's a very limited 1559 01:03:28,609 --> 01:03:26,220 hangout disclosure but I mean who you've 1560 01:03:30,890 --> 01:03:28,619 been at this for long enough and I have 1561 01:03:33,349 --> 01:03:30,900 two not to the extent that you have but 1562 01:03:35,390 --> 01:03:33,359 who would have ever thought that the New 1563 01:03:39,230 --> 01:03:35,400 York Times would run the story and say 1564 01:03:41,589 --> 01:03:39,240 here they are here's the video and you 1565 01:03:44,450 --> 01:03:41,599 know that the Senate 1566 01:03:46,130 --> 01:03:44,460 that Congress would say hey we have to 1567 01:03:49,210 --> 01:03:46,140 start looking at this because we do have 1568 01:03:52,190 --> 01:03:49,220 these there is an orchestrated 1569 01:03:54,230 --> 01:03:52,200 manipulative but there is a kind of 1570 01:03:56,750 --> 01:03:54,240 disclosure that makes it undeniable and 1571 01:03:59,210 --> 01:03:56,760 yet at the same time when we look at the 1572 01:04:00,170 --> 01:03:59,220 people who are our public intellectuals 1573 01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:00,180 and 1574 01:04:07,430 --> 01:04:04,559 listened to his show but he talks about 1575 01:04:10,010 --> 01:04:07,440 this like there is no disclosure and he 1576 01:04:12,470 --> 01:04:10,020 has avilopram Harvard on and he talks 1577 01:04:14,390 --> 01:04:12,480 about anomalous things but they pretend 1578 01:04:17,569 --> 01:04:14,400 like they haven't seen the Tic Tac 1579 01:04:19,789 --> 01:04:17,579 videos it's like what are we trying to 1580 01:04:22,370 --> 01:04:19,799 do what is going on here for a lot of us 1581 01:04:25,309 --> 01:04:22,380 we're kind of like you know what what 1582 01:04:27,410 --> 01:04:25,319 game is being played the other thing I 1583 01:04:30,710 --> 01:04:27,420 would connect it to and I I want to get 1584 01:04:33,589 --> 01:04:30,720 into this as well with you is the MK 1585 01:04:36,890 --> 01:04:33,599 Ultra stuff is super important to this 1586 01:04:39,289 --> 01:04:36,900 and it's been outed I mean I sent you 1587 01:04:41,930 --> 01:04:39,299 the link to Annie Jacobson's book I mean 1588 01:04:45,530 --> 01:04:41,940 Annie Jacobson has 10 million views with 1589 01:04:46,490 --> 01:04:45,540 Rogan she pulls up way short uh with her 1590 01:04:48,470 --> 01:04:46,500 book 1591 01:04:50,690 --> 01:04:48,480 um it's a limited hangout kind of thing 1592 01:04:52,870 --> 01:04:50,700 but give her credit it is the most 1593 01:04:56,390 --> 01:04:52,880 thorough uh 1594 01:05:00,470 --> 01:04:56,400 explanation of the whole MK Ultra 1595 01:05:03,230 --> 01:05:00,480 project starting with uh puerich and his 1596 01:05:05,750 --> 01:05:03,240 talking to the nine then the council and 1597 01:05:07,849 --> 01:05:05,760 you get all the all the E.T stuff is in 1598 01:05:10,250 --> 01:05:07,859 there as well and but then she brings it 1599 01:05:12,970 --> 01:05:10,260 up to date with in terms of the mind 1600 01:05:15,650 --> 01:05:12,980 control stuff it's well freaking 1601 01:05:18,109 --> 01:05:15,660 documented so anyone who's coming at 1602 01:05:20,390 --> 01:05:18,119 this from a normie perspective and 1603 01:05:22,309 --> 01:05:20,400 calling into question anything that you 1604 01:05:24,410 --> 01:05:22,319 just said needs to go read that freaking 1605 01:05:26,390 --> 01:05:24,420 book because it's all right parent for 1606 01:05:28,430 --> 01:05:26,400 you it's like hell yes we were doing 1607 01:05:30,530 --> 01:05:28,440 that we're doing every kind of mind 1608 01:05:33,770 --> 01:05:30,540 control imaginable and it wasn't just 1609 01:05:37,069 --> 01:05:33,780 giving people LSD it was Manchurian 1610 01:05:38,809 --> 01:05:37,079 Candidate but it was also demonic let's 1611 01:05:40,730 --> 01:05:38,819 bring in the Demonic guy let's see what 1612 01:05:44,089 --> 01:05:40,740 we can do let's do disassociative 1613 01:05:46,190 --> 01:05:44,099 identity disorder uh by uh on demand you 1614 01:05:48,530 --> 01:05:46,200 know I interviewed Whitley streamer a 1615 01:05:50,349 --> 01:05:48,540 couple times that is his experience you 1616 01:05:54,049 --> 01:05:50,359 know being 1617 01:05:56,089 --> 01:05:54,059 recruited into an Air Force program for 1618 01:05:57,470 --> 01:05:56,099 gifted children because it's dead and 1619 01:05:59,030 --> 01:05:57,480 going in there and seeing the kids in 1620 01:06:01,010 --> 01:05:59,040 Faraday cages and they're cutting 1621 01:06:03,230 --> 01:06:01,020 rabbits heads off and saying if you ever 1622 01:06:06,049 --> 01:06:03,240 say any of this and kind of traumatizing 1623 01:06:08,329 --> 01:06:06,059 me doing this this is all over the 1624 01:06:10,250 --> 01:06:08,339 place in terms of documents 1625 01:06:12,170 --> 01:06:10,260 yeah that's the my lab thing where I 1626 01:06:14,630 --> 01:06:12,180 mean it's and it's trauma-based mind 1627 01:06:17,150 --> 01:06:14,640 control taken to all these other levels 1628 01:06:19,370 --> 01:06:17,160 of interacting in and out of time and 1629 01:06:21,349 --> 01:06:19,380 and is they really are doing these 1630 01:06:23,690 --> 01:06:21,359 things which is the reason why we need 1631 01:06:26,809 --> 01:06:23,700 to understand how trauma affects the 1632 01:06:28,789 --> 01:06:26,819 brain and how to restore our our balance 1633 01:06:31,549 --> 01:06:28,799 and then actually have more abilities 1634 01:06:33,230 --> 01:06:31,559 than we would have if we hadn't had that 1635 01:06:35,510 --> 01:06:33,240 actually they're what they're doing I 1636 01:06:37,670 --> 01:06:35,520 know it sounds nuts but they're they're 1637 01:06:40,309 --> 01:06:37,680 activating what they call the metagene 1638 01:06:42,529 --> 01:06:40,319 and I guess that's just a term whether 1639 01:06:45,049 --> 01:06:42,539 or not it's real but they'll traumatize 1640 01:06:47,510 --> 01:06:45,059 a lot of people sometimes killing them 1641 01:06:48,890 --> 01:06:47,520 because they they work with many right I 1642 01:06:50,569 --> 01:06:48,900 mean these are the black projects they'd 1643 01:06:53,390 --> 01:06:50,579 never want you to know about and then 1644 01:06:55,430 --> 01:06:53,400 they try to get some to activate like an 1645 01:06:57,230 --> 01:06:55,440 ability to do things like supernatural 1646 01:06:59,930 --> 01:06:57,240 abilities like the X-Men kind of thing 1647 01:07:01,609 --> 01:06:59,940 like bi-locating or you know popping in 1648 01:07:03,230 --> 01:07:01,619 and out of time or doing whatever and 1649 01:07:05,569 --> 01:07:03,240 then certain people can do these things 1650 01:07:07,789 --> 01:07:05,579 when they're pushed to certain traumas 1651 01:07:09,589 --> 01:07:07,799 of dissociation and then they have these 1652 01:07:12,109 --> 01:07:09,599 abilities pop out but they can only do 1653 01:07:13,849 --> 01:07:12,119 it during certain triggers so the whole 1654 01:07:15,349 --> 01:07:13,859 idea with a lot of these Montauk boys 1655 01:07:17,450 --> 01:07:15,359 and these people who realized they were 1656 01:07:19,730 --> 01:07:17,460 in these secret space programs is to 1657 01:07:22,250 --> 01:07:19,740 recover and integrate their traumas 1658 01:07:24,890 --> 01:07:22,260 release the Demonic and all the icky 1659 01:07:27,710 --> 01:07:24,900 mind control triggers and restore their 1660 01:07:29,990 --> 01:07:27,720 true and natural real abilities that 1661 01:07:32,270 --> 01:07:30,000 they have and then start using it for 1662 01:07:36,190 --> 01:07:32,280 the good and start helping others and 1663 01:07:41,630 --> 01:07:38,690 what do you mean on that last part 1664 01:07:44,690 --> 01:07:41,640 that's what who is trying to do 1665 01:07:48,710 --> 01:07:44,700 who this has been going on for a long 1666 01:07:51,950 --> 01:07:48,720 time actually well I mean has it been 1667 01:07:54,710 --> 01:07:51,960 going on for 788 000 years I think it 1668 01:07:57,890 --> 01:07:54,720 has I interviewed Bruce Fenton and he 1669 01:08:00,410 --> 01:07:57,900 shows kind of a genetic record and uh so 1670 01:08:02,390 --> 01:08:00,420 shows techno signatures or you know look 1671 01:08:05,690 --> 01:08:02,400 at the same thing with the MK Ultra 1672 01:08:07,789 --> 01:08:05,700 project part of it is the whole Stargate 1673 01:08:09,170 --> 01:08:07,799 thing and the remote viewing thing and 1674 01:08:12,650 --> 01:08:09,180 if you look at those guys when they 1675 01:08:15,170 --> 01:08:12,660 remote view Mars they see people over 1676 01:08:17,410 --> 01:08:15,180 there I don't know if they're us or if 1677 01:08:19,370 --> 01:08:17,420 they're non-human intelligences from 1678 01:08:22,430 --> 01:08:19,380 extraterrestrials but this is a million 1679 01:08:26,090 --> 01:08:22,440 years ago right and if you go look at Dr 1680 01:08:29,749 --> 01:08:26,100 uh John Brandenburg and uh it's the 1681 01:08:33,289 --> 01:08:29,759 nuclear bomb Trace elements and the 1682 01:08:36,349 --> 01:08:33,299 Isotopes from Mars he's a astrophysicist 1683 01:08:39,050 --> 01:08:36,359 he's a solid guy you know he's very 1684 01:08:41,030 --> 01:08:39,060 published peer-reviewed papers on that I 1685 01:08:41,990 --> 01:08:41,040 I think the time the other thing that 1686 01:08:46,070 --> 01:08:42,000 kind of 1687 01:08:47,930 --> 01:08:46,080 con want to compress the time frame down 1688 01:08:50,209 --> 01:08:47,940 and say what about Roswell that's when 1689 01:08:52,970 --> 01:08:50,219 this started now what if it started a 1690 01:08:55,249 --> 01:08:52,980 million years ago what if it started 750 1691 01:08:57,470 --> 01:08:55,259 000 years ago with ongoing genetic 1692 01:08:59,570 --> 01:08:57,480 manipulation the whole way isn't that 1693 01:09:02,269 --> 01:08:59,580 how why would why wouldn't it be that 1694 01:09:06,289 --> 01:09:02,279 way so when I hear you know 1695 01:09:07,970 --> 01:09:06,299 Corey Goode who now has outed himself as 1696 01:09:10,070 --> 01:09:07,980 you know not 1697 01:09:12,229 --> 01:09:10,080 telling the truth in his deposition or 1698 01:09:15,410 --> 01:09:12,239 whatever or any of this other recent 1699 01:09:18,229 --> 01:09:15,420 stuff I have a hard time kind of really 1700 01:09:20,209 --> 01:09:18,239 focusing on that is like okay this is it 1701 01:09:23,030 --> 01:09:20,219 you know buckle up it's all happening 1702 01:09:25,729 --> 01:09:23,040 right now I mean what do you think 1703 01:09:28,070 --> 01:09:25,739 well I know that these projects are 1704 01:09:31,430 --> 01:09:28,080 happening and many people don't go 1705 01:09:33,470 --> 01:09:31,440 public and they prefer not to so 1706 01:09:36,050 --> 01:09:33,480 I don't I know that there's something 1707 01:09:38,090 --> 01:09:36,060 going on and there has been for a long 1708 01:09:41,450 --> 01:09:38,100 time though I mean we're just in our 1709 01:09:43,610 --> 01:09:41,460 current ERA of technology and culture 1710 01:09:45,410 --> 01:09:43,620 that's just taking it to the degree that 1711 01:09:47,209 --> 01:09:45,420 it's going but I think this has been 1712 01:09:50,570 --> 01:09:47,219 going on for thousands of years through 1713 01:09:52,070 --> 01:09:50,580 ancient family lines and Cults and that 1714 01:09:53,930 --> 01:09:52,080 kind of thing 1715 01:09:55,970 --> 01:09:53,940 um from ancient Egypt and who knows 1716 01:09:57,169 --> 01:09:55,980 maybe Atlantis and some of these other 1717 01:09:58,790 --> 01:09:57,179 lemuria 1718 01:10:00,650 --> 01:09:58,800 I think these things have been going on 1719 01:10:03,110 --> 01:10:00,660 for a long time with the same kinds of 1720 01:10:05,090 --> 01:10:03,120 beings that they're connecting with to 1721 01:10:06,770 --> 01:10:05,100 work through certain human groups and 1722 01:10:08,750 --> 01:10:06,780 doing the same kinds of things maybe 1723 01:10:10,610 --> 01:10:08,760 they weren't as technologically the same 1724 01:10:12,890 --> 01:10:10,620 but then again maybe they were maybe 1725 01:10:15,110 --> 01:10:12,900 they were even more so 1726 01:10:16,370 --> 01:10:15,120 so well that's why you know the question 1727 01:10:19,550 --> 01:10:16,380 for me 1728 01:10:21,590 --> 01:10:19,560 for a while has been and I really pushed 1729 01:10:24,410 --> 01:10:21,600 Mary on this and I love she gave me a 1730 01:10:28,490 --> 01:10:24,420 really concise answer too but my kind of 1731 01:10:30,110 --> 01:10:28,500 cheeky question is does ET have an nde 1732 01:10:34,010 --> 01:10:30,120 does 1733 01:10:36,410 --> 01:10:34,020 ET have a Life review and so I had to 1734 01:10:38,450 --> 01:10:36,420 ask her that a few times she goes well 1735 01:10:42,350 --> 01:10:38,460 well yeah she goes I remember doing a 1736 01:10:46,370 --> 01:10:42,360 regression with a gentleman who went to 1737 01:10:49,970 --> 01:10:46,380 a past life where he was uh E.T he was 1738 01:10:51,110 --> 01:10:49,980 from another planet and he remem he 1739 01:10:53,930 --> 01:10:51,120 remembered 1740 01:10:55,790 --> 01:10:53,940 just kind of decimating this culture 1741 01:10:58,250 --> 01:10:55,800 which was just kind of a primitive 1742 01:10:59,870 --> 01:10:58,260 culture and he went in and they just you 1743 01:11:01,430 --> 01:10:59,880 know kind of wiped it out and did all 1744 01:11:03,830 --> 01:11:01,440 the stuff that we know from our 1745 01:11:07,550 --> 01:11:03,840 historical past you know has happened 1746 01:11:10,550 --> 01:11:07,560 both by us but also seems to have been 1747 01:11:12,410 --> 01:11:10,560 reported in their lore as happening from 1748 01:11:14,450 --> 01:11:12,420 other entities that came in and did this 1749 01:11:16,430 --> 01:11:14,460 and he's identifying with this and he's 1750 01:11:17,750 --> 01:11:16,440 having a very hard time dealing with 1751 01:11:20,870 --> 01:11:17,760 this because it wasn't a conscious 1752 01:11:21,590 --> 01:11:20,880 memory he had but it came up under 1753 01:11:25,010 --> 01:11:21,600 um 1754 01:11:27,830 --> 01:11:25,020 regression and as you know 1755 01:11:30,530 --> 01:11:27,840 people want to poo poo regression but 1756 01:11:33,550 --> 01:11:30,540 when you really push on the evidence for 1757 01:11:35,110 --> 01:11:33,560 regression it's highly highly uh 1758 01:11:38,750 --> 01:11:35,120 significantly 1759 01:11:41,270 --> 01:11:38,760 verifiable I mean people can bring 1760 01:11:43,669 --> 01:11:41,280 recover memories not in all cases it can 1761 01:11:46,250 --> 01:11:43,679 be you know misused but it can be a real 1762 01:11:50,110 --> 01:11:46,260 tool for memory but anyways the the 1763 01:11:53,750 --> 01:11:50,120 point back to that is she says yes E.T 1764 01:11:56,270 --> 01:11:53,760 does have an nde to me that is my only 1765 01:11:58,729 --> 01:11:56,280 way I can understand the hierarchy of 1766 01:12:01,550 --> 01:11:58,739 Consciousness is that because the 1767 01:12:03,950 --> 01:12:01,560 central most Salient point of the 1768 01:12:06,410 --> 01:12:03,960 near-death experience is 1769 01:12:07,430 --> 01:12:06,420 more than anything else is one it's 1770 01:12:09,530 --> 01:12:07,440 about love 1771 01:12:11,390 --> 01:12:09,540 it's about connection and and people 1772 01:12:13,310 --> 01:12:11,400 don't go fishing for that if you just go 1773 01:12:15,770 --> 01:12:13,320 and look at the accounts that's what 1774 01:12:18,350 --> 01:12:15,780 they say overwhelmingly over 90 but the 1775 01:12:20,870 --> 01:12:18,360 other thing is that you will be judged 1776 01:12:23,090 --> 01:12:20,880 you will be judged there is a right and 1777 01:12:26,390 --> 01:12:23,100 wrong there is a moral imperative and 1778 01:12:29,870 --> 01:12:26,400 you will be judged but you will be the 1779 01:12:31,729 --> 01:12:29,880 judge your soul will be the judge of 1780 01:12:33,169 --> 01:12:31,739 your actions your Deeds that's what 1781 01:12:35,030 --> 01:12:33,179 comes through from the near-death 1782 01:12:37,189 --> 01:12:35,040 experience science 1783 01:12:39,410 --> 01:12:37,199 so that's why to me the most relevant 1784 01:12:40,610 --> 01:12:39,420 question is is E.T going through that 1785 01:12:44,750 --> 01:12:40,620 same cycle 1786 01:12:46,910 --> 01:12:44,760 I believe from what I've seen is that I 1787 01:12:49,910 --> 01:12:46,920 suspect that E.T is 1788 01:12:52,130 --> 01:12:49,920 ET is in the School of Life whatever 1789 01:12:54,830 --> 01:12:52,140 that is broader than just down on this 1790 01:12:57,709 --> 01:12:54,840 planet and to me that makes the whole 1791 01:13:00,550 --> 01:12:57,719 thing seem a lot different than to think 1792 01:13:03,530 --> 01:13:00,560 it's some kind of Gnostic war against 1793 01:13:05,090 --> 01:13:03,540 good and bad but good doesn't really 1794 01:13:07,370 --> 01:13:05,100 have an upper hand we don't know who's 1795 01:13:08,750 --> 01:13:07,380 going to come out the the near-death 1796 01:13:10,729 --> 01:13:08,760 experience science kind of tells us 1797 01:13:14,750 --> 01:13:10,739 something different kind of tells us hey 1798 01:13:17,330 --> 01:13:14,760 man the light is a billion times more 1799 01:13:19,750 --> 01:13:17,340 powerful more meaningful than the dark 1800 01:13:23,330 --> 01:13:19,760 but you're going to play out this little 1801 01:13:25,310 --> 01:13:23,340 drama down here that's okay it's part of 1802 01:13:27,770 --> 01:13:25,320 the school it's part of the thing but 1803 01:13:30,410 --> 01:13:27,780 you're all going to be advancing based 1804 01:13:32,630 --> 01:13:30,420 on what you're able to do down here so I 1805 01:13:33,950 --> 01:13:32,640 laid a ton on the table there what are 1806 01:13:36,770 --> 01:13:33,960 some of your thoughts 1807 01:13:39,530 --> 01:13:36,780 well I mean who could I mean when people 1808 01:13:41,930 --> 01:13:39,540 have these experiences I can't question 1809 01:13:45,110 --> 01:13:41,940 them I think love is really important 1810 01:13:47,750 --> 01:13:45,120 and maybe having a perspective of how we 1811 01:13:50,689 --> 01:13:47,760 affect others in our different 1812 01:13:53,450 --> 01:13:50,699 existences is important but one of the 1813 01:13:55,729 --> 01:13:53,460 things that uh Dr Corrado Malanga 1814 01:13:58,790 --> 01:13:55,739 brought to light in his research was 1815 01:14:00,649 --> 01:13:58,800 that the beings that he called the 1816 01:14:03,530 --> 01:14:00,659 beings that were the more malevolent ETS 1817 01:14:07,189 --> 01:14:03,540 I guess he claimed that they did not 1818 01:14:10,130 --> 01:14:07,199 have the eternal spirit or anima that we 1819 01:14:13,610 --> 01:14:10,140 had and that they they could exist in 1820 01:14:15,890 --> 01:14:13,620 time and space but they were temporal so 1821 01:14:18,290 --> 01:14:15,900 they would have to kind of borrow and 1822 01:14:20,630 --> 01:14:18,300 attach on to us and use our eternal 1823 01:14:22,790 --> 01:14:20,640 spirit to live through Us in whatever 1824 01:14:25,370 --> 01:14:22,800 capacity they wanted so they were kind 1825 01:14:28,189 --> 01:14:25,380 of like piggybackers so part of the 1826 01:14:31,189 --> 01:14:28,199 process to prevent them from interfering 1827 01:14:32,870 --> 01:14:31,199 was to release them and they had to stay 1828 01:14:35,270 --> 01:14:32,880 back in the temporal realm while we 1829 01:14:37,310 --> 01:14:35,280 connected with our eternal spirit and 1830 01:14:40,970 --> 01:14:37,320 then worked with our eternal spirit to 1831 01:14:42,950 --> 01:14:40,980 get rid of that which is truly not us so 1832 01:14:47,090 --> 01:14:42,960 if it was an attached thing that really 1833 01:14:49,970 --> 01:14:47,100 is not us or originally us then then it 1834 01:14:53,209 --> 01:14:49,980 would go back to its origin and not 1835 01:14:55,610 --> 01:14:53,219 bother us anymore so part of his theory 1836 01:14:57,530 --> 01:14:55,620 and this is what I believe with respect 1837 01:14:59,689 --> 01:14:57,540 to those that are what I call the 1838 01:15:02,530 --> 01:14:59,699 narcissists who create chaos and drama 1839 01:15:04,970 --> 01:15:02,540 and feed on negative or a lot of emotion 1840 01:15:07,550 --> 01:15:04,980 they're obviously doing something to 1841 01:15:09,590 --> 01:15:07,560 feed on and we see that a lot with 1842 01:15:11,450 --> 01:15:09,600 certain entities that they attach and 1843 01:15:13,490 --> 01:15:11,460 they feed on negative or positive 1844 01:15:14,810 --> 01:15:13,500 emotions and that or they create a lot 1845 01:15:17,090 --> 01:15:14,820 of Chaos 1846 01:15:19,010 --> 01:15:17,100 so they they tend to why do they have to 1847 01:15:21,050 --> 01:15:19,020 do that what are they not connected to 1848 01:15:25,130 --> 01:15:21,060 that they have to feed on someone else 1849 01:15:27,050 --> 01:15:25,140 and I don't think predation is normal I 1850 01:15:31,189 --> 01:15:27,060 don't think predation is a normal state 1851 01:15:33,310 --> 01:15:31,199 of being but in this realm it is but I 1852 01:15:36,110 --> 01:15:33,320 think that where we come from eternally 1853 01:15:37,910 --> 01:15:36,120 predation and parasitism is not even 1854 01:15:40,490 --> 01:15:37,920 like a thing 1855 01:15:42,950 --> 01:15:40,500 I think it's something here because 1856 01:15:44,510 --> 01:15:42,960 there's beings who need something that 1857 01:15:46,669 --> 01:15:44,520 we have and they're just going to take 1858 01:15:49,070 --> 01:15:46,679 it and that's just what they're doing 1859 01:15:52,189 --> 01:15:49,080 and that's how I see a lot of it the 1860 01:15:54,169 --> 01:15:52,199 ones that have a malevolent effect and 1861 01:15:56,450 --> 01:15:54,179 that they they draw up all this energy 1862 01:15:58,130 --> 01:15:56,460 and drama and chaos and then when you 1863 01:15:59,990 --> 01:15:58,140 release them it's like ah then you feel 1864 01:16:02,750 --> 01:16:00,000 peace that you're like it's just not an 1865 01:16:04,970 --> 01:16:02,760 issue anymore so I have to ask that 1866 01:16:06,709 --> 01:16:04,980 question and that comes to me that good 1867 01:16:08,450 --> 01:16:06,719 and evil is like evil would be something 1868 01:16:10,550 --> 01:16:08,460 that wants to create a lot of misery and 1869 01:16:12,770 --> 01:16:10,560 chaos and feed on that negative energy 1870 01:16:15,830 --> 01:16:12,780 and actually have a malicious intent or 1871 01:16:19,790 --> 01:16:15,840 not care at all about how they affect 1872 01:16:21,530 --> 01:16:19,800 you that to me is is evil or just so 1873 01:16:24,530 --> 01:16:21,540 ignorant or like a machine or something 1874 01:16:26,689 --> 01:16:24,540 I don't know so I don't know but I think 1875 01:16:28,610 --> 01:16:26,699 the ones that are good that they would 1876 01:16:31,010 --> 01:16:28,620 be Eternal also and they're just going 1877 01:16:34,729 --> 01:16:31,020 through a an existence and an experience 1878 01:16:36,110 --> 01:16:34,739 and learning from it like we are well I 1879 01:16:39,169 --> 01:16:36,120 was with you there and then you kind of 1880 01:16:40,550 --> 01:16:39,179 threw me at the end so where how are you 1881 01:16:43,850 --> 01:16:40,560 understanding 1882 01:16:45,290 --> 01:16:43,860 these extended Realms as it relates to 1883 01:16:46,610 --> 01:16:45,300 you know because in this conversation 1884 01:16:49,729 --> 01:16:46,620 we've kind of 1885 01:16:53,149 --> 01:16:49,739 and I'm not being I'm not being critical 1886 01:16:56,570 --> 01:16:53,159 because I think we we there's so much 1887 01:16:59,630 --> 01:16:56,580 you know are we how are we to understand 1888 01:17:01,910 --> 01:16:59,640 these extended conscious Realms is there 1889 01:17:04,370 --> 01:17:01,920 such a thing as lower Realms what does 1890 01:17:06,169 --> 01:17:04,380 that even mean we see that through in 1891 01:17:08,930 --> 01:17:06,179 many many cultures and they talk about 1892 01:17:12,350 --> 01:17:08,940 us how close are we to these lower 1893 01:17:14,689 --> 01:17:12,360 Realms are there such a thing as higher 1894 01:17:17,630 --> 01:17:14,699 Realms are there some higher Realms that 1895 01:17:19,790 --> 01:17:17,640 are closer to us than other Realms what 1896 01:17:21,950 --> 01:17:19,800 would that even mean then if we start 1897 01:17:25,010 --> 01:17:21,960 talking about different phenomena that 1898 01:17:27,709 --> 01:17:25,020 we talk about experience you know Auto 1899 01:17:29,990 --> 01:17:27,719 Body travel where are we going the dream 1900 01:17:31,310 --> 01:17:30,000 yoga when he says go to those Realms 1901 01:17:34,370 --> 01:17:31,320 here they are here's the directions 1902 01:17:37,550 --> 01:17:34,380 here's the road map where are they 1903 01:17:40,310 --> 01:17:37,560 ET where is ET what you know so 1904 01:17:43,010 --> 01:17:40,320 I think we got to pin this down a little 1905 01:17:45,950 --> 01:17:43,020 bit more and I'm interested in what your 1906 01:17:47,990 --> 01:17:45,960 read of it is well I think I don't know 1907 01:17:49,970 --> 01:17:48,000 I just think there's good ones and and 1908 01:17:52,910 --> 01:17:49,980 bad ones and the and the bad ones are 1909 01:17:55,970 --> 01:17:52,920 like narcissistics and parasites and 1910 01:17:59,630 --> 01:17:55,980 predators or like machines and they 1911 01:18:00,649 --> 01:17:59,640 they're amoral or like Amor they don't 1912 01:18:03,290 --> 01:18:00,659 like they don't care they're just doing 1913 01:18:04,910 --> 01:18:03,300 a job and it's like their program and a 1914 01:18:06,590 --> 01:18:04,920 lot of them kind of act like it's just a 1915 01:18:07,910 --> 01:18:06,600 program you know they're just doing what 1916 01:18:09,050 --> 01:18:07,920 they're doing because they have to do it 1917 01:18:12,649 --> 01:18:09,060 and it's their job they don't really 1918 01:18:15,050 --> 01:18:12,659 care how it affects you but my sense is 1919 01:18:16,490 --> 01:18:15,060 that if somebody really has an immortal 1920 01:18:19,010 --> 01:18:16,500 eternal spirit and they're living an 1921 01:18:21,590 --> 01:18:19,020 experience they're eventually going to 1922 01:18:24,830 --> 01:18:21,600 to learn and and not have to be 1923 01:18:27,290 --> 01:18:24,840 predators and parasites so when someone 1924 01:18:29,149 --> 01:18:27,300 when someone does recover their trauma 1925 01:18:31,970 --> 01:18:29,159 like a human we really go through 1926 01:18:33,770 --> 01:18:31,980 recovery and and you connect with your 1927 01:18:35,750 --> 01:18:33,780 spirit and you like release the grief 1928 01:18:37,490 --> 01:18:35,760 and and you the the joy and the 1929 01:18:39,709 --> 01:18:37,500 compassion of your natural Spirit comes 1930 01:18:43,370 --> 01:18:39,719 back in a sense of peace and goodness 1931 01:18:46,130 --> 01:18:43,380 and Harmony comes back and so that's a 1932 01:18:47,870 --> 01:18:46,140 restoration of your original nature 1933 01:18:50,930 --> 01:18:47,880 without the trauma 1934 01:18:53,930 --> 01:18:50,940 Evie we have met the enemy and it is us 1935 01:18:55,910 --> 01:18:53,940 we have met the Nazis it is us the the 1936 01:18:58,970 --> 01:18:55,920 pictures that Abu ghraib are still 1937 01:19:01,130 --> 01:18:58,980 burned in all our memories of you know 1938 01:19:03,110 --> 01:19:01,140 let's do enhanced interrogation of 1939 01:19:06,290 --> 01:19:03,120 people this is great let's can we do all 1940 01:19:09,290 --> 01:19:06,300 sorts of weird sexual stuff let's abuse 1941 01:19:11,030 --> 01:19:09,300 people this is our government everything 1942 01:19:13,010 --> 01:19:11,040 we've done this is the history always 1943 01:19:15,530 --> 01:19:13,020 put under slavery you know let's have 1944 01:19:17,570 --> 01:19:15,540 enslaved these people rape these kids 1945 01:19:19,870 --> 01:19:17,580 let's go to church and come home and go 1946 01:19:24,890 --> 01:19:19,880 oh it's okay and then 1947 01:19:27,229 --> 01:19:24,900 how how are we not in absolutely in the 1948 01:19:29,870 --> 01:19:27,239 middle of this and at the same time we 1949 01:19:31,669 --> 01:19:29,880 identify with I want you on that wall I 1950 01:19:33,890 --> 01:19:31,679 need you on that wall because I don't 1951 01:19:36,830 --> 01:19:33,900 want the Chinese marching in here and 1952 01:19:39,709 --> 01:19:36,840 telling me that you know I I whatever 1953 01:19:42,229 --> 01:19:39,719 illusion I have of uh self-determination 1954 01:19:44,209 --> 01:19:42,239 and Free Will is out the window and it 1955 01:19:48,050 --> 01:19:44,219 should all be for the state either so 1956 01:19:50,030 --> 01:19:48,060 there's a lot of complexity here that 1957 01:19:52,850 --> 01:19:50,040 kind of gets swept under the rug with 1958 01:19:55,610 --> 01:19:52,860 some of this stuff yeah 1959 01:19:56,930 --> 01:19:55,620 I I just well the I see where it swept 1960 01:20:01,130 --> 01:19:56,940 under the rug 1961 01:20:03,169 --> 01:20:01,140 and um and I I see problems with um like 1962 01:20:06,770 --> 01:20:03,179 feeding the Predator parasite 1963 01:20:08,810 --> 01:20:06,780 programming the enablers and so why are 1964 01:20:11,270 --> 01:20:08,820 they not seeing that they're enabling 1965 01:20:13,189 --> 01:20:11,280 the Predators why are they not aware of 1966 01:20:15,169 --> 01:20:13,199 this sometimes it's it's a perplexing 1967 01:20:18,590 --> 01:20:15,179 question like well how come you can't 1968 01:20:20,930 --> 01:20:18,600 see this how come you can't see the harm 1969 01:20:24,610 --> 01:20:20,940 you're doing when you're doing that like 1970 01:20:29,149 --> 01:20:26,450 sometimes you have to ask that question 1971 01:20:31,189 --> 01:20:29,159 do you know the the Michael Aquino story 1972 01:20:34,130 --> 01:20:31,199 do you know who Michael is Colonel 1973 01:20:36,950 --> 01:20:34,140 Michael Aquino he's dead now he's dead 1974 01:20:38,390 --> 01:20:36,960 now I mean it was a Satanist yeah 1975 01:20:40,010 --> 01:20:38,400 pedophile 1976 01:20:41,750 --> 01:20:40,020 I mean at least that's what the 1977 01:20:43,910 --> 01:20:41,760 government concluded when they finally 1978 01:20:47,229 --> 01:20:43,920 let him go but they weren't able inside 1979 01:20:50,330 --> 01:20:47,239 the our judicial system or the military 1980 01:20:53,390 --> 01:20:50,340 judicial system to ever convict him or 1981 01:20:57,470 --> 01:20:53,400 anything so that is who we are you know 1982 01:21:00,530 --> 01:20:57,480 that that is us that is our democracy is 1983 01:21:04,729 --> 01:21:00,540 Satanist Colonel Michael Aquino who's a 1984 01:21:08,450 --> 01:21:04,739 pedophile and is respected among his 1985 01:21:09,350 --> 01:21:08,460 super soldier peers in the military I 1986 01:21:12,950 --> 01:21:09,360 mean 1987 01:21:16,850 --> 01:21:12,960 I I don't I don't know how we get out of 1988 01:21:20,390 --> 01:21:16,860 that without going spiritual in a way 1989 01:21:21,890 --> 01:21:20,400 that is transcends all this oh we're the 1990 01:21:24,350 --> 01:21:21,900 center of the story and it's all about 1991 01:21:27,830 --> 01:21:24,360 us and it can't be all about us it has 1992 01:21:30,649 --> 01:21:27,840 to be bigger than that 1993 01:21:33,110 --> 01:21:30,659 well there are malevolent groups that 1994 01:21:36,470 --> 01:21:33,120 control and through trickery and mind 1995 01:21:38,750 --> 01:21:36,480 control and spiritual deception to 1996 01:21:41,689 --> 01:21:38,760 prevent us from perceiving the whole 1997 01:21:43,430 --> 01:21:41,699 thing and then when you do you're alone 1998 01:21:45,770 --> 01:21:43,440 for a while 1999 01:21:47,870 --> 01:21:45,780 and get targeted sometimes they kill you 2000 01:21:50,090 --> 01:21:47,880 but then sometimes other people kind of 2001 01:21:52,070 --> 01:21:50,100 wake up too and I just think 2002 01:21:54,050 --> 01:21:52,080 it reminds me of that and Rand movie 2003 01:21:56,870 --> 01:21:54,060 Atlas Shrugged and I don't know why but 2004 01:21:58,669 --> 01:21:56,880 that movie stuck with me 2005 01:22:01,430 --> 01:21:58,679 um on the end where I guess it was John 2006 01:22:04,010 --> 01:22:01,440 Galt had a statement that you know what 2007 01:22:06,649 --> 01:22:04,020 he discovered all along that you know 2008 01:22:09,169 --> 01:22:06,659 don't ever allow them to steal the fire 2009 01:22:12,709 --> 01:22:09,179 of your spirit which is you know the 2010 01:22:14,510 --> 01:22:12,719 spirit of invention uh individuality to 2011 01:22:17,510 --> 01:22:14,520 to get ahead to strive for excellence 2012 01:22:20,450 --> 01:22:17,520 and not allow the program it's like the 2013 01:22:23,090 --> 01:22:20,460 Communist program uh to basically feed 2014 01:22:24,830 --> 01:22:23,100 the predator and the parasite and then 2015 01:22:28,250 --> 01:22:24,840 let everything else go to because 2016 01:22:30,050 --> 01:22:28,260 well we're just gonna allow them to to 2017 01:22:31,550 --> 01:22:30,060 do and be what they do and we'll feel 2018 01:22:33,709 --> 01:22:31,560 sorry for them and not see what's really 2019 01:22:35,750 --> 01:22:33,719 happening with the overall evil of this 2020 01:22:37,729 --> 01:22:35,760 whole scheme so let's just escape and 2021 01:22:39,470 --> 01:22:37,739 create another world and just like sorry 2022 01:22:41,990 --> 01:22:39,480 we're going elsewhere 2023 01:22:45,290 --> 01:22:42,000 so sometimes I wonder if if that's what 2024 01:22:47,870 --> 01:22:45,300 some groups have done or some secret 2025 01:22:50,330 --> 01:22:47,880 yogis who have all these like phenomenal 2026 01:22:52,910 --> 01:22:50,340 abilities or go hiding out they're like 2027 01:22:54,530 --> 01:22:52,920 they're off the radar 2028 01:22:56,810 --> 01:22:54,540 they don't want to go and argue and be 2029 01:22:58,729 --> 01:22:56,820 on the disclosure panel and and play 2030 01:23:00,890 --> 01:22:58,739 that game for freaking 30 years and find 2031 01:23:03,350 --> 01:23:00,900 out where that goes you know what I mean 2032 01:23:05,689 --> 01:23:03,360 I mean I didn't know what you mean but 2033 01:23:08,570 --> 01:23:05,699 isn't that part of the personal 2034 01:23:10,189 --> 01:23:08,580 development and education process too I 2035 01:23:12,350 --> 01:23:10,199 mean because that goes 2036 01:23:14,630 --> 01:23:12,360 that's another part of the recovery 2037 01:23:19,189 --> 01:23:14,640 process isn't it when you say complex 2038 01:23:20,930 --> 01:23:19,199 trauma is how do I deal with these these 2039 01:23:23,330 --> 01:23:20,940 people who 2040 01:23:25,250 --> 01:23:23,340 all over the board as you again 2041 01:23:27,709 --> 01:23:25,260 folks you you will get a lot out of 2042 01:23:30,470 --> 01:23:27,719 these books if you read them they are 2043 01:23:33,410 --> 01:23:30,480 challenging the material will 2044 01:23:36,229 --> 01:23:33,420 seriously fundamentally rattle your 2045 01:23:38,390 --> 01:23:36,239 Paradigm but we all need that on a 2046 01:23:40,130 --> 01:23:38,400 regular basis but we need to tell the 2047 01:23:42,110 --> 01:23:40,140 truth though I think like part of the 2048 01:23:43,610 --> 01:23:42,120 process is we can't like run away and 2049 01:23:45,950 --> 01:23:43,620 just like okay I'm done with this place 2050 01:23:47,270 --> 01:23:45,960 they ain't going to listen right 2051 01:23:49,070 --> 01:23:47,280 um so I'm just like leaving and you 2052 01:23:51,169 --> 01:23:49,080 create another world of sambala or 2053 01:23:52,850 --> 01:23:51,179 something but I think part of our 2054 01:23:56,570 --> 01:23:52,860 process even people who've gone through 2055 01:23:58,430 --> 01:23:56,580 like 12-step programs or recovery or you 2056 01:24:00,169 --> 01:23:58,440 know witnessing doing their testimony 2057 01:24:02,510 --> 01:24:00,179 and witness for Jesus whatever it is 2058 01:24:05,149 --> 01:24:02,520 there's there comes a point where you 2059 01:24:08,030 --> 01:24:05,159 need to we need to tell the truth and 2060 01:24:11,450 --> 01:24:08,040 express ourselves for what Our Truth is 2061 01:24:13,850 --> 01:24:11,460 and Find meaning and belonging in that 2062 01:24:15,530 --> 01:24:13,860 process we heal as a result of being 2063 01:24:18,590 --> 01:24:15,540 able to tell the truth as we understand 2064 01:24:20,030 --> 01:24:18,600 it as we're learning the whole way and I 2065 01:24:22,130 --> 01:24:20,040 think we also we always need a 2066 01:24:25,729 --> 01:24:22,140 connection with another human being or 2067 01:24:27,530 --> 01:24:25,739 more to express our truth safely and I 2068 01:24:29,630 --> 01:24:27,540 think that's a real important part of 2069 01:24:31,729 --> 01:24:29,640 recovery when we can create that safety 2070 01:24:33,950 --> 01:24:31,739 to express address whatever that 2071 01:24:37,250 --> 01:24:33,960 experience is without you know feeling 2072 01:24:39,410 --> 01:24:37,260 we're going to be you know ridiculed or 2073 01:24:43,430 --> 01:24:39,420 killed and that that's an awesome point 2074 01:24:46,270 --> 01:24:43,440 and let's talk a little bit about the 2075 01:24:49,610 --> 01:24:46,280 flip side of that too which is the the 2076 01:24:51,950 --> 01:24:49,620 after effects proselytizing kind of 2077 01:24:53,510 --> 01:24:51,960 stuff because this is a real issue I 2078 01:24:56,450 --> 01:24:53,520 don't know if you're aware of it but in 2079 01:24:58,010 --> 01:24:56,460 the near-death experience research right 2080 01:24:59,390 --> 01:24:58,020 so again what I love about the 2081 01:25:01,070 --> 01:24:59,400 near-death experience research is 2082 01:25:02,290 --> 01:25:01,080 there's a scientific angle of it where 2083 01:25:04,910 --> 01:25:02,300 we say okay 2084 01:25:06,770 --> 01:25:04,920 physiologically this defies explanation 2085 01:25:08,930 --> 01:25:06,780 our neurological models are out the 2086 01:25:10,910 --> 01:25:08,940 window now but now let's go look at the 2087 01:25:13,610 --> 01:25:10,920 accounts and then like we talked about 2088 01:25:16,130 --> 01:25:13,620 if you go look cross-culture and you go 2089 01:25:18,410 --> 01:25:16,140 look in India and you say oh my God 2090 01:25:20,209 --> 01:25:18,420 these people are having this basically 2091 01:25:22,790 --> 01:25:20,219 samadhi experience they're kind of 2092 01:25:24,830 --> 01:25:22,800 waking up and they're all about God and 2093 01:25:26,689 --> 01:25:24,840 love and some fantastic things are 2094 01:25:28,729 --> 01:25:26,699 happening including some paranormal 2095 01:25:31,610 --> 01:25:28,739 psychic things but they're also filled 2096 01:25:33,530 --> 01:25:31,620 with the Holy Spirit or whatever and the 2097 01:25:35,570 --> 01:25:33,540 people in India will go okay yeah what 2098 01:25:38,330 --> 01:25:35,580 we need to do is kind of take care of 2099 01:25:40,729 --> 01:25:38,340 them over here put them you know go feed 2100 01:25:42,410 --> 01:25:40,739 them you know keep Pat them on the head 2101 01:25:44,450 --> 01:25:42,420 and six months later it'll kind of 2102 01:25:47,209 --> 01:25:44,460 settle down and they'll kind of come 2103 01:25:48,950 --> 01:25:47,219 back and can rejoin Society this is like 2104 01:25:51,890 --> 01:25:48,960 the traditional kind of Indian thing 2105 01:25:54,350 --> 01:25:51,900 well the near-death experience because 2106 01:25:56,209 --> 01:25:54,360 there's a technological component of 2107 01:25:58,669 --> 01:25:56,219 that which we'll talk about in terms of 2108 01:26:00,649 --> 01:25:58,679 MK Ultra because it's so important but 2109 01:26:03,530 --> 01:26:00,659 with near-death experience it's 2110 01:26:05,030 --> 01:26:03,540 resuscitation we are now resuscitating 2111 01:26:07,310 --> 01:26:05,040 people bringing them back from the dead 2112 01:26:08,510 --> 01:26:07,320 in greater numbers what does that mean 2113 01:26:10,129 --> 01:26:08,520 in terms of people having these 2114 01:26:12,770 --> 01:26:10,139 experiences but people have these 2115 01:26:15,410 --> 01:26:12,780 experience and they do higher divorce 2116 01:26:17,629 --> 01:26:15,420 rates and kind of depression and 2117 01:26:20,390 --> 01:26:17,639 suicidal ideation and all this other 2118 01:26:23,689 --> 01:26:20,400 stuff is higher much higher than normal 2119 01:26:25,850 --> 01:26:23,699 because it is this spiritually 2120 01:26:29,330 --> 01:26:25,860 transformative experience and that 2121 01:26:32,450 --> 01:26:29,340 rattles people's lives so 2122 01:26:34,970 --> 01:26:32,460 you are I'm sure all over this in your 2123 01:26:36,169 --> 01:26:34,980 work but speak to that for a minute in 2124 01:26:39,050 --> 01:26:36,179 terms of 2125 01:26:42,709 --> 01:26:39,060 feeling your truth embodying your truth 2126 01:26:45,410 --> 01:26:42,719 but at the same time finding a way to 2127 01:26:48,169 --> 01:26:45,420 integrate into 2128 01:26:49,729 --> 01:26:48,179 you know our social structure in a way 2129 01:26:51,530 --> 01:26:49,739 that isn't going to totally screw up 2130 01:26:54,290 --> 01:26:51,540 your life 2131 01:26:55,610 --> 01:26:54,300 totally that's the big 2132 01:26:57,649 --> 01:26:55,620 yeah 2133 01:26:59,689 --> 01:26:57,659 I mean that's the hard part like if 2134 01:27:01,430 --> 01:26:59,699 you've had a profound experience where 2135 01:27:04,129 --> 01:27:01,440 you let's say realize something that's 2136 01:27:05,990 --> 01:27:04,139 out of the norm of the bell curve of the 2137 01:27:08,689 --> 01:27:06,000 population for what they believe is 2138 01:27:10,850 --> 01:27:08,699 reality it makes you feel alone and 2139 01:27:11,930 --> 01:27:10,860 isolated for a Time unless you could 2140 01:27:15,169 --> 01:27:11,940 basically 2141 01:27:18,290 --> 01:27:15,179 find your own kind or your own tribe and 2142 01:27:20,570 --> 01:27:18,300 get these social relational support to 2143 01:27:23,270 --> 01:27:20,580 to be with at least some mutual 2144 01:27:26,090 --> 01:27:23,280 understanding and that that's a big a 2145 01:27:27,590 --> 01:27:26,100 big thing that makes people depressed 2146 01:27:30,290 --> 01:27:27,600 when they find out 2147 01:27:32,810 --> 01:27:30,300 I think like the narc abuse recovery for 2148 01:27:35,330 --> 01:27:32,820 example is a big it's a good parallel to 2149 01:27:37,790 --> 01:27:35,340 use and it's something that a therapist 2150 01:27:41,209 --> 01:27:37,800 named Ross Rosenberg does with his a 2151 01:27:43,910 --> 01:27:41,219 12-step recovery from self-love deficit 2152 01:27:45,709 --> 01:27:43,920 disorder but basically people found out 2153 01:27:47,629 --> 01:27:45,719 who were codependents who were like 2154 01:27:49,910 --> 01:27:47,639 married or had partners that were like 2155 01:27:51,110 --> 01:27:49,920 narcissistic personality disorder you 2156 01:27:52,850 --> 01:27:51,120 know like it's the worst kind of 2157 01:27:55,370 --> 01:27:52,860 relationship you can have but but it's 2158 01:27:57,290 --> 01:27:55,380 like a magnet syndrome of unresolved 2159 01:28:00,050 --> 01:27:57,300 complex trauma on both ends that's like 2160 01:28:01,850 --> 01:28:00,060 two sides of the same coin so once you 2161 01:28:03,649 --> 01:28:01,860 let's say it's the codependent end that 2162 01:28:06,229 --> 01:28:03,659 tends to get into recovery because 2163 01:28:07,669 --> 01:28:06,239 they're the ones that hurt the most and 2164 01:28:09,890 --> 01:28:07,679 the other the other ones really don't 2165 01:28:11,689 --> 01:28:09,900 get well which is actually a worse curse 2166 01:28:13,070 --> 01:28:11,699 when you think about it but once you 2167 01:28:15,229 --> 01:28:13,080 start getting well and you start 2168 01:28:17,149 --> 01:28:15,239 realizing the truth and quit gaslighting 2169 01:28:19,790 --> 01:28:17,159 yourself and quit doubting yourself and 2170 01:28:22,490 --> 01:28:19,800 recover your identity and you know 2171 01:28:24,530 --> 01:28:22,500 release the grief then there's like a 2172 01:28:27,110 --> 01:28:24,540 stage of like kind of being suspended in 2173 01:28:29,390 --> 01:28:27,120 a No Man's Land of like losing 75 to 80 2174 01:28:31,850 --> 01:28:29,400 percent of your friends and then like 2175 01:28:33,110 --> 01:28:31,860 trying to find start dating again when 2176 01:28:35,570 --> 01:28:33,120 you're just really afraid you're going 2177 01:28:37,910 --> 01:28:35,580 to attract another one of those and and 2178 01:28:39,950 --> 01:28:37,920 just having to to start all over again 2179 01:28:41,570 --> 01:28:39,960 from knowing that you're going to lose a 2180 01:28:44,570 --> 01:28:41,580 lot of family connections and friend 2181 01:28:46,729 --> 01:28:44,580 connections and maybe even jobs and 2182 01:28:48,229 --> 01:28:46,739 that's that's the the part where you 2183 01:28:50,209 --> 01:28:48,239 really have to get through that and 2184 01:28:52,790 --> 01:28:50,219 start building 2185 01:28:55,250 --> 01:28:52,800 connections with your own kind that have 2186 01:28:58,070 --> 01:28:55,260 that level of understanding and then 2187 01:29:01,010 --> 01:28:58,080 start building from that place but the 2188 01:29:03,410 --> 01:29:01,020 isolation is really hard but when you 2189 01:29:05,390 --> 01:29:03,420 you know top it off with like my laby 2190 01:29:07,850 --> 01:29:05,400 people for example or people who've been 2191 01:29:09,770 --> 01:29:07,860 through Love Bites it's not only the 2192 01:29:11,450 --> 01:29:09,780 isolation that you can have from the 2193 01:29:13,070 --> 01:29:11,460 standard psychological thing but 2194 01:29:15,709 --> 01:29:13,080 sometimes you know they try to kill you 2195 01:29:17,390 --> 01:29:15,719 they do murder your mentors they they 2196 01:29:19,729 --> 01:29:17,400 make you sick they poison you they give 2197 01:29:21,290 --> 01:29:19,739 you cancer they financially they you get 2198 01:29:23,810 --> 01:29:21,300 targeted you turn into a targeted 2199 01:29:25,790 --> 01:29:23,820 individual and this is the real test 2200 01:29:28,310 --> 01:29:25,800 this is like okay you have to be a super 2201 01:29:31,370 --> 01:29:28,320 Yogi enlightened being to start dealing 2202 01:29:32,990 --> 01:29:31,380 with this now because this is the 2203 01:29:34,910 --> 01:29:33,000 place we're going to have to be to 2204 01:29:36,830 --> 01:29:34,920 really overcome 2205 01:29:39,290 --> 01:29:36,840 all these things so that we can go to 2206 01:29:41,149 --> 01:29:39,300 the next level so that when Humanity 2207 01:29:43,250 --> 01:29:41,159 really starts waking up and realizing 2208 01:29:45,830 --> 01:29:43,260 what's been kind of running the show and 2209 01:29:47,390 --> 01:29:45,840 keeping them dummy down they're going to 2210 01:29:49,790 --> 01:29:47,400 be really pissed they're going to be 2211 01:29:51,770 --> 01:29:49,800 going through a lot of trauma and they 2212 01:29:55,250 --> 01:29:51,780 may not come out of it unless they have 2213 01:29:57,950 --> 01:29:55,260 somebody there for them I I mean I'm a 2214 01:30:00,649 --> 01:29:57,960 I think most people can't handle 2215 01:30:02,750 --> 01:30:00,659 the truth to be honest I mean if they 2216 01:30:04,910 --> 01:30:02,760 really knew like the like the deep deep 2217 01:30:07,129 --> 01:30:04,920 stuff like the secret space program and 2218 01:30:09,229 --> 01:30:07,139 the real entities and like the real the 2219 01:30:12,050 --> 01:30:09,239 real weird woo-woo stuff most people 2220 01:30:15,530 --> 01:30:12,060 just could not handle it so 2221 01:30:16,610 --> 01:30:15,540 so if that is a bridge too far for a lot 2222 01:30:20,750 --> 01:30:16,620 of people 2223 01:30:23,629 --> 01:30:20,760 I think we need to connect it to 2224 01:30:27,590 --> 01:30:23,639 what we already know is kind of 2225 01:30:31,310 --> 01:30:27,600 happening like with uh targeting people 2226 01:30:33,770 --> 01:30:31,320 we already have documented proof that 2227 01:30:38,689 --> 01:30:33,780 they're targeting people in all sorts of 2228 01:30:41,090 --> 01:30:38,699 ways but in in particular in the 2229 01:30:42,649 --> 01:30:41,100 you know the the like I guess I'd want 2230 01:30:45,590 --> 01:30:42,659 to break that down from kind of the 2231 01:30:47,510 --> 01:30:45,600 kindergarten level of the my lab stuff 2232 01:30:49,970 --> 01:30:47,520 and we kind of touched on it with 2233 01:30:52,430 --> 01:30:49,980 Whitley strieber but the other way to to 2234 01:30:54,830 --> 01:30:52,440 approach it is to say 2235 01:30:57,590 --> 01:30:54,840 well why wouldn't 2236 01:31:00,050 --> 01:30:57,600 the military industrial complex the 2237 01:31:03,169 --> 01:31:00,060 alphabet soup agencies as everybody say 2238 01:31:05,930 --> 01:31:03,179 why wouldn't they want to know what is 2239 01:31:08,390 --> 01:31:05,940 going on with uh people who have had 2240 01:31:10,370 --> 01:31:08,400 these contacts or even alleged contacts 2241 01:31:11,870 --> 01:31:10,380 so what you would want to do is you 2242 01:31:13,970 --> 01:31:11,880 would want to get these people and you'd 2243 01:31:15,470 --> 01:31:13,980 want to talk to them and you would want 2244 01:31:19,070 --> 01:31:15,480 to talk to them in a way that doesn't 2245 01:31:21,169 --> 01:31:19,080 reveal that you what you know and we 2246 01:31:24,830 --> 01:31:21,179 actually have evidence of this I mean 2247 01:31:27,290 --> 01:31:24,840 Richard Doty was outed for doing this 2248 01:31:29,229 --> 01:31:27,300 with Paul benowitz it's out they wrote 2249 01:31:31,850 --> 01:31:29,239 the books 2250 01:31:33,830 --> 01:31:31,860 and the only thing they did is they they 2251 01:31:36,290 --> 01:31:33,840 did it before disclosure so they hid it 2252 01:31:38,570 --> 01:31:36,300 as oh he must have seen a stealth bomber 2253 01:31:40,970 --> 01:31:38,580 well no he didn't see a stealth bomber 2254 01:31:44,149 --> 01:31:40,980 we all know now that disclosure we know 2255 01:31:46,490 --> 01:31:44,159 that he saw what he saw so if that is a 2256 01:31:49,790 --> 01:31:46,500 bridge too far 2257 01:31:52,790 --> 01:31:49,800 kind of walk it back a little bit and 2258 01:31:53,770 --> 01:31:52,800 how how would you get a normie to 2259 01:31:58,129 --> 01:31:53,780 understand 2260 01:32:02,390 --> 01:31:58,139 this idea of uh targeting and this idea 2261 01:32:05,209 --> 01:32:02,400 of you being someone who they could have 2262 01:32:08,209 --> 01:32:05,219 a special interest in and could cause 2263 01:32:09,470 --> 01:32:08,219 havoc and interfere with someone's life 2264 01:32:13,910 --> 01:32:09,480 I mean 2265 01:32:16,310 --> 01:32:13,920 I don't know if it helps to to like 2266 01:32:18,709 --> 01:32:16,320 whine about it all the time once you 2267 01:32:21,530 --> 01:32:18,719 know your your targeted individual it 2268 01:32:23,689 --> 01:32:21,540 doesn't help like socially to like tell 2269 01:32:26,330 --> 01:32:23,699 people that like it's better just to not 2270 01:32:28,850 --> 01:32:26,340 say anything and try to connect on on 2271 01:32:30,709 --> 01:32:28,860 like normal levels of like walking your 2272 01:32:32,590 --> 01:32:30,719 dog and going to the park and gardening 2273 01:32:34,550 --> 01:32:32,600 together and cooking together and just 2274 01:32:37,189 --> 01:32:34,560 reducing your life to actually 2275 01:32:41,090 --> 01:32:37,199 Simplicity of connecting on like real 2276 01:32:43,310 --> 01:32:41,100 natural easy levels and just working on 2277 01:32:45,350 --> 01:32:43,320 increasing your your love for one 2278 01:32:47,209 --> 01:32:45,360 another and for people to treat each 2279 01:32:50,330 --> 01:32:47,219 other with kindness and just focus on 2280 01:32:53,390 --> 01:32:50,340 that so that if you can build that 2281 01:32:55,550 --> 01:32:53,400 quality that can overcome the the 2282 01:32:58,070 --> 01:32:55,560 malevolent effects of some of the 2283 01:33:00,050 --> 01:32:58,080 targeting and this is what some people 2284 01:33:01,790 --> 01:33:00,060 that I know who could perceive things in 2285 01:33:04,370 --> 01:33:01,800 different ways it's as if there's a 2286 01:33:07,550 --> 01:33:04,380 technology that's overlaying Humanity we 2287 01:33:09,050 --> 01:33:07,560 can call it like the theosophist uh 2288 01:33:12,010 --> 01:33:09,060 Rudolph Steiner people called it the 2289 01:33:14,709 --> 01:33:12,020 afriman which is a almost like a 2290 01:33:17,990 --> 01:33:14,719 machine-like contractual 2291 01:33:20,810 --> 01:33:18,000 malevolent controlling evil machine-like 2292 01:33:23,870 --> 01:33:20,820 amoral force that can move in and around 2293 01:33:25,610 --> 01:33:23,880 and create chaos and as if it you know 2294 01:33:27,169 --> 01:33:25,620 it has a program so it's like it's 2295 01:33:29,390 --> 01:33:27,179 automated once they have your frequency 2296 01:33:31,070 --> 01:33:29,400 you're on this automated program for 2297 01:33:33,350 --> 01:33:31,080 to happen but it happens in 2298 01:33:35,209 --> 01:33:33,360 clusters and waves and it operates 2299 01:33:37,129 --> 01:33:35,219 almost like a 2300 01:33:39,770 --> 01:33:37,139 like a machine 2301 01:33:42,950 --> 01:33:39,780 so if you could figure out how to bring 2302 01:33:44,990 --> 01:33:42,960 light into that into your Consciousness 2303 01:33:46,910 --> 01:33:45,000 and the people you're with to just 2304 01:33:48,890 --> 01:33:46,920 basically create cracks of light and 2305 01:33:51,470 --> 01:33:48,900 awareness to break up those clouds those 2306 01:33:54,169 --> 01:33:51,480 psychic clouds then you won't be as 2307 01:33:56,930 --> 01:33:54,179 influenced by those when you're when 2308 01:33:58,490 --> 01:33:56,940 you're in one of those clouds uh when 2309 01:34:01,010 --> 01:33:58,500 they're targeting you because it's like 2310 01:34:03,590 --> 01:34:01,020 it's almost like a we call them like 2311 01:34:05,870 --> 01:34:03,600 dark astral blobs where it's like I 2312 01:34:07,310 --> 01:34:05,880 don't know I feel another one coming you 2313 01:34:09,470 --> 01:34:07,320 know and then then for the next few 2314 01:34:11,570 --> 01:34:09,480 hours you're like oh my God I did just 2315 01:34:13,430 --> 01:34:11,580 threw me one you know and and then 2316 01:34:15,709 --> 01:34:13,440 trying to bring light to it so that you 2317 01:34:17,209 --> 01:34:15,719 don't react and you you pull in light 2318 01:34:19,010 --> 01:34:17,219 and then all of a sudden things just 2319 01:34:21,410 --> 01:34:19,020 shift and change so it's like you have 2320 01:34:24,050 --> 01:34:21,420 to change your patterns and habits of 2321 01:34:26,390 --> 01:34:24,060 thinking and believing and regardless of 2322 01:34:28,610 --> 01:34:26,400 that wave that happened through whoever 2323 01:34:30,290 --> 01:34:28,620 it happened through not to blame them 2324 01:34:33,229 --> 01:34:30,300 because they're just being part of it 2325 01:34:35,450 --> 01:34:33,239 it's like I don't know how to blame them 2326 01:34:37,070 --> 01:34:35,460 you know well sometimes it is just 2327 01:34:39,410 --> 01:34:37,080 because they're they're 2328 01:34:42,290 --> 01:34:39,420 part of it it's their Consciousness it's 2329 01:34:44,209 --> 01:34:42,300 hard to explain but I think our own 2330 01:34:47,030 --> 01:34:44,219 light and our own awareness and our own 2331 01:34:49,070 --> 01:34:47,040 intentions could create cracks in that 2332 01:34:50,390 --> 01:34:49,080 so that we actually start creating our 2333 01:34:53,030 --> 01:34:50,400 reality and we start dreaming 2334 01:34:54,950 --> 01:34:53,040 differently and they can't they can't 2335 01:34:57,830 --> 01:34:54,960 it's like they're infecting our dreaming 2336 01:35:00,229 --> 01:34:57,840 reality process with stupid ass 2337 01:35:01,669 --> 01:35:00,239 programs that we don't want that's 2338 01:35:03,890 --> 01:35:01,679 coming in through different uh 2339 01:35:05,810 --> 01:35:03,900 perceptual windows but they're able to 2340 01:35:08,689 --> 01:35:05,820 do it more easily and and if we could 2341 01:35:11,450 --> 01:35:08,699 manage to pull those out and not have 2342 01:35:14,149 --> 01:35:11,460 those enter into our reality creation 2343 01:35:16,490 --> 01:35:14,159 mechanism in our dreaming then we can 2344 01:35:19,129 --> 01:35:16,500 smooth more clearly in and around all 2345 01:35:21,169 --> 01:35:19,139 this stuff and just basically nobody 2346 01:35:23,930 --> 01:35:21,179 even knows who you are 2347 01:35:25,129 --> 01:35:23,940 they don't have to know who you you just 2348 01:35:27,290 --> 01:35:25,139 do it 2349 01:35:29,390 --> 01:35:27,300 wonderful wonderful we we keep coming 2350 01:35:31,910 --> 01:35:29,400 back I keep coming at it from an 2351 01:35:33,169 --> 01:35:31,920 evidential scientific kind of prove it 2352 01:35:35,689 --> 01:35:33,179 kind of thing because I think that's an 2353 01:35:37,430 --> 01:35:35,699 important Truth for people to get and 2354 01:35:41,330 --> 01:35:37,440 then you keep flipping it to the 2355 01:35:43,610 --> 01:35:41,340 Therapeutics no no don't apologize no 2356 01:35:47,330 --> 01:35:43,620 it's it's it's it's beautiful and I I 2357 01:35:49,550 --> 01:35:47,340 hope that in this kind of jerky 2358 01:35:52,850 --> 01:35:49,560 conversation people can understand that 2359 01:35:55,810 --> 01:35:52,860 if you're at a place where what Evie's 2360 01:35:58,610 --> 01:35:55,820 saying resonates at all in terms of 2361 01:36:00,530 --> 01:35:58,620 anomalous trauma we haven't even talked 2362 01:36:03,649 --> 01:36:00,540 about the relationship stuff but I guess 2363 01:36:06,169 --> 01:36:03,659 we've touched on it if that resonates at 2364 01:36:08,570 --> 01:36:06,179 all in that you know my relationship 2365 01:36:11,870 --> 01:36:08,580 seems to have anomalous trauma 2366 01:36:13,390 --> 01:36:11,880 associated with it whether it's you know 2367 01:36:16,910 --> 01:36:13,400 it's not 2368 01:36:20,090 --> 01:36:16,920 demonic or malevolent or I was part of 2369 01:36:22,250 --> 01:36:20,100 uh I was part of a a Wicca group or you 2370 01:36:24,050 --> 01:36:22,260 know I was practicing Satanism or black 2371 01:36:26,090 --> 01:36:24,060 magic and next thing you know I've 2372 01:36:27,649 --> 01:36:26,100 talked to people like this guy you know 2373 01:36:29,629 --> 01:36:27,659 he'll talk to them and they'll say they 2374 01:36:31,550 --> 01:36:29,639 have these things going going on and 2375 01:36:33,770 --> 01:36:31,560 then you go well hi you know well I 2376 01:36:37,310 --> 01:36:33,780 guess we did do these kind of occult 2377 01:36:40,550 --> 01:36:37,320 practices you know that's like oh really 2378 01:36:42,770 --> 01:36:40,560 do you think uh anyways I don't want to 2379 01:36:45,410 --> 01:36:42,780 go too far afield if that it all 2380 01:36:46,729 --> 01:36:45,420 resonates with you as with you know we 2381 01:36:49,810 --> 01:36:46,739 haven't kind of done the full 2382 01:36:52,850 --> 01:36:49,820 bifurcation with the alien contact 2383 01:36:55,010 --> 01:36:52,860 contactee and is that evil malevolent or 2384 01:36:57,890 --> 01:36:55,020 is it just somebody doing their job you 2385 01:37:00,229 --> 01:36:57,900 know on sector six Planet whatever 2386 01:37:03,050 --> 01:37:00,239 if that resonates at all I think you get 2387 01:37:07,250 --> 01:37:03,060 a sense that this person who I'm talking 2388 01:37:08,930 --> 01:37:07,260 to today has walked this walk and might 2389 01:37:11,030 --> 01:37:08,940 be able to help you and that's what you 2390 01:37:13,310 --> 01:37:11,040 do you try and help people number one 2391 01:37:15,709 --> 01:37:13,320 with support right both one-on-one 2392 01:37:17,149 --> 01:37:15,719 support and group support how does that 2393 01:37:19,250 --> 01:37:17,159 work 2394 01:37:21,350 --> 01:37:19,260 really it's well people come to me for 2395 01:37:22,610 --> 01:37:21,360 sessions I usually work with zoom or 2396 01:37:24,110 --> 01:37:22,620 phone 2397 01:37:25,850 --> 01:37:24,120 um and then it's really sometimes just 2398 01:37:27,649 --> 01:37:25,860 to tell me what's going on with them 2399 01:37:29,390 --> 01:37:27,659 because they need some kind of 2400 01:37:31,189 --> 01:37:29,400 confirmation or to figure out what 2401 01:37:32,629 --> 01:37:31,199 what's really happening and then 2402 01:37:36,050 --> 01:37:32,639 oftentimes I can do a guided 2403 01:37:38,870 --> 01:37:36,060 hypnotherapy to do deeper work or or 2404 01:37:41,330 --> 01:37:38,880 sometimes to do a group where we do 2405 01:37:43,550 --> 01:37:41,340 dream work we start working with dreams 2406 01:37:45,290 --> 01:37:43,560 as a way of healing and getting greater 2407 01:37:47,570 --> 01:37:45,300 insights and working with the the 2408 01:37:49,790 --> 01:37:47,580 dreaming reality mechanism and really 2409 01:37:50,990 --> 01:37:49,800 assessing perception on a whole 2410 01:37:53,450 --> 01:37:51,000 different level 2411 01:37:56,870 --> 01:37:53,460 so I work with individuals and groups 2412 01:38:00,290 --> 01:37:56,880 and mostly Zoom though online 2413 01:38:02,209 --> 01:38:00,300 that I guess leads into one of the parts 2414 01:38:04,970 --> 01:38:02,219 of the book that I really appreciated 2415 01:38:06,590 --> 01:38:04,980 because so few people talk about it as 2416 01:38:08,209 --> 01:38:06,600 directly as you do even though you just 2417 01:38:10,990 --> 01:38:08,219 touch on that's a tiny part of the book 2418 01:38:14,750 --> 01:38:11,000 is the deception element 2419 01:38:17,629 --> 01:38:14,760 and there's so many parts to that there 2420 01:38:20,930 --> 01:38:17,639 is definitely in my opinion and I think 2421 01:38:23,149 --> 01:38:20,940 it's just very hard to argue this we are 2422 01:38:26,750 --> 01:38:23,159 being run through uh misinformation 2423 01:38:28,729 --> 01:38:26,760 disinformation program constantly and 2424 01:38:31,550 --> 01:38:28,739 it's constantly evolving and it's 2425 01:38:34,250 --> 01:38:31,560 incredibly sophisticated and you know I 2426 01:38:37,669 --> 01:38:34,260 just uh mentioned to you like the Lou 2427 01:38:40,129 --> 01:38:37,679 Elizondo thing you know Lou Alexander 2428 01:38:42,530 --> 01:38:40,139 he's a Conor intelligence agent that's 2429 01:38:45,410 --> 01:38:42,540 what it says on his freaking card and 2430 01:38:47,990 --> 01:38:45,420 yet he's on 60 Minutes he's on the 2431 01:38:50,629 --> 01:38:48,000 History Channel he's promoting The 2432 01:38:53,810 --> 01:38:50,639 Narrative on disclosure and that's like 2433 01:38:55,669 --> 01:38:53,820 a small tiny example from your world but 2434 01:38:57,950 --> 01:38:55,679 it's so clear and I mentioned some other 2435 01:39:01,330 --> 01:38:57,960 ones in this thing so you talk about 2436 01:39:04,010 --> 01:39:01,340 that kind of deception that kind of 2437 01:39:05,510 --> 01:39:04,020 programming that's being thrown at us 2438 01:39:07,910 --> 01:39:05,520 all the time to kind of knock us off 2439 01:39:09,590 --> 01:39:07,920 kilter and to make it harder for us to 2440 01:39:12,290 --> 01:39:09,600 integrate with other people when we say 2441 01:39:15,229 --> 01:39:12,300 Hey you know this is true and they go oh 2442 01:39:16,970 --> 01:39:15,239 no didn't you hear I just read this 2443 01:39:18,530 --> 01:39:16,980 then there is also and I want you to 2444 01:39:21,050 --> 01:39:18,540 talk about this too there is the 2445 01:39:22,490 --> 01:39:21,060 self-deception now I don't know how you 2446 01:39:24,610 --> 01:39:22,500 deal with that because you're a people 2447 01:39:27,050 --> 01:39:24,620 Helper and somebody comes for you 2448 01:39:30,290 --> 01:39:27,060 therapeutically they don't need you 2449 01:39:32,870 --> 01:39:30,300 saying you know you're probably kind of 2450 01:39:36,830 --> 01:39:32,880 deluding yourself a little bit here but 2451 01:39:39,950 --> 01:39:36,840 that is in play too so how do you deal 2452 01:39:41,990 --> 01:39:39,960 with those two aspects of deception and 2453 01:39:46,430 --> 01:39:42,000 then how do we find discernment through 2454 01:39:48,830 --> 01:39:46,440 all that I mean um well for me 2455 01:39:51,649 --> 01:39:48,840 direct realization of your Eternal 2456 01:39:55,310 --> 01:39:51,659 nature is always the best uh gold 2457 01:39:57,410 --> 01:39:55,320 standard you know to launch from but 2458 01:39:59,689 --> 01:39:57,420 sometimes we don't have that and I found 2459 01:40:01,610 --> 01:39:59,699 that the sermon is directly related to 2460 01:40:03,350 --> 01:40:01,620 or say inversely proportional to the 2461 01:40:05,810 --> 01:40:03,360 amount of trauma you've had 2462 01:40:08,629 --> 01:40:05,820 so the more trauma we've had that means 2463 01:40:11,090 --> 01:40:08,639 the more self-disconnection we have from 2464 01:40:12,410 --> 01:40:11,100 our Eternal nature and our heart because 2465 01:40:14,270 --> 01:40:12,420 you know we don't want to remember all 2466 01:40:16,550 --> 01:40:14,280 those icky feelings and memories so we 2467 01:40:19,550 --> 01:40:16,560 have to like stay in the head and live 2468 01:40:22,189 --> 01:40:19,560 in the um illusion so that takes away 2469 01:40:24,649 --> 01:40:22,199 your discernment so we always have to 2470 01:40:27,189 --> 01:40:24,659 reconnect to create discernment but I 2471 01:40:29,750 --> 01:40:27,199 think there's a level of 2472 01:40:33,770 --> 01:40:29,760 Ethics where you really have to have a 2473 01:40:34,970 --> 01:40:33,780 pure heart of goodness to allow truth to 2474 01:40:37,790 --> 01:40:34,980 come through 2475 01:40:40,189 --> 01:40:37,800 because if you really don't have a good 2476 01:40:42,590 --> 01:40:40,199 intention and you really want to hide 2477 01:40:46,010 --> 01:40:42,600 your stuff and not feel and know the 2478 01:40:47,990 --> 01:40:46,020 truth then you'll be easily deceived and 2479 01:40:50,270 --> 01:40:48,000 spiritual manipulation is is some of the 2480 01:40:52,370 --> 01:40:50,280 worst and and I've seen this 2481 01:40:54,709 --> 01:40:52,380 this is why I know it's true and I'm I'm 2482 01:40:56,030 --> 01:40:54,719 basically a Christian because of of what 2483 01:40:58,430 --> 01:40:56,040 I've seen 2484 01:40:59,689 --> 01:40:58,440 but let's say the high level deceivers 2485 01:41:01,910 --> 01:40:59,699 you're talking about high-level 2486 01:41:04,729 --> 01:41:01,920 Spiritual Beings who could masquerade as 2487 01:41:06,590 --> 01:41:04,739 wonderful ascended masters and they 2488 01:41:08,629 --> 01:41:06,600 could do these twin flame things they 2489 01:41:10,850 --> 01:41:08,639 could activate your Kundalini they can 2490 01:41:12,770 --> 01:41:10,860 give you accurate information they can 2491 01:41:14,689 --> 01:41:12,780 give you psychic information to lead you 2492 01:41:16,610 --> 01:41:14,699 on a certain way and then they will 2493 01:41:18,169 --> 01:41:16,620 confirm with their Bona fides that 2494 01:41:20,629 --> 01:41:18,179 everything's going to go fine as long as 2495 01:41:22,910 --> 01:41:20,639 you follow their way and and you really 2496 01:41:25,189 --> 01:41:22,920 believe that it's true and we have this 2497 01:41:28,430 --> 01:41:25,199 kind of spiritual arrogance but once you 2498 01:41:30,649 --> 01:41:28,440 challenge it because they actually led 2499 01:41:33,050 --> 01:41:30,659 someone astray and I learned this from 2500 01:41:35,270 --> 01:41:33,060 people who went to psychics and Terrors 2501 01:41:37,669 --> 01:41:35,280 or even iching or this or that and they 2502 01:41:40,430 --> 01:41:37,679 LED them to the to the friggin love bite 2503 01:41:42,649 --> 01:41:40,440 that was like hosted by a demon and told 2504 01:41:44,350 --> 01:41:42,659 him it was their twin flame and it led 2505 01:41:47,030 --> 01:41:44,360 them into this like horrible 2506 01:41:48,350 --> 01:41:47,040 relationship that was well who is this 2507 01:41:49,729 --> 01:41:48,360 hierarchy giving them psychic 2508 01:41:53,330 --> 01:41:49,739 information when they're leading them 2509 01:41:55,370 --> 01:41:53,340 down that road okay okay let me jump in 2510 01:41:57,290 --> 01:41:55,380 because I I've kind of sidestepped the 2511 01:42:00,229 --> 01:41:57,300 whole love bite thing and it's Central 2512 01:42:02,229 --> 01:42:00,239 to what you do and let's just tackle it 2513 01:42:06,229 --> 01:42:02,239 here two hours in or hours 2514 01:42:08,689 --> 01:42:06,239 but the the reason I think it it really 2515 01:42:10,490 --> 01:42:08,699 resonates and it's awesome so awesome 2516 01:42:12,169 --> 01:42:10,500 and I know it seems like I'm pushing on 2517 01:42:14,330 --> 01:42:12,179 you really hard but I think your work is 2518 01:42:16,430 --> 01:42:14,340 so important and that's why I guess I'm 2519 01:42:18,850 --> 01:42:16,440 pushing to kind of tidy up some of what 2520 01:42:21,290 --> 01:42:18,860 I see is kind of the Loose Ends there 2521 01:42:26,990 --> 01:42:21,300 why would 2522 01:42:30,109 --> 01:42:27,000 trying to 2523 01:42:31,850 --> 01:42:30,119 manipulate control in all these ways 2524 01:42:33,709 --> 01:42:31,860 we're talking about why would they focus 2525 01:42:36,050 --> 01:42:33,719 on relationships 2526 01:42:37,910 --> 01:42:36,060 well that's the biggest loose feed 2527 01:42:40,609 --> 01:42:37,920 um the sexual energy is life force 2528 01:42:43,910 --> 01:42:40,619 energy and emotional energy is a big 2529 01:42:45,709 --> 01:42:43,920 feed so you get more energy and you feel 2530 01:42:48,290 --> 01:42:45,719 more alive 2531 01:42:50,270 --> 01:42:48,300 um through a relationship emotions and 2532 01:42:52,430 --> 01:42:50,280 especially Sexual Energy like tantric 2533 01:42:55,310 --> 01:42:52,440 sexual Kundalini that's like the super 2534 01:42:57,410 --> 01:42:55,320 wow whatever right so a lot of these 2535 01:42:58,669 --> 01:42:57,420 beings that's where they go right for it 2536 01:43:00,709 --> 01:42:58,679 and they'll they'll activate your 2537 01:43:02,810 --> 01:43:00,719 Kundalini and they'll make you think 2538 01:43:05,450 --> 01:43:02,820 that you know you met your twin flame or 2539 01:43:07,609 --> 01:43:05,460 you get set up in certain situations and 2540 01:43:09,770 --> 01:43:07,619 then you find out later that oh my God 2541 01:43:12,470 --> 01:43:09,780 you know that was like a manipulation 2542 01:43:14,450 --> 01:43:12,480 and then I'm drained and I was led down 2543 01:43:16,129 --> 01:43:14,460 a path that I thought was true and then 2544 01:43:17,450 --> 01:43:16,139 I found out that this Guru is like 2545 01:43:19,550 --> 01:43:17,460 totally manipulating all these people 2546 01:43:21,229 --> 01:43:19,560 but he still has like these magical 2547 01:43:22,850 --> 01:43:21,239 powers because he's pulling it off other 2548 01:43:26,689 --> 01:43:22,860 people's life for us and it's like wow 2549 01:43:29,350 --> 01:43:26,699 you know how come I didn't see this how 2550 01:43:33,050 --> 01:43:29,360 come all these people didn't see that 2551 01:43:36,229 --> 01:43:33,060 how come my perception was like 2552 01:43:39,350 --> 01:43:36,239 what happened why didn't we perceive 2553 01:43:41,390 --> 01:43:39,360 those spiritual Predators that's my big 2554 01:43:43,370 --> 01:43:41,400 question it's like how come we didn't 2555 01:43:44,870 --> 01:43:43,380 see those spiritual Predators how come 2556 01:43:46,669 --> 01:43:44,880 we weren't warned about them and how 2557 01:43:48,050 --> 01:43:46,679 come we have narratives and religions 2558 01:43:49,550 --> 01:43:48,060 that are enabling those brigging 2559 01:43:51,890 --> 01:43:49,560 Predators continue doing what they're 2560 01:43:55,669 --> 01:43:51,900 doing those are all good questions but 2561 01:43:57,410 --> 01:43:55,679 the other kind of related answer if you 2562 01:44:02,330 --> 01:43:57,420 will and it comes right out of those 2563 01:44:04,609 --> 01:44:02,340 questions is that if you had advanced 2564 01:44:06,890 --> 01:44:04,619 intelligence either non-human 2565 01:44:09,290 --> 01:44:06,900 Intelligence on the spiritual realm or 2566 01:44:10,790 --> 01:44:09,300 non-human Intelligence on the ET realm 2567 01:44:13,250 --> 01:44:10,800 we don't even know what those two mean 2568 01:44:14,870 --> 01:44:13,260 and how they're different so we were 2569 01:44:18,169 --> 01:44:14,880 just kind of playing with Wordsmith 2570 01:44:20,209 --> 01:44:18,179 there but what I hear you saying is this 2571 01:44:23,209 --> 01:44:20,219 is where you'd go I mean if you're just 2572 01:44:25,609 --> 01:44:23,219 going to kind of if you or I were 2573 01:44:27,890 --> 01:44:25,619 sitting in the role of these benevolent 2574 01:44:30,410 --> 01:44:27,900 beings and we said okay how do we get 2575 01:44:32,270 --> 01:44:30,420 this done where do we go do we go money 2576 01:44:34,250 --> 01:44:32,280 oh let's go money and another guy says 2577 01:44:36,890 --> 01:44:34,260 oh no no no let's go over here let's go 2578 01:44:38,870 --> 01:44:36,900 you know greed and then the guy says 2579 01:44:41,570 --> 01:44:38,880 squirrel all that here's where you go 2580 01:44:43,850 --> 01:44:41,580 you go right here you go sexual you go 2581 01:44:45,830 --> 01:44:43,860 relationship you go in motion and 2582 01:44:47,689 --> 01:44:45,840 everyone goes ah of course you're right 2583 01:44:49,850 --> 01:44:47,699 that's where we go all the rest of the 2584 01:44:51,709 --> 01:44:49,860 stuff you know what I mean that is the 2585 01:44:54,709 --> 01:44:51,719 that is the answer is if you are an 2586 01:44:56,870 --> 01:44:54,719 advanced intelligent intelligence this 2587 01:44:58,669 --> 01:44:56,880 is where you would wind up going 2588 01:45:01,070 --> 01:44:58,679 yeah yeah they were they would 2589 01:45:04,010 --> 01:45:01,080 traumatize people multi-generationally 2590 01:45:05,810 --> 01:45:04,020 and then give them lies about God or 2591 01:45:07,609 --> 01:45:05,820 light and they would Gaslight you so 2592 01:45:10,189 --> 01:45:07,619 that when you felt bad about them 2593 01:45:11,330 --> 01:45:10,199 treating you like you know you 2594 01:45:14,209 --> 01:45:11,340 would you wouldn't believe yourself 2595 01:45:16,250 --> 01:45:14,219 anymore you would say oh it must be me 2596 01:45:18,530 --> 01:45:16,260 but particularly with this relationship 2597 01:45:20,870 --> 01:45:18,540 thing on a kind of on a sub-project 2598 01:45:22,729 --> 01:45:20,880 level like if you look at MK Ultra they 2599 01:45:25,450 --> 01:45:22,739 have all these projects and sub-projects 2600 01:45:27,470 --> 01:45:25,460 I mean a major sub-project would be 2601 01:45:30,530 --> 01:45:27,480 exactly the kind of stuff you're talking 2602 01:45:33,229 --> 01:45:30,540 about in the book Let's kind of pit 2603 01:45:35,390 --> 01:45:33,239 these two people against each other in a 2604 01:45:37,669 --> 01:45:35,400 sexual relationship let's get these 2605 01:45:40,010 --> 01:45:37,679 people involved let's you would you 2606 01:45:42,530 --> 01:45:40,020 would just absolutely do that it would 2607 01:45:45,350 --> 01:45:42,540 why would it'd be so powerful 2608 01:45:47,570 --> 01:45:45,360 yeah they keep people at each other with 2609 01:45:49,790 --> 01:45:47,580 chaos in the relationships and 2610 01:45:52,129 --> 01:45:49,800 unresolved trauma so that people hurt 2611 01:45:54,169 --> 01:45:52,139 one another and get fight one another 2612 01:45:56,209 --> 01:45:54,179 when really there's somebody else 2613 01:45:59,750 --> 01:45:56,219 pulling the strings and feeding off of 2614 01:46:01,669 --> 01:45:59,760 all of that and so that's why you go 2615 01:46:03,470 --> 01:46:01,679 back to simplistic if we can go back to 2616 01:46:05,330 --> 01:46:03,480 simplistic teachings of you know 2617 01:46:08,330 --> 01:46:05,340 honoring and loving one another 2618 01:46:10,250 --> 01:46:08,340 as much as we can so that 2619 01:46:12,709 --> 01:46:10,260 um their power to cause us to get in 2620 01:46:14,390 --> 01:46:12,719 fights and to hurt one another is not as 2621 01:46:17,629 --> 01:46:14,400 powerful and so that when they really 2622 01:46:19,729 --> 01:46:17,639 Target you when someone's hungry or when 2623 01:46:21,830 --> 01:46:19,739 someone you know lost a place to live 2624 01:46:23,810 --> 01:46:21,840 someone lovingly will take them in and 2625 01:46:25,790 --> 01:46:23,820 help them find a job instead of leaving 2626 01:46:28,129 --> 01:46:25,800 them they're out on the streets to to 2627 01:46:31,010 --> 01:46:28,139 just fend for themselves it's it we 2628 01:46:33,290 --> 01:46:31,020 really have to love each other more I 2629 01:46:34,910 --> 01:46:33,300 know it's hard it's it's it's I just 2630 01:46:37,669 --> 01:46:34,920 feel like this has been going on for a 2631 01:46:40,189 --> 01:46:37,679 very very long time because the the 2632 01:46:42,530 --> 01:46:40,199 poverty of you know like women and 2633 01:46:44,510 --> 01:46:42,540 children and human trafficking and the 2634 01:46:46,790 --> 01:46:44,520 abuse and the you know I know in the 2635 01:46:49,070 --> 01:46:46,800 patriarchal religions like it was always 2636 01:46:50,990 --> 01:46:49,080 the orphans and the widows that the 2637 01:46:52,669 --> 01:46:51,000 whole of the New Testament people like 2638 01:46:55,010 --> 01:46:52,679 the whole of their job was like helping 2639 01:46:56,750 --> 01:46:55,020 orphans and widows what the hell what 2640 01:46:58,850 --> 01:46:56,760 problem is that 2641 01:47:01,010 --> 01:46:58,860 why are there so many orphans and widows 2642 01:47:02,750 --> 01:47:01,020 in the first place this is what my 2643 01:47:05,030 --> 01:47:02,760 question was why are they making them 2644 01:47:07,850 --> 01:47:05,040 believe in the devaluation of women and 2645 01:47:10,070 --> 01:47:07,860 children to begin with that causes that 2646 01:47:12,229 --> 01:47:10,080 problem all the time so they're spending 2647 01:47:13,790 --> 01:47:12,239 all their time doing the religion to 2648 01:47:16,129 --> 01:47:13,800 help the women and the children but it 2649 01:47:18,229 --> 01:47:16,139 never gets resolved oh 2650 01:47:20,450 --> 01:47:18,239 well that's that's because religion is 2651 01:47:22,790 --> 01:47:20,460 is and how always has been a social 2652 01:47:24,169 --> 01:47:22,800 engineering project first and foremost 2653 01:47:26,450 --> 01:47:24,179 and that's the problem I have with 2654 01:47:29,750 --> 01:47:26,460 Christianity if you go and look at the 2655 01:47:33,850 --> 01:47:29,760 history and if you read Josephus the 2656 01:47:38,990 --> 01:47:33,860 Roman slash Jewish historian he lays out 2657 01:47:41,450 --> 01:47:39,000 Josephus War the Jews 4.5.6 he lays bare 2658 01:47:43,010 --> 01:47:41,460 the social engineering operation only it 2659 01:47:46,370 --> 01:47:43,020 was first to the Jews you know it's like 2660 01:47:47,990 --> 01:47:46,380 hey Titus is really the Messiah all the 2661 01:47:49,790 --> 01:47:48,000 Jewish people like me we should realize 2662 01:47:51,410 --> 01:47:49,800 that you know he's really it well then 2663 01:47:54,109 --> 01:47:51,420 they just pull the same thing with Jesus 2664 01:47:56,570 --> 01:47:54,119 on the next thing with with Constantine 2665 01:47:59,209 --> 01:47:56,580 and that whole thing it's it's just it's 2666 01:48:01,250 --> 01:47:59,219 very effective and why wouldn't you do 2667 01:48:03,770 --> 01:48:01,260 that why wouldn't you if I want to 2668 01:48:06,470 --> 01:48:03,780 control a population do I want to really 2669 01:48:09,770 --> 01:48:06,480 go in there with uh weapons and arms and 2670 01:48:12,290 --> 01:48:09,780 March my troops if I can just say hey 2671 01:48:13,790 --> 01:48:12,300 it's this is it this is the book just 2672 01:48:15,830 --> 01:48:13,800 follow the book we're all under the same 2673 01:48:19,550 --> 01:48:15,840 thing if I can control you that way it's 2674 01:48:21,709 --> 01:48:19,560 just the much more efficient way to to 2675 01:48:24,709 --> 01:48:21,719 do it I I don't know to me it isn't even 2676 01:48:26,450 --> 01:48:24,719 that difficult to understand what's hard 2677 01:48:28,310 --> 01:48:26,460 to understand is why 2678 01:48:30,890 --> 01:48:28,320 but this is the super big spiritual 2679 01:48:34,250 --> 01:48:30,900 question why is God allowing this to 2680 01:48:35,990 --> 01:48:34,260 play out you know why is and I resist 2681 01:48:38,209 --> 01:48:36,000 the idea that and I was going to say 2682 01:48:40,270 --> 01:48:38,219 this before I resist the idea that God 2683 01:48:43,129 --> 01:48:40,280 needs our help in any of this you know 2684 01:48:45,410 --> 01:48:43,139 uh God needs our help we gotta we're 2685 01:48:48,350 --> 01:48:45,420 soldiers and just doesn't that just 2686 01:48:51,530 --> 01:48:48,360 doesn't Square you know somehow I'm on 2687 01:48:53,629 --> 01:48:51,540 some kind of Soul journey I need to find 2688 01:48:55,850 --> 01:48:53,639 truth I need to be the embodiment of 2689 01:48:58,669 --> 01:48:55,860 that truth I need to grow and all the 2690 01:49:02,350 --> 01:48:58,679 rest of that that I get the idea that I 2691 01:49:05,890 --> 01:49:02,360 need to go strike down some you know 2692 01:49:08,930 --> 01:49:05,900 evil being you know it just doesn't 2693 01:49:10,430 --> 01:49:08,940 logically it doesn't add up to how that 2694 01:49:11,930 --> 01:49:10,440 could work and and I kind of feel like 2695 01:49:13,609 --> 01:49:11,940 you're coming from a slightly different 2696 01:49:16,850 --> 01:49:13,619 place on that 2697 01:49:19,129 --> 01:49:16,860 I think well what moved me the most was 2698 01:49:22,070 --> 01:49:19,139 actually discovery of how narcissistic 2699 01:49:25,430 --> 01:49:22,080 abuse really works and how it's enabled 2700 01:49:28,010 --> 01:49:25,440 in our culture and society and and how 2701 01:49:31,070 --> 01:49:28,020 to truly recover from that what we 2702 01:49:33,050 --> 01:49:31,080 really need to be and do and that that 2703 01:49:35,209 --> 01:49:33,060 to me moved me more even than learning 2704 01:49:37,910 --> 01:49:35,219 about alien abductions it was just 2705 01:49:39,649 --> 01:49:37,920 another form of let's say narcissistic 2706 01:49:43,310 --> 01:49:39,659 abuse and mind control and spiritual 2707 01:49:45,169 --> 01:49:43,320 deception to take our resources and and 2708 01:49:46,250 --> 01:49:45,179 then Gaslight us into thinking it's like 2709 01:49:48,530 --> 01:49:46,260 all our fault there's something wrong 2710 01:49:51,290 --> 01:49:48,540 with us but if we really reconnect with 2711 01:49:53,330 --> 01:49:51,300 our true Essence we find ways to get 2712 01:49:55,850 --> 01:49:53,340 around like basically with narcissists 2713 01:49:57,590 --> 01:49:55,860 you don't really fight them directly if 2714 01:49:59,450 --> 01:49:57,600 you tell them what they are they just 2715 01:50:00,830 --> 01:49:59,460 they're like what do you call it pigs in 2716 01:50:02,810 --> 01:50:00,840 a pig pen they're always better at 2717 01:50:04,910 --> 01:50:02,820 fighting and and turning around on you 2718 01:50:06,169 --> 01:50:04,920 and they just met they're just better at 2719 01:50:08,390 --> 01:50:06,179 you know 2720 01:50:10,490 --> 01:50:08,400 doing what they do so it's like gray 2721 01:50:12,709 --> 01:50:10,500 rocking and you ignore them you don't 2722 01:50:14,390 --> 01:50:12,719 give them your attention you just kind 2723 01:50:16,790 --> 01:50:14,400 of move around it and you basically have 2724 01:50:18,470 --> 01:50:16,800 to accept your losses you may not ever 2725 01:50:20,689 --> 01:50:18,480 be able to recover your losses from 2726 01:50:23,330 --> 01:50:20,699 their theft which will never stop as 2727 01:50:25,129 --> 01:50:23,340 long as you interact with them so you 2728 01:50:28,430 --> 01:50:25,139 basically just have to start connecting 2729 01:50:30,590 --> 01:50:28,440 with people who understand the nature of 2730 01:50:32,870 --> 01:50:30,600 the Predator versus the nature of those 2731 01:50:35,030 --> 01:50:32,880 who are not predators 2732 01:50:37,729 --> 01:50:35,040 I mean I just see it as like the 2733 01:50:39,950 --> 01:50:37,739 Predators plain and simple and maybe 2734 01:50:42,050 --> 01:50:39,960 it's ignorance but I'm not there to try 2735 01:50:44,990 --> 01:50:42,060 to make them better I'm there to to 2736 01:50:46,970 --> 01:50:45,000 learn and get better myself and they can 2737 01:50:48,709 --> 01:50:46,980 find their own path because I need to 2738 01:50:50,270 --> 01:50:48,719 recover I I'm not going to take care of 2739 01:50:52,250 --> 01:50:50,280 them and then 2740 01:50:53,629 --> 01:50:52,260 starve to death trying to always take 2741 01:50:56,330 --> 01:50:53,639 care of all these people who are never 2742 01:50:58,850 --> 01:50:56,340 going to change you know it's like 2743 01:51:01,729 --> 01:50:58,860 yeah I I hear you this is such a 2744 01:51:03,590 --> 01:51:01,739 interesting topic to me because we all 2745 01:51:06,649 --> 01:51:03,600 appreciate that the narcissistic thing 2746 01:51:09,410 --> 01:51:06,659 is just way overused to the point of 2747 01:51:13,070 --> 01:51:09,420 where it's kind of lost its meaning and 2748 01:51:15,590 --> 01:51:13,080 it's become a gender kind of thing in a 2749 01:51:16,790 --> 01:51:15,600 way that it really shouldn't in that you 2750 01:51:19,510 --> 01:51:16,800 know we're usually talking about men 2751 01:51:22,669 --> 01:51:19,520 when we talk about narcissists 2752 01:51:25,370 --> 01:51:22,679 no no I I get it but you also get that 2753 01:51:26,689 --> 01:51:25,380 you know that's when we hear when I hear 2754 01:51:28,790 --> 01:51:26,699 a lot of the interviews you do and 2755 01:51:31,189 --> 01:51:28,800 that's what we're really kind of a lot 2756 01:51:34,070 --> 01:51:31,199 of times talking about and it loses the 2757 01:51:35,810 --> 01:51:34,080 fact that the other parts of our culture 2758 01:51:39,770 --> 01:51:35,820 that we're comfortable with 2759 01:51:43,250 --> 01:51:39,780 are very much about promoting that kind 2760 01:51:46,010 --> 01:51:43,260 of male energy that borders on 2761 01:51:49,189 --> 01:51:46,020 narcissism you know the get thing done 2762 01:51:50,169 --> 01:51:49,199 kind of mentality the protect at all 2763 01:51:52,970 --> 01:51:50,179 cost 2764 01:51:55,430 --> 01:51:52,980 mentality the I need you on that wall I 2765 01:51:58,070 --> 01:51:55,440 want you on that wall go take that Hill 2766 01:52:01,609 --> 01:51:58,080 doesn't matter how you do it kind of 2767 01:52:04,790 --> 01:52:01,619 energy we are a product of that we are a 2768 01:52:07,970 --> 01:52:04,800 product of the most narcissistic people 2769 01:52:10,970 --> 01:52:07,980 that fought bravely for us to chop that 2770 01:52:13,189 --> 01:52:10,980 other guy's head off in a one-on-one 2771 01:52:15,890 --> 01:52:13,199 battle you know what I mean and I think 2772 01:52:17,570 --> 01:52:15,900 we're trying to understand that and 2773 01:52:18,470 --> 01:52:17,580 resolve that and sometimes I think when 2774 01:52:25,430 --> 01:52:18,480 we 2775 01:52:28,010 --> 01:52:25,440 help so it's like labels are problematic 2776 01:52:29,870 --> 01:52:28,020 in so many ways but so is the cultural 2777 01:52:31,790 --> 01:52:29,880 overlay on this and 2778 01:52:34,129 --> 01:52:31,800 what I really resonate with much more 2779 01:52:36,530 --> 01:52:34,139 than the narcissistic thing is the 2780 01:52:39,709 --> 01:52:36,540 trauma thing that you're talking about 2781 01:52:41,990 --> 01:52:39,719 both anomalous trauma and the kind of 2782 01:52:44,209 --> 01:52:42,000 non-anomalous trauma and I thought it 2783 01:52:45,770 --> 01:52:44,219 was very beautiful and eloquent the way 2784 01:52:50,209 --> 01:52:45,780 that you said of 2785 01:52:52,490 --> 01:52:50,219 our ability to kind of be our full self 2786 01:52:55,010 --> 01:52:52,500 is inversely proportional look at the 2787 01:52:57,050 --> 01:52:55,020 moment trauma we can relieve to me 2788 01:52:59,330 --> 01:52:57,060 that's the samskara thing that is the 2789 01:53:00,890 --> 01:52:59,340 yogic thing that I totally get and 2790 01:53:04,689 --> 01:53:00,900 understand 2791 01:53:08,750 --> 01:53:04,699 I'm not sure that narcissism 2792 01:53:11,390 --> 01:53:08,760 exactly fits into that other than we all 2793 01:53:14,930 --> 01:53:11,400 got yet and some of the winds up 2794 01:53:17,930 --> 01:53:14,940 looking a lot like narcissistic behavior 2795 01:53:21,229 --> 01:53:17,940 yeah yeah but there's a real personality 2796 01:53:23,390 --> 01:53:21,239 disorder that that's actually more um 2797 01:53:25,729 --> 01:53:23,400 you know pathological and it comes from 2798 01:53:28,430 --> 01:53:25,739 complex trauma so that's the ones that 2799 01:53:29,390 --> 01:53:28,440 I'm talking about that like even in my 2800 01:53:31,669 --> 01:53:29,400 work 2801 01:53:33,709 --> 01:53:31,679 where when someone became hosted by an 2802 01:53:36,229 --> 01:53:33,719 entity it was because of that 2803 01:53:39,609 --> 01:53:36,239 personality style and the trauma that 2804 01:53:43,070 --> 01:53:39,619 actually allowed those entities to even 2805 01:53:45,950 --> 01:53:43,080 exacerbate those behaviors so 2806 01:53:48,169 --> 01:53:45,960 um yeah that's what I mean but not not 2807 01:53:50,570 --> 01:53:48,179 in the normal male female 2808 01:53:52,010 --> 01:53:50,580 now this is complex trauma that I'm 2809 01:53:53,450 --> 01:53:52,020 talking I I just think that all that 2810 01:53:54,950 --> 01:53:53,460 gets really blurry and I think the 2811 01:53:57,169 --> 01:53:54,960 labeling gets really blurry and then 2812 01:53:59,629 --> 01:53:57,179 when we say real you know from some 2813 01:54:01,790 --> 01:53:59,639 psychology perspective like they have 2814 01:54:03,649 --> 01:54:01,800 any freaking clue they still don't 2815 01:54:05,570 --> 01:54:03,659 believe that Consciousness is real I 2816 01:54:07,970 --> 01:54:05,580 mean the official position among 2817 01:54:10,010 --> 01:54:07,980 psychology is that Consciousness is an 2818 01:54:12,350 --> 01:54:10,020 epiphenomenon of the brain so all this 2819 01:54:14,109 --> 01:54:12,360 stuff that we're talking about is a 2820 01:54:16,729 --> 01:54:14,119 product of the brain there is nothing 2821 01:54:19,250 --> 01:54:16,739 real in terms of your conscious 2822 01:54:20,810 --> 01:54:19,260 experience they're not there yet when we 2823 01:54:23,270 --> 01:54:20,820 talk about spiritually transformative 2824 01:54:25,430 --> 01:54:23,280 experiences at the beginning at the APA 2825 01:54:27,229 --> 01:54:25,440 conference there ain't no breakouts 2826 01:54:29,930 --> 01:54:27,239 those those breakouts on spiritual 2827 01:54:32,270 --> 01:54:29,940 transformative experiences are like tiny 2828 01:54:34,129 --> 01:54:32,280 compared to overall psychology hasn't 2829 01:54:36,470 --> 01:54:34,139 come around to the idea that there are 2830 01:54:38,090 --> 01:54:36,480 these extended Consciousness Realms you 2831 01:54:40,189 --> 01:54:38,100 are because that's where you live and 2832 01:54:42,229 --> 01:54:40,199 that's where you work but in general 2833 01:54:43,910 --> 01:54:42,239 that's why you tell people they can't 2834 01:54:46,310 --> 01:54:43,920 the people that come to you they can't 2835 01:54:48,770 --> 01:54:46,320 go to a normal therapist right they go 2836 01:54:50,570 --> 01:54:48,780 to a normal therapist so it I mean 2837 01:54:52,790 --> 01:54:50,580 that's where I think it does get kind of 2838 01:54:56,149 --> 01:54:52,800 siled a little bit where you kind of see 2839 01:54:58,910 --> 01:54:56,159 it and you lose sight of the the world 2840 01:55:02,149 --> 01:54:58,920 that that really exists out there and 2841 01:55:05,090 --> 01:55:02,159 how it is so detached from what you and 2842 01:55:06,890 --> 01:55:05,100 I accept isn't obvious obvious reality 2843 01:55:08,270 --> 01:55:06,900 which is of course are these other 2844 01:55:09,970 --> 01:55:08,280 realms 2845 01:55:13,010 --> 01:55:09,980 yeah 2846 01:55:14,570 --> 01:55:13,020 I I wish it was easier 2847 01:55:16,310 --> 01:55:14,580 um but I 2848 01:55:18,709 --> 01:55:16,320 sometimes you don't have to talk about 2849 01:55:20,510 --> 01:55:18,719 experiences like I've found that 2850 01:55:23,510 --> 01:55:20,520 um we didn't have to go into this story 2851 01:55:25,189 --> 01:55:23,520 and the particularities of the story of 2852 01:55:27,709 --> 01:55:25,199 the weirdness and just talk about 2853 01:55:30,109 --> 01:55:27,719 feelings and and feelings and needs from 2854 01:55:31,970 --> 01:55:30,119 like a really basic human level and then 2855 01:55:34,010 --> 01:55:31,980 then you're able to do work with a 2856 01:55:36,470 --> 01:55:34,020 therapist without having to like give 2857 01:55:38,510 --> 01:55:36,480 National Security Secrets or or get in 2858 01:55:40,430 --> 01:55:38,520 trouble that you're you know talking 2859 01:55:42,890 --> 01:55:40,440 about that they're just gonna 2860 01:55:44,870 --> 01:55:42,900 you get in trouble for so there's ways 2861 01:55:47,330 --> 01:55:44,880 to get around that because sometimes it 2862 01:55:49,189 --> 01:55:47,340 is a national security issue and you 2863 01:55:51,050 --> 01:55:49,199 really can't talk about it so I feel 2864 01:55:52,669 --> 01:55:51,060 sorry for people who have to work for 2865 01:55:55,790 --> 01:55:52,679 those you know 2866 01:55:57,169 --> 01:55:55,800 companies and they really can't talk and 2867 01:56:01,609 --> 01:55:57,179 yeah 2868 01:56:02,750 --> 01:56:01,619 well folks if if any of this does seem 2869 01:56:04,729 --> 01:56:02,760 to 2870 01:56:07,310 --> 01:56:04,739 resonate with you in a way that makes 2871 01:56:10,910 --> 01:56:07,320 you feel like you need to connect with 2872 01:56:14,030 --> 01:56:10,920 this very awesome open-hearted person 2873 01:56:16,910 --> 01:56:14,040 who we've been talking to Eve Logan then 2874 01:56:21,350 --> 01:56:16,920 please do contact her you can find her 2875 01:56:23,810 --> 01:56:21,360 at her website evilorgan.com and uh 2876 01:56:27,290 --> 01:56:23,820 what where what else should people know 2877 01:56:28,970 --> 01:56:27,300 in terms of working with you or reading 2878 01:56:31,729 --> 01:56:28,980 the books or anything else like that 2879 01:56:34,430 --> 01:56:31,739 well you can get my hard copy books 2880 01:56:36,649 --> 01:56:34,440 directly through me on my website and 2881 01:56:38,330 --> 01:56:36,659 then they're both uh Dark Side of cupid 2882 01:56:40,970 --> 01:56:38,340 and the love bytes still available on 2883 01:56:43,189 --> 01:56:40,980 Kindle so you still can get a Kindle 2884 01:56:45,590 --> 01:56:43,199 edition there and then I have a small 2885 01:56:47,990 --> 01:56:45,600 alien loved by a telegram group that I'm 2886 01:56:50,149 --> 01:56:48,000 posting to that I can do a little more 2887 01:56:52,609 --> 01:56:50,159 quickly than my regular website 2888 01:56:54,290 --> 01:56:52,619 so you can always get in contact me that 2889 01:56:56,750 --> 01:56:54,300 way or through my email 2890 01:56:58,490 --> 01:56:56,760 and that's probably the best way or you 2891 01:56:59,750 --> 01:56:58,500 know any interviews you've heard me on I 2892 01:57:01,850 --> 01:56:59,760 don't even have my own YouTube channel 2893 01:57:03,830 --> 01:57:01,860 that I use I just you know do other 2894 01:57:05,689 --> 01:57:03,840 people's shows and it's easier for me 2895 01:57:08,450 --> 01:57:05,699 that way so 2896 01:57:10,850 --> 01:57:08,460 well excellent It's been terrific I'm 2897 01:57:12,770 --> 01:57:10,860 very grateful for you being so open and 2898 01:57:15,169 --> 01:57:12,780 allowing this conversation to go in ways 2899 01:57:17,030 --> 01:57:15,179 that I don't think a lot of people hear 2900 01:57:20,510 --> 01:57:17,040 when they approach your work we didn't 2901 01:57:21,890 --> 01:57:20,520 even touch on really my labs and what 2902 01:57:25,010 --> 01:57:21,900 all that's about but I think people will 2903 01:57:27,350 --> 01:57:25,020 get the get the general idea so thanks 2904 01:57:29,330 --> 01:57:27,360 so much for doing it Eve well thank you 2905 01:57:31,729 --> 01:57:29,340 it's great conversation 2906 01:57:34,669 --> 01:57:31,739 thanks Canada Eve Logan for joining me 2907 01:57:36,950 --> 01:57:34,679 today on skeptico dude check her out I 2908 01:57:39,950 --> 01:57:36,960 think if you have any kind of issues 2909 01:57:41,570 --> 01:57:39,960 surrounding this anomalous trauma issue 2910 01:57:43,790 --> 01:57:41,580 it seems to me like she'd be a great 2911 01:57:45,709 --> 01:57:43,800 person her books are challenging for the 2912 01:57:47,750 --> 01:57:45,719 ways that I outlined in this interview 2913 01:57:49,430 --> 01:57:47,760 but other than that 2914 01:57:51,709 --> 01:57:49,440 I don't know I think they're definitely 2915 01:57:53,689 --> 01:57:51,719 definitely worth checking out so then 2916 01:57:55,609 --> 01:57:53,699 finally you know one question I'd tee up 2917 01:57:57,410 --> 01:57:55,619 from this interview and it's kind of one 2918 01:57:59,089 --> 01:57:57,420 of these where the question is just 2919 01:58:02,990 --> 01:57:59,099 obvious you know 2920 01:58:11,340 --> 01:58:05,570 let me know your thoughts as always